I'm waiting for you in my memory

Chapter 64 The Best Hunter

Qu Xiaowan later had a simple phone conversation with Situ Jue.That was the night, strictly speaking, the early morning of the next day, when the "negotiations" ended in an extremely dramatic way.Situ Jue didn't expect that she could still fall asleep amidst such anxiety, uneasiness, panic, and confusion. Maybe she hadn't fully recovered from the accident at that time, and she always suspected that all of this was not true.

The caller came from an unfamiliar number, and she didn't report her family name, but Situ Jue could still distinguish Qu Xiaowan's voice.

Qu Xiaowan told Situ Jue that if her attitude towards Tan Shaocheng and Liu Zhisu made Situ Jue suffer in the end, it would be her fault. She felt sorry, but she was only sorry for this matter and did not ask Situ Jue to forgive her. She doesn't need anyone's forgiveness.Those photos were taken by Zou Jin with her consent. No one forced anyone else. She loved him at that time and was willing to do anything. It doesn't matter now and she won't regret it later.

Situ Jue didn't have the heart to say some generous words. She really couldn't understand what Qu Xiaowan did, and she didn't know what consequences all those involved in this matter would bear because of it. However, she couldn't hate Qu Xiaowan, let alone forgiveness.In fact, she has no way of distinguishing who is right and who is wrong. Even though she has always been a person who can distinguish between black and white, in this matter, for the first time, she feels confused and confused about the boundary between good and evil.

Is Liu Zhisu, who has been humbled in front of his mentor for four years and fought back repeatedly in an extremely twisted way, a big villain?
Isn't Tan Shaocheng, whom she has always hated, defending what she deserves from the standpoint of a victim?
Zou Jin... She is willing to use all the most hateful words to curse his shamelessness and despicableness. He caused her to fall into a disaster that had nothing to do with her, but the original intention was out of selfishness and protection for her. It's really sad Ridiculous again.

If she accuses Qu Xiaowan of indulgence and willfulness, is her compromise really the right choice?

"I just want to ask you, what are you going to do in Wujiang?" Situ Jue only thought of this one thing he wanted to say to Qu Xiaowan.

"I will not leave him." Qu Xiaowan said, "He just told me yesterday that he decided to take me home to meet his parents, no matter what his parents think, no matter what happens, he will follow me Together. I told him he was a fool, and even if he was a fool, it was enough for me. He could have me without me, but I wouldn't leave him first."

She also said a lot of trivial things when she was with Wu Jiang.Going to watch her favorite movie together, Wu Jiang was so bored that he fell asleep, the popcorn in his hand was scattered all over the floor, and he insisted that he was awake, the movie was good, and he would come again next time; she went home for a few days, goodbye When Wu Jiang asked her if she missed him, she said yes, but Wu Jiang was taken aback, and she didn't realize until then that she would miss him too. A man who can't get love until the day he dies.

Situ Jue still couldn't understand why Qu Xiaowan would choose to say this to someone she wasn't close to at three o'clock in the morning. Could it be that she didn't have a better person to confide in?Afterwards, Situ Jue suspected more than once that this phone call might not have existed at all, it was just her imagination, or a chaotic dream, just like she later dreamed that Qu Xiaowan was in front of her. Slowly singing the old song "Return" in the ear: "The afterglow is in the sky and the sun is setting, and the white clouds are drifting away two or three times... The shepherd boy is playing the song of return..." The dream was just as real. After waking up, she even She could still hum a few lines from the song, but she knew it was absolutely impossible to be a dream.

The reason why she has doubts about her memory is not only because Situ Jue was half asleep when she answered the phone call in the early morning, but also because the content of the call was unreasonable, which gave her reason to believe that the strange person left on her call log The number was just a harassing phone call that was cut off after one ring, including the details Qu Xiaowan narrated, which were actually revealed to her by Wu Jiang, and she passed it on to Qu Xiaowan in her imagination.Or maybe the fact that she didn't wake up that night at all?More importantly, the short period of time since then was a very special stage in Situ Jue's life. Many things that happened during this stage should have been engraved in her memory like an inscription until the end of her life. It will not weather that day, but the result is just the opposite.She has never been able to sort out the complete outline of this memory, even after many years.Whenever she tried her best to picture it realistically, it was filled with a futile sense of powerlessness.

