I'm waiting for you in my memory

Chapter 62 I just want an apology (1)
Baoyan passed smoothly as expected, but the result was beyond Situ Jue's expectation.Zou Jin's favor towards her made her once again a topic of focus among the students.After all, being able to follow a very good supervisor is a very good thing in itself, not to mention that Zou Jin is notoriously harsh in choosing graduate students.

What's interesting is that when most people talked about this matter, they didn't feel too surprised, because if Zou Jin must accept a student, no matter from the obvious performance advantages on the stage, or the secret to someone Like to speculate on the wind and shadows, it seems that apart from Situ Jue, there is no more natural candidate.

Self-deprecating people will say: "Who made my parents not give me a good face?"

Some people will disapprovingly reveal the bottom line, "Even if you have an identical face, can you have the same grades as others?"

"I don't know how much effort the family has put in. Reincarnation is a science." People who think they are more familiar with the world will conclude this way.

However, no matter how many people think this way, most of them are already used to it. Situ Jue is a character who deserves to stand on the top of the wave and attract attention.People always like to compare themselves with people who are equal to them. Situ Jue has received too much favor from fate. People who stand much taller than him have picked peaches that he can't reach no matter how long he dances. There is a trace of envy in this envy. Si resigned to her fate and acquiesced.In addition, everyone who has been in contact with her thinks that she is a good person. As for the rumors about the professor's private life, they are just rumors and cannot be taken as true.Anyway, Situ Jue is a lucky one.

No one knew that this lucky guy who was supposed to spend a leisurely time before graduation fell into an unprecedented anxiety.She also found it difficult to explain to Qiyun why she became Zou Jin's graduate student in the end, let her explain in every possible way, trying to prove that this was not her original intention, Yao Qiyun just said: "Forget it, do whatever you want."

Xue Shaoping was very pleased that her daughter was admitted to the apprenticeship of the most outstanding expert in the industry, and she talked all day long that the whole family should invite Professor Zou to dinner, which is the proper etiquette.Situ Jiu'an's unassuming joy made Situ Jue unbearable. She couldn't imagine the scene where her father "inadvertently" mentioned her daughter's No. 1 grade in Baoyan in front of every client.When she is alone, she often thinks of Professor Gao's "friendly" and meaningful smile, as well as Zou Jin's words on the phone.Some things were like ghosts hiding behind the curtains, she could vaguely sense something, but she didn't dare step forward to lift the curtains, she could only comfort herself that it was just a gust of wind.

In those few days, Situ Jue always had some bizarre dreams. After waking up, he was upset, but he couldn't remember the plot of the dream.It seemed that once when she stepped on the flat ground, her whole body shook violently involuntarily, and a shrill laughter came from her ears. It took a few seconds for her to realize that it was her mobile phone ringing.She rubbed her eyes, and found that the sun was already high, and her family members went to class, and those who went to work, besides herself, only Aunt Yao was left.

This is the call she hates the most right now, and the caller is Zou Jin.When she went to wait for Yao Qiyun to go home with her yesterday afternoon, Zou Jin called once.At that time, Situ Jue had already made up his mind that if he couldn't change his supervisor, he would rather give up his studies than become Zou Jin's graduate student. He didn't want to have anything to do with him, so he didn't answer the phone call.Yao Qiyun glanced at her, Situ Jue wanted to take the initiative to say something, but she didn't ask at all, if she was in a hurry to explain, it would be too deliberate, so she simply kept silent, pretending nothing happened, she didn't expect this silence, Just silent all the way.

When he was still far away from home, Yao Qiyun would still hold Situ Jue's hand. Every time he crossed the road, he would carefully protect her. Situ Jue didn't even have the slightest doubt that if a car that got out of control drove by, he would definitely be willing to use it. Her own body was used as her shield, but she couldn't pretend not to notice that the two of them spent more and more time in relative silence.Sometimes she would deliberately tell a joke or reveal something embarrassing to dilute the breathless silence, only to find that instead of being funny, she made herself look like a clown.When he raised his interest and tried to respond, her interest had already faded, and even her emotions began to be misplaced.It's hard to trace when this embarrassment started. Maybe what happened to Zou Jin was an inducement, maybe the problem started earlier, when?Maybe it was like that from the beginning.

Situ Jue could sense his caution, because she was the same. Along the way, they had too many quarrels, too many problems, too many obstacles, going back and forth, breaking up and reuniting. It is not easy to hold hands until today. I can't stand the toss anymore.But some things are like small boils on the body, repeatedly scratched, repeatedly scabbed, and finally bound hands and swore never to touch it again, only to find that it could not heal into a smooth piece of skin after all.

"Are you finished?" Situ Jue was so angry that her voice changed her tone. She blamed all the unhappiness between her and Yao Qiyun on the person on the other end of the phone.

Zou Jin didn't seem surprised, "I'm sorry. I know you don't want to answer my call now, but I have to tell you something now."

Situ Jue couldn't bear it anymore, "I've said it ten thousand times, I'm not interested in your things, why do you have to drag me in, what does that have to do with me?"

"I thought I could take care of things and keep you out of it, but now... sorry."

In this short conversation, Zou Jin said sorry for the second time. He is not a humble person. The ominous premonition in Situ Jue's heart intensified. She seemed to smell every word he tried to speak calmly. The breath of the storm that is about to roll up behind.

The resentment and impatience in her heart ebbed quietly, replaced by a kind of calm that concealed extreme anxiety.

"Tell me, what happened?"

It took a while for Zou Jin to speak, as if he was thinking about where to start.

