exclusive possession

Chapter 32

Listening to his hoarse voice, my throat seemed to dry up instantly.

"Can... what?"

He didn't answer and walked straight towards me.

I hurriedly looked up at his face.He stared straight at me, his fair cheeks seemed to be blushing from the heat, making his eyebrows even more delicate——

A handsome, picturesque, hungry man.

"Wait a minute!" I yelled, blocking my vitals in the water, "Didn't you say, didn't you say that it wasn't like this before getting married?"

He had already walked to the bathing pool, and was startled when he heard the words, and stood still with his hands behind his back, his eyes still dark and hot: "You don't have to wait until the wedding. Hua Yao, you expressed your love to me. This is my response to you as a man—— I'll do my best and we'll be happy."

He spoke so naturally and in a low voice, I was stunned for a while before I realized it, I couldn't help being a little moved, but more embarrassing and flustered.

At this moment, he suddenly opened his long legs and stepped into the bathtub.

Absurd images of Adopu and the nurse suddenly popped up in my mind. They looked so crazy, embarrassed, and hideous.I can't imagine what it would be like to replace the people in the picture with me and Mu Xian.Is it the same as that night four years ago?

"No, Mu Xian." I put my hand against his body, "I don't want to now."

His expression froze, he stared at me with downcast eyes, and asked slowly, "Why?"

I turned my face away and looked aside: "Because I'm not ready yet. Can you go out first?" As soon as he finished speaking, his hand was already extended.His waist tightened, and he picked it up from the water.

Wet in his arms, I just felt like my whole body was on fire.His eyes were foggy, as if he didn't hear what I just refused.

"Mu Xian, didn't you say I'm a princess? You won't force me, right?" I asked in a low voice.We get along so well these days!
He glanced at me, without making a sound, took a bath towel from the side to wrap around me, and walked to the bedroom.

The lighting in the bedroom is soft, and the curtains are all drawn tightly.I was placed in the middle of that super big bed by him, he was lying on his side beside me, his head propped on one arm, his scorching eyes stopped between my legs, I stared at the ceiling with a stiff neck, but still He could hear his slightly rapid breathing, nervous and embarrassed, and a little sad.

"I won't force you."

I was startled, surprise slowly welling up in my heart, and turned to look at him.Qingjun's side face was quiet and gentle, the darkness in his black eyes faded away, but his focus remained the same.

"You said respect and equality, and I'll give it to you," he whispered, though as he spoke his eyes looked down...under me again.

I stared at him blankly, and then heard him continue: "Hua Yao, I've been waiting for you to be willing."

My heart seemed to be hit hard by something, and a warm current flowed through my heart, which was a little uncomfortable.I said that day that I would not be willing to him in this life, nor would I be loyal physically and mentally.I also know he keeps changing these days.But hearing such an arrogant person like him say such words in person, the emotion in my heart is hard to describe.

"Thank you, Mu Xian." I murmured.

Only then did his eyes return to my face, with deep eyes: "How long will it take you to make mental preparations?"

"what?"

"I'll give you an hour, and I'll wait here." His eyes became hot and focused, "I'll..."

I froze, and then I realized that he thought I was just doing it this time and needed mental preparation?I quickly pushed his shoulder away: "One hour is not enough."

He frowned and replied, "Two hours? No more." After a pause, he said, "Hua Yao, I... feel uncomfortable."

I felt a pain in my heart. It should be very hard for a man like him to admit that he was "discomfort".

But I still took a deep breath and said, "Mu Xian, when I said psychological preparation, I didn't mean today or tomorrow. I like you, I don't know when I fell in love with you. That doesn't mean I want to be with you... I still need time. Since you said you would wait for me to be willing, I really don't want to do it now."

He was startled for a moment, and the emotion in his eyes quickly faded away, and he regained his clarity.The originally reddish face looked a little colder.

Seeing him like this, I felt a pang in my heart, and turned my head to look aside.After the silence, I said: "You did those things to me four years ago and left. Maybe you thought it would be logical to marry me in the future, but for me, I was forced for one night for no reason. I even I didn’t know what I looked like or what my name was. Then I was sad for a long time, and I didn’t like those things.”

He didn't speak, just stared at me.After a while, the hands holding me were suddenly released, and he lay flat on his back without making a sound.

His reaction made me sore and sadder.But I still think I should reject him, if I don’t want to do it, I just don’t want to do it.

At this moment, his waist tightened, and he hugged me and let me lean on his chest. ****'s skin was pressed against him, I could feel his temperature and heartbeat, and I couldn't help but feel certain—is he not angry?
"sorry."

"sorry."

Our voices sounded at the same time.

I was shocked. Is he apologizing for what happened four years ago?I looked up at him, and he was staring at me quietly.

"We'll talk about it after we get married." He asked slowly, "Is that okay?"

I was taken aback, and replied involuntarily: "Okay." Actually, I don't know if I can face it calmly after getting married, but now I just want to promise him.And there are still nearly two months to get married, so it should be fine, right?
****
"At night, the praying spring will be even more beautiful." Mo Lin looked at me with a sad face, "But the commander said that nothing can be arranged at night, what should I do?"

My face became hot, and I looked up at the desk, where Mu Xian was discussing military affairs with Mo Pu.Although it is a vacation, there will still be some urgent incidents sent over.He looked focused, as if he didn't hear us.

I glanced at Mo Lin: "Don't think about it, we didn't..."

Maureen: "Oh oh oh?"

I'm stuck, no?nothing?

Three days after we arrived at Planet Softan, Maureen Mopp arranged some scenic spots for me and Mu Xian to visit.There are colorful jade beaches, majestic red waterfalls, and blue plains roaring with beasts... It really feasts my eyes.The key point is that Mu Xian finally said lightly: "Like it? Maureen, transfer the Softan planet to her when I go back."

What worries Mo Lin now is that Mu Xian takes me into the room every day after dinner, hugs me to read a book, hugs me and kisses, and no one is allowed to disturb me.But the "Prayer Fountain" that Molin plans to arrange tomorrow - a scenic spot located in the hinterland of the mainland, suitable for viewing at night.

"It doesn't matter if you don't come back for a day." I said, "You just arrange it like this, listen to me." My face became hot when I said this.

"But..." Mo Lin is still hesitating, probably in his opinion, nothing is more important than the sweet relationship between me and Mu Xian.

"You can take a tent." Mopu's quiet voice sounded behind us, "I have always taken the commander's military tent on the plane, and it is very clean. Miss, you can spend the night by the spring. It will definitely be a very good night. "

Our itinerary was finalized for the second time under Mo Pu's kind "reminder".

(End of this chapter)