Anyone who has ever dreamed can understand that feeling, just like the scenery you see in your dream, it is always dim, separated by a layer of fog, you know what is there, but you can never see it clearly.This is an instinct of human beings to protect themselves. She recalled too many times in the next seven years and had too many dreams about that time. These memories and dreams were too overbearing, repeated and alternated, some of them were false, Some are real, they fill her and stay with her more closely, those real details are lost in the more and more distant past, and have become no longer important.

Not only was Qu Xiaowan's phone call like this, but Situ Jue couldn't remember exactly how long after the day when the real "dongchuang incident" happened.She only vaguely remembered that it was the eve of her graduation. She had just read a paper signed by both Zou Jin and Liu Zhisu in the June "Journal of Pharmaceutical Sciences" and another authoritative domestic medical journal. The school, or the entire medical industry in this city, was engulfed in a scandal overnight.This scandal contains various eye-catching elements such as academic fraud, shady research, college unspoken rules, teacher-student vengeance, and sex scandals, so that it is still talked about for a long time after it became a sensation.

What's funny is how ignorant Situ Jue, one of the protagonists, is in this drama.She actually opened the webpage of the school's BBS in a hurry after receiving a call from Wu Jiang.Then she remembered why Wu Jiang didn't want to say a word on the phone. If it was her, she would lose all language functions.

The BBS has already been turned upside down, and all kinds of posts with exclamation marks are flooding the webpage that was previously known as dull. Those posts undoubtedly revolve around two topic posts that have been pinned to the top and have countless replies.

The first post, titled "My Conscience and Anger I Can No Longer Be Silent".

The other one is even more shocking-"I can't get my fairness, just because I didn't climb into the mentor's bed?".

Judging from the time of posting, the latter was a few hours later than the former, more like a response to the previous post, which just shaped a sensational story into shape.In this story, there is a young doctoral student who has endured silently beside an overbearing, unreasonable and low-quality supervisor for four years, and his conscience is still alive, and he still has the last drop of blood.He narrated his real experience in a heavy and rational tone.As an ordinary student who was admitted to the school of a long-respected teacher with great yearning, in the following years, how was he awakened by the ruthless reality, and the academic world he naively mistook for the Pure Land, It turned out to be full of so much darkness and filth.As a well-known scholar, his mentor has a large number of scientific research results and monographs, but he has been extracting cheap labor from students, and even usurping the hard work of his students. And the harshness he treats students is even more outrageous.

This post, while unraveling the truth, also tries to present as objective facts as possible, and is full of self-reflection.The person who posted the post also admitted that his mentor had very good professional qualities, and he also analyzed the reason why he has always swallowed his humiliation in the face of so many unfair treatment. "There is no right parent in the world", I have only patience, this kind of patience is actually a manifestation of pedantry and cowardice.Until another innocent girl was involved, his sympathy for this girl and his resentment towards reality finally made him unable to remain silent.The girl was repeatedly frustrated just because she refused to give in to the professor's unspoken rules. Not only did she encounter injustice in the scholarship application, she almost lost her place in the insurance research.The minimum sense of justice prompted him to tell all the truth about this girl, but he was retaliated by his mentor, and even a successful graduation became a luxury. Finally, he was forced to bear everything and wanted to make everything public, and euphemistically hinted at the corruption of his mentor's private life, More than one female student was involved in an inappropriate relationship.The real identity and name of the mentor was not specified in the post, but many details revealed in it all make people think about it, and the person involved naturally wants to come out.

