The boss sends me money every day

Chapter 1743 Visiting him for the first time
Luo Xiaoying sneered, "He won't, he will only regret that he found someone like you, and regret that he gave up so many opportunities for you!"

Every word she said hurt Fang Jiamei's heart. Fang Jiamei didn't know why she suddenly became like this, but she really didn't want to quarrel with her.

After packing her bag, Fang Jiamei wiped away her tears, "I'm leaving first, call me if you need anything."

Leaving the hospital alone, Fang Jiamei didn't know where to go, Luo Xiaoying's words echoed in her ears over and over again.

Did she really do something wrong?
Should she really be alone for the rest of her life because of Zicong's death?
Is this her punishment?
Fang Jiamei doesn't know, she doesn't know anything anymore, she just chose the best path due to the current situation, why should she be blamed?

Fang Jiamei really didn't know who could give her the answer. The driver asked her where she was going, and she gave that answer in an incredible way.

……

cemetery.

The gloomy weather made the surroundings look extraordinarily bleak, Fang Jiamei bought a bunch of flowers at the foot of the mountain, and went to the tombstone step by step.

Looking at the young black and white photos above, tears fell directly.

Three years.

It has been three full years since Zicong passed away, yet she came to his cemetery for the first time.

In the first year, she lay unconscious on the bed, so it was naturally impossible for her to come; in the first year after returning here, she was naturally unwilling to accept it, and after that, she was more willing to believe that he was living somewhere else, just not by her side.

Whenever classmates came to commemorate him, Fang Jiamei would walk away silently and would not come over.

But now, she felt that she could face it.

Slowly squatting down, Fang Jiamei caressed the black-and-white photo on the tombstone. In the photo, the sunny boy smiled brightly, but there was no color.

"Zicong..." Fang Jiamei choked up and smiled, "I'm sorry, I came to see you so late... I, I don't know what to buy for you. You used to like rose flowers very much, but I don't sell them below. Yes, so I bought a random bunch, and next time I come here, I will bring the flowers you like."

Fang Jiamei babbled a lot about herself, and when her legs became numb, she sat on the ground directly, leaning on the tombstone, as if Zi Cong was still there.

"I'm married, you should bless me? I'm sorry Zicong, I don't seem to be as persistent as I imagined. I can wait for you for a long time. I'm so tired... I need someone who can give me a sense of dependability and security. You Will you bless me?"

"I will take your share and live a good life. I will work hard to play the piano, go to a bigger stage, and take your music with me. Then... I don't owe you anything, that is your dream. ,Is not it……"

"Don't worry, he treats me very well and is a very nice person. He doesn't mind if I think about you for a while, but I should respect him and try to get close to him, so...Zicong, from now on, I I'm going to gradually dislike you..."

The quiet cemetery did not know when it was drizzling. Fang Jiamei said choked up, did not go to hide from the rain, stroked the photo on the tombstone, and smiled bitterly, "I have been thinking, if we hadn't met, maybe You won’t be here anymore, but I don’t know how to repay you, maybe one day I’m dead, I’m going to apologize to you in person.”

"Actually, I've been thinking, if I didn't meet you when I first came here, maybe I would like him too."

(End of this chapter)