The rebirth of Xiao pet's wife Lingren

Chapter 282 Ah Jiu, I Love You (Feng Yichen's Straightforward Statement)
My name is Feng Yichen.

But my mother told me, no, not Feng Yichen, you are not a child of the Feng family, your surname is Nie, and your name is Nie Yichen.

I believe it.

I believe it, our family used to have a powerful family named Hushanxing, and I had a strong father named Nie Ying, but he was assassinated by Longtian of Longmen and died. When he died, I was still in my mother’s stomach In order to exterminate the clan, Longmen even wanted to wipe out my mother who was the biological daughter of Longmen.

I was born because my mother risked her life to keep me safe and let me live in this world, so I can't forget the deep blood feud, so I was born for the revenge of my family and my father. Be firm in your beliefs, and we must let those who have harmed all the sex dragons in our Nie family catch them all in one go, leave nothing behind, and wipe out the roots!
As long as I can remember, my mother has instilled in me like this, always be vigilant against me, we can't be happy, we can't enjoy happiness, we can't accept fate, and we can't even let me have feelings for anyone, she said that the Nie family Everyone is watching me from the sky. When we don't achieve what we want, we are not qualified to be happy, otherwise there will be a thunderbolt.

I have always believed in her thoughts. Under her arrangement, I went to a strange place for training since I was young. I don’t know how I survived the cruel training. ,stronger.

When I was 10 years old, my mother took me to a place called "Angel Orphanage" on a whim.

I always thought that she would go there to do charity for Feng Shang. Later, I thought, she might be going to see a girl whose life was arranged by her all the time for a legitimate reason. Of course, I didn't know it at the time, I just Knowing that there is a naughty and unattractive little girl in the orphanage, she aggressively asked me for candy, but if I didn’t give it, she would grab it by force, and she even grabbed the place where I peed without shame, she Thought it was sugar.

I seldom come into contact with children, and some of them are my mother’s killer tool, but in fact, my training is different from theirs, I only occasionally go to check, I only occasionally collect corpses, because not all All the killers can live to grow up to become real killers, and some of them have already ended their lives halfway.

And I have seen too much, and I have become numb.

But that little girl inexplicably gave me an indescribable feeling that my heartbeat would speed up.

I don't believe it was love at first sight, because at that time I didn't know what emotion is.

I know, she is not afraid of me.

Even, she was very fierce to me, and when I gave her the big white rabbit, she showed me a very bright smile.

I can’t remember how long I haven’t seen such a pure smile. I always feel that she gave me the most beautiful thing in the world, which made me feel for the first time that a person can be so happy because of some white rabbit candies Level, happy to seem to have the whole world.

She said she would marry me.

She said that she was not good-looking and could be my liaison girl.

She didn't seem to know what a Tongfang girl was, but long after I left the orphanage, I still remembered it fresh and always remembered it.

I never saw her again after that.

If my mother doesn't take me there, I can't go by myself, my mission is still there, my mission has not been completed, and I haven't killed everyone in the Long family!

I am not qualified to talk about feelings, nor to enjoy happiness.

When I was 14 years old, under my mother's cruel training, I was already very skilled. In the latest severe test my mother gave me, I could injure her 6 shadows with my bare hands. I Even saw the surprise in my mother's eyes at that moment, to the surprise at the end.

I think I should have met my mother's request.

After that ordeal, my mother gave me a mission.

She said that she had already taken away Long Tian's youngest daughter a long time ago, and she asked me to pick her up at the beach, and after receiving her, she would be individually trained to become the top killer of the organization , Let her be their killing tool, let her end Long Tian's life by herself in the end.

She wants to repay everything Longmen has done.

I went to the beach under my mother's order.

I waited at the beach for an afternoon, and at night, I saw a girl thrown from a small boat. She was wounded all over her body and was dying.

I think it's probably the one I'm waiting for.

I picked her up.

The moment of hugging.

Under the faint moonlight, he still recognized her clearly.

