Quick Pass Raiders: Blackened BOSS, please calm down

Chapter 49

Because you have no hatred for her.

All I see in your eyes is strangeness and indifference.

But these are not important, what is important. I finally waited until my kitten grew up.My kitty can finally enjoy it.
It's good, it's good that you resisted a little. It's good that you didn't push me away.
At last we are united, at last we are one.

It turns me on, even if I don't see any love in your eyes.

Yes, I know you don't love me.

But I don't know why you appear in my life, not only helping me, but also responding to my needs.

Even if it is to give your body, your everything, but it does not include your feelings, your love
I used to naively think that even if you don't love me now, I will be able to impress you and make you fall in love with me completely in a lifetime.
However, my luck seems to have run out.
At the moment I met you, it seemed that all my luck was spent!

I don't know why, but there is always a voice in my heart telling me: If mother cat doesn't give birth to babies, then you can be with me forever.

I want to do something again and again.But it's because of your expectations for your future brother, and your parents' concern for me as if they were their own.

Let me stop the evil thoughts in my heart.

I thought, if I did something, I would lose you forever, right?Although I don't know how far forever is, I know that I may not be able to bear the consequences.

Forget it, let it be!

If you leave one day, then I also end my painful life!
It's just that I never thought that you are far more cold-blooded and ruthless than I imagined!

In the hospital, I watched you comfort your father calmly, with a stunning light in your eyes.Like the stars in the sky, far away and boundless.
you are excited and looking forward to
I don't know if you are so excited because you will have a younger brother, or because of something else, but I really can't figure out what it is for?
really.

The moment you pushed me away fiercely, I finally knew why I was so afraid, why I didn't want mother cat to give birth to a child.

Because you have a younger brother, you are leaving!

I never knew that you would have such great strength that you could push me a few meters away, until your back hit a tree trunk, and then you barely stopped.

The pain in my back was far less than the stormy seas in my heart.

I don't know why you would risk your life and expose yourself to danger for me.

Watching your body slam into the windshield of the car due to a strong impact, and then fly more than ten meters away
I felt like all the blood in my body was congealed.

My mind goes blank, I feel like I don't know who I am?where am iwhat happened?
After reacting, I stumbled and ran in front of you, but found painfully that I dare not touch you.

Even knowing that you are numb from the pain now
Later, I saw that you had clearly come to an end, but you were still clinging on to express your unfinished last wish!
I was bitter in my heart, but I still agreed one by one.

At this moment, I finally understand what love is.

Love is pampering.Love is fulfillment.

"Cat, how can you be so cruel? Leave me alone."

　Good morning, little cuties~
　　I wish you a happy day today~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)