However, the method of causing an uproar is yet to come. In the following posts, someone anonymously posted a large number of photos. Those photos can only be described in one word, that is "unsightly".Anyone with normal eyesight can tell from the fairly clear scanned photos that the man bears an astonishing resemblance to the deputy dean of the School of Pharmacy, but his usual handsome demeanor is changed, and his no longer young body is exposed in the In everyone's eyes, who is the heroine with a pretty face and youthful figure, but Vice President Zou's favorite student, Qu Xiaowan?Many people in the school have seen her demeanor at various parties, and they only know that she is a noble and unparalleled figure, but in the photos, they only see her seductive and enchanting.

It seems to prove the authenticity of the photos. Apart from the bedroom as the background, many of them were taken on the periphery of Zou Jin’s private house. These photos are somewhat blurred and some are clear. camera capture.Qu Xiaowan feels like no one in the home of her middle-aged male mentor, and the accompanying text emphasizes that she is not the only one who has this right.Because, there is another beautiful face in some of the photos, the owner of this face is sitting with Zou Jin in the small courtyard in the night, and Zou Jin's hand is covering the back of her hand, with a gentle look on his face.Then, Qu Xiaowan appeared in the next photo with tears in her eyes, forming a very story-telling picture with the other two.Further down is another girl walking on the path in front of Zou's house, her face is crystal clear against the street lamps.This photo is also accompanied by a note: left late at night.

The slightly swaying grass, the small sound, the long-standing doubts finally have the answer.It turned out to be like this, the praying mantis was catching the cicada, but a silly spider bumped into it, an unexpected harvest, killing two birds with one stone!
Situ Jue stared at himself in the photo, feeling extremely strange.How could she expect others to be blind?At a glance, it is already hard evidence.There are plenty of smart people out there, it's nothing, there are smarter people behind, contacting the part of the woman in the previous indecent photo who didn't show her face - who dares to say, that person can only be Qu Xiaowan?
Seeing this, Situ Jue calmed down instead. She had reached this point, and there was nothing to scare her more.She was much calmer when she browsed the next post, and the hand holding the mouse no longer trembled violently.Unlike the previous post, the person who posted this one began to give a general introduction of his own situation.Situ Jue once again saw Tan Shaocheng's poverty and the difficult journey of studying in those plain words.She read it very carefully, not letting go of every word and every sentence of the accusation, as well as the picture evidence about the scholarship incident and the insurance research incident.At the end there was an audio, which contained Zou Jin's promise to compensate the other party, and of course, without any surprise, her apology.When she heard this, she actually laughed.

Anyone who has read this post should be able to understand the enthusiasm and impulsiveness of the previous poster. Anyone would be filled with righteous indignation. Such a weak and strong girl still sticks to herself in the most desperate predicament, hoping to rely on her own strength. Trying to change her destiny, she didn't know that people with nothing and a clean soul are always vulnerable in life, so she resisted the professor's despotic power, and as a result, she was repeatedly treated unfairly in the dark.If she hadn't met that conscientious brother and another kind-hearted teacher, she might still be in the dark, thinking that she worked so hard but was disappointed again and again because she was not lucky enough, and she never thought that there was such a pair behind the matter. Shameless black hands are manipulating.What is especially rare is that she refused the professor's compensation in terms of future and money after the incident.The post said that her father who had just passed away often told her when she was alive that no matter how poor she was, she would not lose her integrity.She doesn't want anything but justice, even if she encounters revenge again, she will not hesitate.

After reading the post, Situ Jue began to understand.I am not the only one who is stupid, even Qu Xiaowan is too naive, thinking that this situation is caused by her determination.In fact, this is a seamless trap that has been laid long ago, and they are trapped in it one by one without knowing it.Smart hunters will not be in a hurry, nor will they show mercy. They know to activate the spring at the most appropriate time, and no prey will have a chance to escape.No matter if I apologize a thousand or ten thousand times, no matter what kind of compensation is given, or even whether the cup is broken or not, the result is the same. All the struggles are just buried deeper in this trap step by step.

(End of this chapter)