The girl who pestered him in the orphanage to ask for the big white rabbit, and the girl who said she wanted to be his maid.

I don't know what kind of mood I should be at that time, but in the end, I calmly took her back to the organization and gave it to my mother's most professional training teacher. I didn't even go to face her until a month later. As for her, her physical injuries had already healed at that time. When I went there, I saw her cutting and killing small animals in the huge training base. She didn't cry or make a fuss, just killing those cute little animals numbly.

That was the organization's first personal training program, called the annihilation of humanity. Killers don't need to have feelings. No matter how cute a creature is in front of you, you must kill it with one command!
I watched for a long time.

In the end she finished the training and appeared in front of me.

She is very short, 9 years old, and looks like she is only 6 or 7 years old.

She wanted to raise her head very high towards me, "I heard that you rescued me, thank you. I will be grateful to you."

I can't laugh.

Of course there will be no expression.

I think I should be a little disappointed at that time, she really doesn't know me anymore.

Sure enough, I don't know each other.

It's okay not to know each other.

I nodded and didn't say a word to her.

Then I will often come to see her training, which is different from the training of other killers.

Her training was stricter and crueler, and she faced many things just like him back then.

But she is a girl after all, she can be easily injured or even die.

Several times, I rescued her from the mouth of the beast, and then helped her clean the wound and heal her. Of course she didn't know it, but my mother discovered it.

I found out about her anomaly.

The answer I gave her was that she was a very useful pawn and couldn't just die like this.

My mother seemed to believe it, but she should have chosen to believe it in the end.

Then I didn't dare to be too active towards her, and the time to see her training was getting less and less, but I told the trainer to ensure her safety, make sure that she must not die, must not die!

Of course, the training program I arranged for her is also quietly changing.

Quietly let her learn the deadly skills of other killers, learn to avoid and learn to protect herself, I think maybe one day, I will let her go, under the pursuit of everyone, let her go, the farther the better .

I don't take it for granted, I should have had such an idea deep in my heart for a long time.

Perhaps it was from the moment he picked her up at the beach that he was ready to let her go.

But it was easier said than done to let her go.

I didn't even think that I was so indifferent to her and even so cruel to her, why would she like me.

That time, it was at their graduation ceremony.

Killers graduate too.

A killer becomes a qualified killer. As long as she can successfully perform a task and kill people smoothly, she will be considered a qualified graduate and become a real killer.

Every killer who successfully graduates will be rewarded.

The usual reward is to make them real men or real women.

In fact, it is also one of their assessment items.

Any killer must break through this step of his own body, so that he can successfully complete the task of love killing in the future.

She has to go through it too.

The organization will find them very skilled, very handsome and very beautiful people to complete their first time. I have seen the man prepared for her, just looking at him like this, being arranged to serve her, to go Make her a real woman.

That night I stood in the corner of the training field and smoked a lot.

There is no possibility, I can only watch her become a real woman under others.

And I even feel a little disgusted, if I can drink, maybe the alcohol will pass, and it will be tomorrow, and when tomorrow comes, everything will happen, and there will be no such torture.

Han Qin is the only person I trust and understands my heart very well. Others are mostly afraid of me, so he will often chat with me.

Rather than saying that he is a professional killer, it is better to say that his medical skills are better.

He came from a medical family, but his parents died in a car accident. He was brought into the organization by her mother and became a killer, but he is not interested in killing. Even if he is good at it, he loves medicine even to the point of obsession. Later, I specially arranged for him He is advanced in medical skills, and my mother does not object to my arrangement for him. Han Qin is the only killer in the organization, has the status of a qualified citizen, and can even often appear in the public eye.

Han Qin stayed with me that night.

He knew my feelings for her and smoked cigarettes with me all night.

When I saw her the next day, her eyes were sleepy, and I looked indifferent, unable to see any feelings in my heart.

I think, after all, I have a blood relationship with her, and she will not be with me after all.

He left indifferently.

"BOSS." She called me.

I stopped in my tracks.

"I didn't do it last night," she said.

