good morning huo

Chapter 342 I miss you, can I find you?

In the second half of the night, Huo Feng's previous "cool and easy" mentality had disappeared.

After reading the news that so many people care about him, reading the messages sent to him by Yu Sangzhi, I thought of what he said to him today.

The rebellious psychology in Huo Feng's heart gradually faded away under the influence of self-blame and guilt...

Slowly, he began to recall the picture of studying together and making progress together in the past six months.

For students, falling is a very easy and simple thing.

As long as you give up studying, as long as you are obsessed with a game, as long as you value everything more than learning, that is a kind of degeneration.

Huo Feng once admired this kind of unrestrained and carefree life style the most, and felt that life should be based on pleasure, and living comfortably should be the most important thing.

but…

In the past six months, Yu Sangzhi has established a purposeful and planned study life for him, but it is not as sad and boring as he imagined.

Huo Feng misses the days of studying with her.

Although studying is painful, although memorizing is very tiring, although I struggle with pain every day, when the grades have improved significantly, that kind of joy cannot be replaced by the "life in pursuit of a happy life".

actually…

Huo Feng wanted to go back a little bit.

In the middle of the night, Huo Feng casually clicked an idol drama on the computer, holding the mobile phone in his hand, lying limply on the sofa, but staring blankly at the ceiling above.

he's in a trance...

He thinks about many things...

He was asking himself: There are still two exams, do you want to take them?Do you want to continue to fall like this?Or do you have to go back to school again, where did you fall and where did you get up?
He wanted to go back in his heart.

Brothers and people I like are all in school.

However, those villains are also at school.

As soon as Huo Feng thought about it, he was accused of cheating for doing nothing in the math test, and was even criticized by the whole school, and even punished, leaving a black ink on the student file...

All kinds of injustice, all kinds of grievances, and the faces of Chen Ruixiang, the invigilator, and the class teacher of the second class all made him disgusted, because he didn't want to contact the school anymore.

These negative emotions made Huo Feng not want to go back and take the remaining two exams.

This monthly exam, the first day was all subjects that he wasn't very good at, so he probably passed the exam averagely.

The next day, he was good at all subjects, but he didn't get any marks.

The two subjects on the third day were two subjects that Huo Feng was not very good at, but not bad either.

In this way, one can know that his monthly exam results are predicted to be poor.

In such a situation, Huo Feng really didn't want to take the exam.

The last two doors, and the last day of the week...

"Ugh…"

Huo Feng let out a long sigh, and closed his eyes in confusion.

Back to school for exams?Still not going back to school?
Huo Feng thought about this question for a long time...

In the second half of the night, he kept thinking about this question, thinking about...

After thinking about it, he finally fell asleep.

After falling asleep, the result of the choice will come out.

The upshot of this is...he won't be going back to school for the exam.

This week, this monthly exam, let him fall to the end.

In the dream, Huo Feng told himself in a daze: start cheering up next week, and start next week.You are not a saint, how can you forgive those villains in one day?Just give yourself a few more days to forgive...

As for Sang Zhi...

Huo Feng didn't know what to do with her?
He was actually a little scared.

She was afraid that if he hurt her like this, she would alienate him, give up on him completely, and even speak coldly to him and say some unfeeling words to him.

Huo Feng is in a bad mood now...

He is not sure that the current self can bear the unfeeling Yu Sangzhi gave him.

So, he didn't dare to look for her...

At least for now, this weak-hearted him, who still wants to protect himself, dare not look for her.

……

Early the next morning, at school, Huo Feng's younger brothers woke up and called Huo Feng.

The phone is connected, and the ringtone can be heard from the other end of the phone, instead of the sound of the system saying that the phone is turned off.

Brothers are ecstatic over this little thing!
However, the phone was connected, but in fact, Huo Feng did not answer it.

Therefore, after a burst of CRBT is played, there is still a broadcast such as "the user you called is temporarily unavailable" from the other end of the phone.

The brothers were disappointed again in an instant...

They guessed that Huo Feng didn't want to answer their calls, so they didn't answer them on purpose.So they changed their mobile phones to call Huo Feng one by one.

Ten calls from ten people... none answered.

In the end, they called Huo Feng from the mobile phones of other students in the class, but they still didn't answer.

Only then did the brothers confirm that Brother Feng probably didn't notice the phone.

But the brothers are still very happy...

Before the exam started, each of the brothers sent Huo Feng a WeChat message, telling Huo Feng to reply to them when he saw the phone.

