I'm waiting for you in my memory

Chapter 60 Blame me for being naive (1)
Yao Qiyun said that he likes Situ Jue when he is asleep.

After Situ Jue went back, she locked herself in the small bathroom and closed her eyes in front of the mirror. She wanted to know how Yao Qiyun liked her.It's a pity that what she saw was either a strange figure with squinting eyes, or a blackness behind closed eyes.This made her a little frustrated, maybe she would never be able to witness Situ Jue when he was asleep; or in other words, she would never be able to wake up and become what he expected.

In fact, it's not that she doesn't understand Yao Qiyun's meaning.Recalling Tan Shaocheng's tears that day, and the surprised eyes of his friends, Situ Jue also felt that he was so bad, baring his teeth and claws, with a domineering aura.He left and came back later, presumably also helplessly, because he still liked it, so he couldn't leave, but he was somewhat disappointed after all.

Back that day, the two of them were silent all the way, and neither of them wanted to mention the messy scene not long ago.When they got home, Situ Jiu'an and his wife had rested, only Aunt Yao heard the sound of the door opening and got up with her clothes on to take a look.After Situ Jue washed, he turned off the light and tossed and turned on the bed like fish on a frying pan.She would rather the two of them quarrel with each other as they did in the past when there was a slight disagreement, and when they were awkward, they would sneer at each other, but she couldn't stand the silence of holding hands, let alone the silence that lasted until dawn.

The desire to talk to him is so strong, how can I suppress it.His door was closed and, as a rule, would not be locked inside.Sometimes it's really strange, the more defensive people are, the more they will do the opposite. Yao Qiyun said: always lock the door tightly, it seems that there are shady things inside.Situ Jue used to laugh at him as "there is no 300 taels of silver here". A truly innocent person is not afraid of what others think. No one in this house will rush in without knocking on the door except her, not even his aunt.

The room was dark, and he had already fallen asleep, only to wake up when he felt someone sticking to him, startled.He said hoarsely, "Situ Jue, you took the wrong medicine... What's the matter, why are your feet so cold?"

When he held her feet with warm hands and tried to drive her away from the cold, Situ Jue found that he didn't want to say anything at this moment.What words are more honest than skin to skin, she can't wait to cut open a heart for him to touch and tell him it's hot here.

Yao Qiyun dodged at first, "Hush! Don't make trouble, it's almost two o'clock, watch out for them to hear..." Now they seldom mess around when Situ Jiuan and his wife are at home, it's too dangerous, let alone midnight when you can hear the echo when you drop a needle .But at this moment, Situ Jue ignored it, and gradually, even Yao Qiyun didn't continue his unfinished worries.They tried their best to devour and occupy each other, and the words they couldn't say turned into fierce body language, so entangled and embedded, as if the other party grew together with their own flesh and blood, like conjoined twins - they would die if they were separated.

Situ Jue didn't know if the suspicious sound had disturbed the other sleeping people in the room. She had a crazy thought: If her parents found out at this time, it would be a one-hundredth of a thing to catch the adulterer on the spot, and save a lot of meaningful or useless things. Meaningful processes and concerns.Of course it is difficult for them to accept, but sooner or later they will accept it.Their daughter has an affair with Yao Qiyun, and will continue to have "many legs", she must be with him, this is the only fact.The process of waiting for the ideal future is too long, and there are too many changes, she can't wait.

For a moment, she felt that Yao Qiyun was thinking the same as her, and there was a kind of determination to go all out in his excitement.However, when they came back to their senses covered in thin sweat, they felt that the night was still as quiet as a piece of black silk without the slightest wrinkle. They should not be disappointed, what greets them is still a stable and orderly reality.

"Ah Jue, wait another three years. When we both graduate, I will tell Uncle Situ and Aunt Xue that I want to marry you. No matter what they think, I will let them know that I will not let you suffer a little bit." suffering."

The hand he held with her was firm and strong, but when Situ Jue shook it back lightly, there was a kind of melancholy in his heart.

three years.What a distant concept that seemed to her when she was young, it was so long that it was a little fuzzy, like a continuous mountain range in front of her eyes, and she couldn't even imagine it was full of white fog in the past.