At that moment, I thought, if she was careful, she would notice that my body was shaking.

"I don't want to have sex with other men, I like you, I just want to do it with you. When I am 18 years old, I will promise myself to you." She was only 16 years old at the time, she said, "18 years old is called an adult, I think I can develop better."

"No need." He remembered it clearly, and I replied her with three words at that time.

But she didn't listen.

Should have heard it, didn't care.

The fact that she likes me has spread throughout the organization, and everyone knows that she likes me, and the more I dare not show any concern for her, the more impossible it is for me to get close to her, and she may even die from injury, I can only look coldly, not daring to show any emotion.

Only in this way can I control myself and convince my mother that I have no feelings for her.

Otherwise, no matter what value she has, she will die.

I know very well that my mother will never keep the woman I like by my side, let alone, this person is from Longmen!

In my mother's mind, we were not entitled to love, we were not worthy.

In the next two years, she began to take over various killer practices, killed many people, and completed many tasks. I let her hands be stained with the blood of many people. Sometimes in the dead of night, I would Because she was awakened by a nightmare, I always think of her smiling so cleanly and happily when she was 2 years old.

When she was 18 years old.

She drank a lot of wine, of course she was not drunk, but her little face was flushed.

She probably waited for me for a long time, waited for me to appear in the organization, and then came to me.

She said, "I'm grown up, I'm an adult, and I'm going to give you myself."

After speaking, he boldly took off all his clothes.

Stripped and walked towards me.

I just looked at her white body like this at the time, and there will be some small wounds on her body, but it will not affect her beautiful body at all. In fact, most killers, whether they are men or women, will lose their figure due to regular exercise. It was good, and she was, surprisingly good.

She approached me and said, "My skills are very good, and the teacher has taught me, so you don't need to work hard, I will serve you well."

She also had a beautiful smile.

Although the face is more red.

Even worse than when she first started drinking.

She really likes to drink.

Her name is Ah Jiu, and sometimes people call her Ah Jiu.

And not just because of her penchant for booze.

She also said that Ajiu's name was more suitable for me.

Save the wine.

She really made no secret of her love for me.

I even hoped she was just having a whim.

Later, I left the room.

Leaving her naked body behind, left.

She looked at me eagerly.

Looking at my indifferent back.

At that moment, I actually saw her ruddy eyes, but she didn't cry, and she didn't make a scene. In fact, the killer's feelings would be very subtle.

I let Amou go to her room.

Amou and her relationship are very good, but there is no love, I can see this very clearly, and I let Amou go, on the one hand, to make her completely give up on me, on the other hand, I also know that Amou will not be true. Touching her, I have this certainty about Ah Mou.

really.

It is said that Ah Mou and her were in the room, and they stared at each other for a long time without incident.

She really didn't cry, she just said that she was a little chilled.

I think it's good to feel cold, and don't come close to me if you feel cold.

My will is not as strong as she imagined.

Later we will meet again, I am their BOSS, come forward to arrange their tasks and arrange their life and death, we will naturally meet often, she does not particularly hate me when she sees me, she calmly accepts that I have no feelings for her In fact, I think maybe, she completely forgot about me like this, and she will not have any expectations of me at all.

I started planning her "rebirth" plan.

I don't want her to die.

No matter how much she thinks I exist, she doesn't want her to die, and she doesn't even want her to know anything about her life experience. If she knows, it's just retribution, endless, and I've thought about it, all hatred, deep hatred, to the end It's over here, regardless of success or failure, it's over here!
So I want to give her a new identity, let her live again, well, live alone, if I don't die after another year, I will go back to find her, don't tell her all the truth, and change me to chase her back.

I asked Ah Jiu to ask Ah Jiu long ago.

Ask her, who do you want to be most in this life?
She said that she most wanted to be Xia Mianmian.

I always thought that she would want to be Xia Rourou more.

