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Chapter 280 Burning [9]

So is Dian Xiaoxing.

Zhong Xi'er's words were like a huge rock, creating a stormy sea in her heart.

Her sympathy for Zhong Xier intensified again.

"Don't think so, it's not your fault, you're not unworthy of anyone, it's just a matter of feelings, and it's about pleasing each other." Dian Xiaoxing didn't know how to comfort her, so he could only say this.

"That's right, but when something like this happened, even if there was some feeling, it would disappear afterwards. After all, which man can accept a woman who is raped in turn?" Zhong Xi'er smiled wryly, mocking herself.

Dian Xiaoxing immediately realized that he had said something wrong, "Sorry, that's not what I meant."

"It's okay, do you know? I really envy you. You have Mu Yan's love and he protects you very well. So sometimes when I see you, I feel very conflicted. I am envious and jealous at the same time. It's ridiculous, I'm so much older than you, but I'm deeply jealous of you."

Zhong Xi'er wiped away her tears, while talking to Dian Xiaoxing about what was on her mind.

Dian Xiaoxing remained silent for a long time, and an indescribably complicated expression appeared in her lustrous eyes.

"Xiao Xing, you are so young and beautiful. Your life is clean and beautiful, full of hope. Can I ask you to give me Mu Yan?"

Finally, Zhong Xi'er couldn't hold back anymore, and said the words that had been brewing for a long time.

"After going through this time, I found that I can't trust and rely on anyone. Only Mu Yan, only with him, can I feel safe, can fall asleep, and can't have nightmares. I found myself, I can't live without him, and I can't live without him. will die."

Zhong Xi'er continued talking, her tears kept falling like broken beads.

"But—" Dian Xiaoxing's expression was also painful, she came to visit Zhong Xi'er today, in fact, to make up her mind.

However, she is still so reluctant!
She also loves Bao Muyan deeply, and she can't live without him!

"But even if I am willing to make it happen, Mu Yan may not..." Dian Xiaoxing said this sentence with difficulty, she meant that Bo Muyan would not let go.

"No, as long as you tell him to break up this time, he will definitely agree." Zhong Xi'er rushed ahead and said urgently.

"As long as you stay away from him and never see him again, he will gradually forget you. Just like how he forgot me back then." Zhong Xi'er said cruel words, tears streaming down her face.

For a moment, Dian Xiaoxing looked at Zhong Xier's crazy look, and felt some resistance and disgust in his heart.

Why did she say this to herself, but when she remembered the misfortune she had encountered, she shrank back again.

"You haven't actually known Mu Yan at all. He doesn't love you as much as you imagined. Maybe this sentence is cruel, but ten years ago, he also promised me that he would marry me when we meet again, but, You showed up."

As Zhong Xi'er said, she grabbed Dian Xiaoxing's hand, and she looked at Dian Xiaoxing with pleading eyes and complaints, which was extremely complicated.

Dian Xiaoxing withdrew his hand calmly, but still did not give Zhong Xier an affirmative answer: "I see. I have something else to do, so I'm leaving first. I wish you a speedy recovery."

After finishing speaking, Dian Xiaoxing turned around and left as if running away.

"There is one more thing that even he doesn't know about. Ten years ago after that incident, we had one night, that time I was pregnant and then had a miscarriage. We had a child once."

Zhong Xier's next words exploded in her heart like a thunderbolt.

(End of this chapter)