good morning huo

Chapter 920 What can I do if I can't let her go? (4)

After returning to the dormitory, Ye Xi opened the door of the dormitory and turned on the lights at that time.

The moment the room was lit up, the two kittens who were sleeping in the cat nest immediately uttered "meow~".

Ye Xi pushed the suitcase into the room and turned back to close the door.

When he turned his head back, two kittens had already run out of the cat nest, jumped onto his bed, and looked at him obediently with their heads tilted.

Ye Xi likes the feeling of being noticed and cared for...

He put the suitcase aside, walked to the bed with curled lips, sat down on the bed, and held the smaller cat in his arms.

The big orange cat jumped onto Ye Xi's chest, lowered its head and opened its big brown eyes, and suddenly let out a "meow~"...

"do you miss me?"

Ye Xi looked at the two kittens, put her head down and smoothed the fur of the cats, her lonely heart was instantly filled with these two little things.

"Meow~"

The two kittens cried out one after another, the orange cat leaned closer to its head, and licked Ye Xi's nose, "Meow~"

"Only you will miss me and need me very much, right?"

Ye Xi asked them, as if asking himself.

"Meow~"

I don't know if animals can understand what he said?

However, these replies one by one, really seemed to be replying to Ye Xi's words, which caused a lot of warmth in Ye Xi's heart.

Lying on the bed, Ye Xi stared at the ceiling with one eye open, his vision was empty and empty, and he was powerless to speak, "Actually, it's not just you who care about me... In fact, there are many people who care about me..."

"My mother, my sister, my uncle, aunt, and her...Although she didn't contact me, she must also care about me. But now, I, who have made the relationship stiff, can no longer communicate with her... "

Ye Xi seemed to be talking to himself.

The two cats have been lying in his armpits and lying on his chest, lying obediently, watching him quietly and listening to him...

Of course, I don't know if they can understand?

"I endured it for a long time, and never thought of telling her about it... I lost my sense of proportion that day. I shouldn't have told her... But, I didn't expect her to refuse so thoroughly... She didn't give me a chance at all, just So want to marry Huo Feng... even think that I will always be her brother... What's more, overthrow the feelings for me when I was a child..."

Ye Xi let out a long sigh, "I don't know now, was she serious about my feelings when she was a child? Over the years, I always thought she was serious... I was serious about her too... If she was serious about my feelings... It’s not true, isn’t it a joke all these years?”

Ye Xi's tone was a bit self-deprecating, he looked down at the little orange cat's eyes, and asked, "Am I a joke?"

The little orange cat naturally didn't know what he was talking about, but he cooperated with it with a "meow"...

"It's a joke..."

With this sound, Ye Xi also regarded it as a joke.

This winter vacation, Ye Xi has been wandering between fantasy and reality...

He hasn't lived with Yu Sangzhi so closely for a long time, getting up and going to bed together every day...

Huo Feng is not around Yu Sangzhi, only him.

The illusion brought to Ye Xi during this period was nothing more than that he always felt that he had a chance.

The more I feel like this, the deeper the obsession in my heart...

The feelings that should have been let go, the feelings that should have been diluted a long time ago, in this short period of contact, gradually became stronger and were gradually rediscovered.

The more Ye Xi looks directly into his heart, the more he understands his deep feelings for her.

He knows he can't let go...

Haven't given up on it for years...

Time did not dilute the feeling.

Under such circumstances, that woman Xie Bing appeared.

Leaving Ye Xi deep in regret and self-blame, he really couldn't get out of that circle, it was really unacceptable, his own mistake back then made him lose her completely like this.

Now, Ye Xi is back.

In such a quiet room, he inevitably fell into the vortex of thoughts again.

He kept talking, thinking, and thinking about everything that happened during this period...

The longer you talk, the more uncomfortable you feel, and the more stuffy your chest becomes.

The two kittens were still quietly accompanying him. Although they could fill the void in his heart, they couldn't attract his thoughts.

Ye Xi couldn't stop thinking about her, missing her, wanting to find her...

He just lay in bed thinking about it for a long time...

In the end, he put the kitten on the bed and sat up in a jerk!
Ye Xi knew that he couldn't think about it anymore.

He had to find something else to take his attention away from...

He has to feel the cold...

He was going for extreme thrills.

Ye Xi turned her head and glanced at the dark window...

Finally, he made his next decision: run!

……

At 11:15 in the middle of the night, Ye Xi changed into a set of sports clothes, took out her mobile phone and keys, and prepared to go for a run.

It's still cold outside...

Coming out of the dormitory, Ye Xi could feel a gust of cold wind blowing, bringing a biting chill, making him shiver unavoidably.

However, he likes this feeling...

He is going for a run.

(End of this chapter)