Everyone knows my identity as a killer, and I also know that I have a favorite named Xia Rourou. I don’t know why she chose Xia Mianmian’s identity in the end. Of course, even if she wants to be Xia Rourou, I will let her be Xia Mianmian. Xia Rourou is a bull's-eye, a bull's-eye that I deliberately placed for my mother. I can't let Ah Jiu repeat the same mistakes.

I arranged for Ah Jiu's rebirth.

It made her think that she was really reborn and became Xia Mianmian.

That time, I intentionally made an accident, deliberately asked Aisha to cooperate with her to carry out the task, intentionally let someone blow up the warehouse, deliberately carried Xia Rourou away, and left her in the burning warehouse.

In fact, she didn't know how I really felt when I went out with Xia Rourou in my arms.

I sent Xia Rourou to the car, then went back to the warehouse and rushed in to find her.

She was crushed by a large pillar and could not move.

The big pillar was extremely hot, I carried her out of the fire with my bare hands, and hugged her with burns all over her body, but she didn't know that the burn area on my body was actually not small, and I had undergone many, many operations before Restore your body to its original state.

At last.

I changed the identities of Xia Mianmian and Ah Jiu.

I go to the hospital every day, and it's not Xia Rourou I see, but Ah Jiu.

It's my Ah Jiu.

She has a lot of injuries. Before her injuries are completely healed, Han Qin will perform various plastic surgeries on her. I arranged for Xiao Nan to be next to her, and kept telling her that she was Xia Mianmian. She is Xia Mianmian, she is not Ah Jiu, and she will no longer be Ah Jiu from now on.

Even after she returned to Xia's house, Wei Qingtian made her and Xia Zhengting's DNA in order to verify Xia Mianmian's identity. It was his doing it, and it was Xiao Nan's secret doing it after telling him!

So, she totally believed it.

After she woke up, she accepted the fact that she was "reborn", and she lived well as Xia Mianmian.

I just hope that she can really live a good life, in this seemingly cruel place of the Xia family, but she can completely protect herself.

But I never thought that she would take the initiative to approach me.

He took the initiative to approach me, probably because of hatred.

I repel her approach very much, I still treat her indifferently, but she seems to be unyielding, no matter what, she wants to marry me, as the Xia family, she justifiably marry me.

I compromised.

It's not that I compromised, it was my mother who let me be with Xia Mianmian.

She thought I liked Xia Rourou, so she wanted to beat the mandarin ducks.

I didn't dare to disobey her orders at all, and I was even afraid that my resistance would bring about the death of the reborn Ah Jiu.

I pretended that I was not interested in any woman, nor was I interested in Xia Mianmian and married her.

I told myself not to have any feelings for her and not to be different to her, but she kept approaching, approaching unscrupulously, which was different from her in the killer organization. She kept seducing me, and I was really fucked by her...

The killer knows about my alcohol allergy, but no one knows the extent of my allergy.

Nobody knows, I'm allergic to it.

It's dizzy when you touch it.

And when I woke up, Ah Jiu tied me to the bed and raped me.

During the whole process, I was very tormented and thought a lot in my heart.

What will happen if Ah Jiu finds out that we are cousins? !
then.

I did react, and reacted strongly.

I think, since everyone has tried the forbidden fruit, since everyone has been like this...

So be it!

I started to indulge in her.

I don't think it's just her, even I didn't think that my desire for her has reached such a point, it has reached such a point, I will never lose control like this, but it is on her, I can't extricate myself!
And I know very well that she wants to sleep with me just because she wants to, not because she loves me so much.

She said she took pity on my beauty, that's all.

I think it's only natural that she doesn't trust me and doesn't love me. I killed her, so she shouldn't still love me!
No matter what I do, she will never trust me again.

I really completely understand that even when she didn't trust me so much, I still wanted to kill our child. I was just worried that the child would be born with problems, mentally handicapped, and three generations of close relatives would marry , Many inherited invisible genes will cause defects in the child when they touch together, so I dare not want it, I am afraid that when she has such an unhealthy child, she will be very sad.

However, her stubbornness was no match for her.

I always wonder if she will insist on staying when I insist on not wanting something.

In her mind, I probably don't count as anything.