In any case, the boot is a good sign, at least a glimmer of hope.

Otherwise, the mobile phone will not turn on all the time, and no one can be found.The brothers are all worried that Huo Feng committed suicide because of his overthinking?

Now that it is turned on, it proves that the person is still alive, and it is good to be alive!When you are alive, you will figure it out!

So, the brothers just felt a little relieved.

After the first exam started, everyone who put away their mobile phones was able to concentrate on the exam.

however…

Since this morning, Yu Sangzhi has never called Huo Feng.Not a single pass...

She really wanted to contact Huo Feng, and especially wanted to call him.

However, Yu Sangzhi is also a person with very strong self-esteem.

She knew that Huo Feng hated her, knew that Huo Feng was angry with her, and hadn't forgiven her...

In this situation, Yu Sang knew that there was no way to stick his hot face to his cold butt.

Therefore, even though she misses deeply, she can still use her strong willpower to control not to go to him.

Therefore, Yu Sangzhi only found out after hearing from his brothers after the exam that Huo Feng had turned on the phone, but he hadn't contacted anyone.

Hearing that Huo Feng had switched on the machine, Yu Sangzhi felt a little more at ease.However, she still didn't dare to take the initiative to contact him, and still restrained herself, maintaining her little self-esteem in a cold and lonely manner.

……

After the two exams in the morning, it was already 11:[-] noon.

The ten exams of the monthly exam are all over, and students can also go home early.

After the exam, Yu Sangzhi picked up his schoolbag and walked home alone.

She rarely comes home alone...

Since getting to know Huo Feng, such opportunities are really rare, it can be said that they can be counted on one hand.

Therefore, Yu Sangzhi, who was used to having Huo Feng to accompany him home, walked this way home alone today, feeling lonely in his heart.

She had never felt that the way home was so long. When she was alone, it seemed that time passed slowly, as if time wanted her to taste the loneliness of being alone.

Yu Sangzhi was in a bad mood.

The original 10-minute journey turned into a 15-minute journey for her.

Walking all the way home, entering the house, I wanted to ask for some comfort from her mother Chen Huifen...

But when I got home, I found that there was no one at home.

Yu Sangzhi called Chen Huifen, and Chen Huifen told her that it was the seventh day after her grandmother was buried, and Chen Huifen went to the ancestral hall to read scriptures and pray for her grandmother.

There is a superstition here: within seven to forty-nine days after death, one should go to chant scriptures and pray for the dead relatives every seven days, so as to wash away some evil obstacles in the past, so as to seek a good life for the relatives in the next world.

Chen Huifen hardly had the opportunity to be filial to the elderly, so after the old man left, Chen Huifen naturally wanted to do this kind of thing for the elderly within her ability.

So, after the funeral last Friday, she went to the ancestral hall this Friday, and planned to stay in the ancestral hall at night.

Therefore, Yu Sangzhi was left at home alone.

This made Yu Sangzhi, who was already in loneliness, feel even worse...

As soon as she entered the house, she unloaded her schoolbag, took off her coat and climbed onto the bed. She didn't stop doing anything, covered her with the quilt, and fell asleep!
Just let her sleep all day alone...

Anyway, her time alone is wasted when she is awake.

If Huo Feng doesn't look for her or forgive her, then forget it.

Who made it impossible for her to take the initiative to seek his favor...

She wants to be strong and dignified too much, so let her suffer this kind of crime.

Perhaps at this moment, neither Huo Feng nor Yu Sangzhi expected that the two of them had a tacit understanding, and they clearly missed each other, but they insisted on not looking for each other...

But in fact, between the two of them, as long as one of them lets go of the grudge in his heart and finds the other, everything will go back to the way it was...

……

In the Internet cafe, Huo Feng woke up around 12 noon.

He glanced at his phone, there were a bunch of his son's phone numbers on it, WeChat...

He kept sliding down, looking for news about Yu Sangzhi.

However, Yu Sangzhi didn't send him a message, nor did he make a phone call.

Seeing this, Huo Feng felt very uncomfortable...

He understood that she definitely didn't want to talk to him anymore, she was disappointed in him.

After experiencing various psychological struggles, Huo Feng used all his courage to send Yu Sangzhi a WeChat message.

He sent: [Can I find you?I was wrong...I miss you...]

finished sending...

Huo Feng fell into a long wait for a reply...

　The third watch is late...

　　
　
(End of this chapter)