After Wu Jiang's birthday, the first time Situ Jue and Tan Shaocheng had a close face-to-face meeting was in the written examination room of Baoyan. By coincidence, Tan Shaocheng's admission ticket number was ranked in front of her, so the seats were naturally next to each other.As long as Situ Jue raised his head, he could see Tan Shaocheng's straight back, thin shoulders, and her tightly tied ponytail, and her flesh-colored rubber band hairband wrapped with black wool.Situ Jue didn't know why he stared at her so carefully.Tan Shaocheng was still absent from the big class these days, it is said that he was ill.From the news I heard from other students in the class, there was nothing but regret for her poor experience. First, there was an accident at home, but when I went back, it was just in time for my father’s funeral. After finally returning to school, I fell ill again. They are all too thin.Although Tan Shaocheng is usually not very popular with girls, but most people only have suspicions against people who are similar to themselves. Who would care about a character as miserable as in the story of "Friends"?
The examiner handed out the test papers, and the moment Tan Shaocheng turned around to pass the test papers, Situ Jue looked away in a bit of embarrassment.She is a person who is used to being open and upright, and it is rare for her to do "something wrong", especially when she is so sneaky and uncomfortable.Tan Shaocheng was fine, he put down the test paper indifferently, and didn't give her a second look.

Situ Jue took a deep breath as the bell rang at the start of the exam, trying to calm down and focus on the test paper.She is a student who likes exams, and she never perfuses every exam.In her view, it is just an opportunity to prove her ability and hard work again and again, and it seldom fails.It's just that for a while, because of the awkward relationship with Yao Qiyun, and the oolong incident with Tan Shaocheng later, she has been unable to calm down, pretending to be nothing, and she was squeezed into a room for the Baoyan written test. corner.But she wasn't in a panic. Preparing for the exam was meant to be steady, and she wouldn't lose her usual foundation.

Situ Jue counted from one to seven and started to do the questions.Tan Shaocheng in front of him suddenly covered his mouth and coughed lightly for a moment.Is she really sick?Situ Jue was confused, is there really such a thing as depression and illness in reality?Why was she in great shape the next day even though she was madly depressed?Leave her alone!Situ Jue read the exam questions again from the beginning. For some reason, the exam questions this time were very tricky. Although it made people feel familiar, the answers were not certain. She always had to repeat more than once to understand each subsection. The problem becomes more and more difficult as you go down.She wanted to regard the person in front of her as air, but there was always something in the "air" affecting her, the throat made a slight noise due to the suppressed cough, so thin that the back of the spine could be vaguely seen.Hearing the sound of the test paper being flipped, Situ Jue thought to himself, her progress in answering the questions was twice as fast as her own?In the restless mood, she even had problems with the signature pen she was used to. When she stopped writing, a large drop of ink would condense. Situ Jue wanted to throw it out of the window and change it.But the other nibs are too thin, it's hard to see...

As soon as he left the examination room, Situ Jue received a call from Yao Qiyun, asking her how she did in the exam. She said in a rage that it was terrible. He only thought that she was not satisfied for a while and became a young lady, so he asked her after a few words of reassurance: Sanpi, please eat, do you want to go?

"No!" Situ Jue refused without even thinking about it. San Pi also mentioned this to her through Wu Jiang yesterday.It meant that the unhappiness on Wu Jiang's birthday was caused by him, so he punished himself by spending money on the treat, and called her and Tan Shaocheng at the same time, so that everyone would not be so stiff, and the matter passed like this.

Situ Jue confirmed from Yao Qiyun that Sanpi was indeed the one who told Yao Qiyun about Situ Jue's going to Zou Jin's house. He only said to let Yao Qiyun pay attention, and refused to say how he knew about it.Yao Qiyun, a stubborn guy, has his own principles. Whether he believes what someone tells him or not is one thing. He may not turn around and tell the person involved, even if the person involved is Situ Jue.He knew Situ Jue's temper, and he would not make it difficult for Sanpi, who knew that the trouble would become unmanageable later.