Probably, it can't beat Long Yi, can't beat Ah Mou, can't beat anyone.

The deep hatred between Longmen and our family is really unavoidable.

My mother wanted to kill everyone with the surname Long, she couldn't wait any longer, and I also felt that it was the end.

I brought Ajiu with me, and I wanted to bring her with me only because I was afraid that she would be tricked by my mother, and I was also afraid that she would be killed by us in the end if she joined forces with Longmen. In Bixing, there is no way to recover, but she is unwilling to follow me, and always feels that I am not so wholehearted in protecting her.

She left me again and again, and I wanted her back again and again.

The last, I thought.

I can't keep her anymore.

In any case, I really can't keep it.

She is from Longmen, maybe because of that blood relationship, she can't leave Longmen, and can't leave Long Yi.

After all, I finally decided to give up the so-called blood feud, to give up the so-called father-killing vengeance, the torture of Longmen is over, and I don't want to continue.

Even if it is treason, just bear it.

I can't live with my behavior, so let me apologize with death!

Before implementing everything, I told Long Yi everything.

I hope he will protect Ah Jiu well, protect her well, and let her live well, live well.

Of course, I hope that he doesn't touch her, because in comparison, Ah Jiu and I are not biological siblings, but they are.

But Long Yi told me that he is not, he was picked up by Long Tian, ​​he is not Long Tian's own son.

At that moment I really didn't have any concerns.

Long Yi can take good care of Ah Jiu. Although I don't have deep contact with this man, I know very well that he will protect Ah Jiu no less than I do.

I was sent to a boat by my mother, together with Long Yi.

I think I did disappoint her in the end.

In fact, I really understand her very well. I can understand all the tragedies she has endured, so I can bear everything she has done to me.

Long Yi and I were quietly drifted away on the boat, the sound of the time bomb kept ticking under us.

Life is passing through the nails, slowly passing by.

Both are very calm.

It was all calm.

Probably see too much parting of life and death, very indifferent to his own life.

until.

Ah Jiu is here.

At that time, because of my mother, I didn't have any strength in my body, so I just watched Ah Jiu appear on this bed with red eyes.

I actually thought that she might come.

She's so smart, she should have figured it out.

They should come after my mother dies.

Come to think of it, my mother must have died.

I saw Ah Jiu walking towards Long Yi directly.

Not very disappointed, even very frankly, frankly told her what should be the most important thing to do now.

According to what I said, she rescued Long Yi.

There was nothing more to say to her.

I just want her to live well.

Live well.

As for me, I didn't fulfill my family mission, and I didn't avenge my father. This ending is the best ending I can think of.

best ending.

Ah Jiu lived on.

I don't have any last wishes either.

There are many regrets in this life, but there is nothing to regret!

Probably the only thing there is: Ah Jiu, I love you.

I never told her that I love Ah Jiu, and it was Ah Jiu from the beginning to the end.

But in the end, after knowing that Long Yi and Ah Jiu were not related by blood, I suddenly didn't want her to know.

Before I left, I told Han Qin that if I were to die, I would take out my last wish as soon as possible.

I don't want her to know about his past anymore.

Just thinking about her, carefree, living happily like I saw when I was a child.

　Yesterday's reward: Aijia Y to be a quiet female man Ruibao Mama I am not a great man Mingjinghou
　　well.

　　Dear friends, I said in front of more than 4 babies that Teacher Feng would come back on weekends.

　　Are you coming back this weekend? !
　　After writing such a whole chapter, Mr. Feng with 7000 words, isn't it counted as returning? !

　　"You fart!"

　　ah ah ah...

　　Don't threaten me, don't send me blades!
　　Kotaku is afraid!
　　Xiaozhai has updated so much today, let's make up for it, okay?

　　Give some monthly tickets to encourage the nerds.

　　Tomorrow will be fresh rolls, are you looking forward to it? !
　　If you look forward to it, tell the house, the house loves you... (*￣3) (ε￣*)

　　
　
(End of this chapter)