"A doctoral student I'm leading is not Xiaowan, but a boy, you know that, right? Liu Zhisu."

"I know him." Situ Jue immediately saw the figure of that senior brother: fair face, tall man, habitually slightly bent back.Students from the same college, I have some impressions that this senior has represented Zou Jin in many undergraduate classes, and he is also Sanpi's roommate.Situ Jue remembered one time when he was waiting for the elevator, he sang "Don't give birth to a boy again, give birth to a girl" faintly, presumably he meant something.

"I took him with me for nearly four years. He was studying for a master's degree in another school. When I first met him, he was smart, hardworking, and had a strong thirst for knowledge and self-motivation. I admired him very much, so I made an exception and accepted him. Zou Jin spoke slowly, as if he was remembering, but also trying to express himself more clearly, Situ Jue, who was so anxious, forgot to interrupt him.

"As I said, I have always been strict with my students. It is not an exaggeration to say that I am harsh. I admit this. Zhisu has been with me for the past few years, and he has been scolded a lot, but I have always regarded him as my own. I asked him to postpone his graduation because I don't want to see him continue to be undisciplined, more and more impetuous, and I can't bear my students to learn in an opportunistic way. Since he calls me a teacher, I have the responsibility to teach him well .I never thought he would hold grudges, I...I trust him so much!"

Situ Jue asked cautiously, "What did he do to you?"

Zou Jin's deep regret began to turn into hesitation, as if there were too many unspeakable reasons for the words that came to his lips.

"Zhi Su is not only my student, but also my assistant. My computer, documents, and various data are all sorted out by him. He often goes in and out of my residence. I don't know when he saved the copy. He deliberately collects evidence against me everywhere. Recently, he officially broke his face with me, not only asking me to agree to his graduation, but also asking me to sign his name on several academic papers to be published in journals. Name - of course, and money." Zou Jin sneered, "He thinks that he has made great contributions to the several achievement awards I won, but he only gets a superficial share. In fact, he is only good at making the most basic materials Even if I hire a work-study undergraduate, I may not be as good as him, but he still thinks that I have treated him badly! If I don’t agree to his request, he threatens, no, it should be said to be extortion, and my Private life is public."

"Private life?" Situ Jue couldn't hide his contempt in his voice, "Since he's blackmailing, you can call the police, and you won't be afraid of the shadow if you are upright."

Zou Jin sighed for a long time, "You're right, I'm really 'improper', and that's why I'm giving people a handle. If it only involves me, it's fine, but once some things are revealed, innocent people will be arrested. Getting involved is the last thing I want to see."

"In that case, are you going to meet his request?"

"He knows that I dare not refuse. There is an old saying in China that those who are barefoot are not afraid of wearing shoes. He is also a smart person. If he put these thoughts on scientific research, how could he be in the situation he is today. The most difficult thing now is The problem is, even if I am willing to compromise, things are not that simple. Zhisu knows too many things, and he has found another person, and this person... is related to you, this is what I am eager to call you The reason for the phone call."

Situ Jue was startled, his scalp began to tingle, "Who?"

"I believe you are no stranger, Tan Shaocheng."

"Her? What does it matter to her? How could it involve me?" Situ Jue was very suspicious.

"Liu Zhisu told her that there was a problem with the results of the school's postgraduate written examination."

It's hard for Situ Jue not to think about her abnormality on the day of the written test and the unexpected final result, but she would rather believe that she was wrong.

"what is the problem?"

"Someone tampered with the final examination papers. Only one person in the whole college can do it. You should have guessed who it is. Zhisu found the problem when sorting out the examination papers."

"In fact, he wronged you, right?" At this moment, Situ Jue was as frightened as a lost child.

Zou Jin was silent for a while, and finally made up his mind to speak.

"You didn't do well in the exam that time, and at most you barely entered the big list of ten interviewees. Gao Henian and his gang knew that I valued you, and I knew your interview score would not be too high. I was the one who compared your scores with Tan Shaocheng's. Swapping, I have already dealt with this matter, there would be no problem at first, unexpectedly, he would secretly take a photo of the original test paper. You are as competitive as I was when I was young, I know you want to win, So I want to help you..."

"No, no, no, I'm different from you, how can I be like you, you are you, I am me!" Situ Jue repeated incoherently, the palm of the hand holding the phone was full of sweat.She can accept her failure, but not in this way, no!
"So I want to say sorry to you. It was my selfishness and ignorance that hurt you and got you involved. Now that Tan Shaocheng is very emotional after knowing the truth, I'm afraid she won't let it go easily. In addition, she also asked to re-examine this school year Evaluation of Fu Xuecheng Scholarship."

"Then let her check it, she just can't swallow that breath, let her check it anyway, I have nothing to be afraid of!" Situ Jue said loudly.She didn't know if her yelling would disturb Aunt Yao downstairs, she couldn't care about that now.

However, Zou Jin's answer was only one sentence.

"You can't let her re-core."

Situ Jue suddenly felt a thunderbolt.No matter what Zou Jin said later, it was no longer important.

"...Listen to me, if it wasn't for you, it wouldn't be her turn, but she insisted on holding on to this matter...I talked to them, this matter has nothing to do with you, the responsibility is all on me , if you have any conditions, just mention it to me..."

As if someone had suddenly pushed his head into the water, Situ Jue fell into a distorted daze, feeling that he was separated from the whole real world, without breathing or shouting, except for the dull pain in his lungs. A series of ridiculous blisters in front of my eyes.His voice also has a dreamlike floating feeling, as if floating on the water, sometimes close, sometimes far away.

(End of this chapter)