Although he and Yao Qiyun have reconciled and don't mention these things anymore, Situ Jue will inevitably pay more attention to Sanpi.She usually treats him well, but when he is frustrated, his friends around him are annoyed by what he says repeatedly, but when has she not listened to his last sentence of complaint?At the end, he repeated to comfort him.He had a smile on his face, but the kind of male thoughts that made Yao Qiyun "be careful" was really hard for her to digest.In addition, how he knew about it was always an unsolved case. If there was no result for a day, Situ Jue felt as if he was being stared at by a pair of eyes hiding in the dark behind him, making him uncomfortable.As for the relationship between her and Tan Shaocheng, they were not friends at first, and there was no talk of rebuilding the old relationship. One meal can't solve many problems, so there is no point in making some scenes.

"Sanpi also has good intentions, so you don't want this friend?" Yao Qiyun sighed.

Situ Jue also gritted his teeth and couldn't say "yes", so he hurriedly replied, "Just say that I have a headache and rest at home, I'm going to go to you." After speaking, he hurriedly put away the line.

When I got home, my father was still busy with the company celebration of the [-]th anniversary of the establishment of Jiu'antang. Only my mother took time to eat with her. Seeing that she ate very little, thinking of her exam today, she also asked how she was doing.Situ Jue shook his head.

"Everything is foregone, and if you don't forewarn, you will fail. No matter how well you do in the exam, you have to meet with your tutor in advance. This is always safer. Professor Gao is a very good person. He also taught me back then. His postgraduate quota is definitely in demand. Since you are interested in testing him, we should show something." Xue Shaoping said, slipped a card for her daughter, and said lightly, "Come visit Professor Gao sometime, why don't mom accompany you?"

Situ Jue wrinkled his nose and pushed the card back, "The professor doesn't like this, it's like a secret operation, I don't want it."

Xue Shaoping bluntly said that she was still a child with a temper and ignorance of world affairs, but Situ Jue refused to listen to her desperately.She couldn't hold back her proud daughter, so she shook her head.

Speaking of which, in Situ Jue's view, giving gifts to professors in exchange for graduate student places is no different from the professor's unspoken rules for female students.She knew that this was nothing unusual, and she didn't care what other people did. Everyone had their own way of living, and she couldn't do it anyway.But as the results of the written test were announced, more and more people in the circle of Baoyan classmates talked about this matter.The competition in their school's graduate school has always been relatively fierce, and their college is the most important among them.If it is said that Zou Jin does not often bring a master's degree, which makes most people elusive, then Professor Gao Henian's place belongs to the category that can be obtained by gnashing one's teeth and jumping, although it must be jumped higher. But many people still yearn for it.Moreover, it is said that Professor Gao, like Zou Jin, is quite strict in selecting students, and students who are not in the top three in comprehensive research results are basically hopeless.Situ Jue's moral education, intellectual education scores and competition bonus points are all far ahead, there is no problem, but that bad written test made her feel uncertain.If you really fail the test, you will be dragged down by the previous scores, and you will be out of the top three. Besides, there may be outstanding competitors outside the school, which makes Professor Gao think about it, and the quota will be full if you don't pay attention.

When he decided to transfer to Professor Gao, Situ Jue also sent an email to the professor, but he never got a reply.While waiting, she began to feel a little anxious: both Zou Jin and Professor Gao are top experts in their college and industry.Zou Jin will not mention it. If Professor Gao's place also fails, even if the guarantee of research goes well, it will be a pity.My mother said several times that she was unreasonable in the world, and it was not surprising that she was polite, and she should do everything she should do.It's been a long time, so that Situ Jue also felt that it was too thin for her to contact the professor with a thin email, and she suspected that it was not polite. It seems that it is necessary to test the wishes of his master students. Anyway, do your best and obey the destiny. If it is really difficult to get into the eyes of the professor in the end, she will not complain.

(End of this chapter)