exclusive possession

Chapter 41

As soon as Mu Xian finished speaking, my body froze and I was tied up again.I was terrified, but my body had already vacated, and I couldn't help but fly in front of him.

With a cold face, he retracted his long arms and held me tightly in his arms, forcing my whole body to cling to him and look up at him.

"What happened just now?" He looked down at me.

I remembered that Mo Pu said, "The commander must not be aware of it." Facing his cloudy eyes, I boldly replied: "I didn't speak. You heard it wrong. You just fainted and trembled all over. Are you dreaming?" Do you have a headache?"

He seemed to be stunned, reached out and rubbed his forehead, and replied in a low voice: "It hurts."

Although I was still a little afraid of him, but seeing him like this, I felt distressed again. I reached out to touch his smooth forehead and rubbed it gently.He didn't move while I rubbed him. After a few seconds, a faint smile suddenly appeared on the corner of his mouth. With a stretch of his neck, he lowered his head even lower, bringing his whole forehead in front of me.

I was a little amused, and felt even more distressed. I pressed his forehead lightly with both hands, and said in a low voice: "I saw you fainted just now, and I was scared to death."

"Don't be afraid." He buried his face deeply into my chest, his voice sounded muffled, "I control everything in this space, it's safe. I will always be with you and protect you."

Hearing this, my heart was shocked.

He told Yi Pucheng before that I will stay here with him forever.I already felt that he didn't seem to want to go out.

Now hearing him say that again, my heart is even heavier.

He was still buried in my arms with his eyes closed, and his short black hair softly rubbed against my cheek, looking so gentle and serious.I suppressed a little chill in my heart, and said softly, "But your relatives, my relatives, Mop Molin, and your fleet are all outside. Don't you want to see them? You still have to command the battle and protect Stan ah."

He slowly raised his head from my arms, the smile was gone from the corner of his mouth, and he stared straight at me with his hazy eyes.That made me a little terrified, and I turned my head to avoid his gaze.Unexpectedly, his jaw tightened, he had already pinched it, and was forced to look at him.

"We won't go out." He said softly, "My woman is the safest place in my space."

"But here..."

"Hua Yao..." He stared at me closely, and the strength of the arm locked around his waist gradually increased, "Be obedient."

His attitude is so strong, based on what I know about him, I know it is impossible to convince him.He has obviously become very paranoid now, and he doesn't trust the outside world, so he wants to put me in the safest space.

I just smiled at him and said, "Well. I'm just asking what you think. I'll be where you want to be."

Only then did his brows relax slowly, and a faint smile floated on the corner of his lips: "Yeah."

"Ahem... Fuck..." A hoarse and weak voice came from not far away.I immediately looked up, under the dim light, in the dark woods, that bloody man struggling to get up from the ground, who is it not Yipu City?
But as soon as he put his arms on the ground, his body suddenly flew into the air and flew towards us!I turned my head abruptly, and saw Mu Xian raised his left arm towards Yipucheng with a cold face, and gently grasped the air with his long and slender fingers.

Yi Pucheng's body stopped abruptly, suspended in mid-air two meters away from us, and stopped moving.His short hair was probably soaked in the sweat from the pain, and it was sticking to his forehead wetly.Jun's face was as white as paper, his black eyes were cloudy, and his facial features were distorted; and there was a big blood hole in his abdomen, from which blood and flesh flowed out, which looked terrifying.

At this moment, his hands tightly covered his neck, making a hissing sound.And Mu Xian's five fingers were slowly closing in the air - he wanted to strangle him to death!

"Wait!" I yelled and hugged Mu Xian's arm.He let go of his hand, and the Yipu City on the other side fell to the ground with a "plop".

Mu Xian slowly turned his cheek, looking at me with dim eyes.

"Why stop me?" His voice was a little cold.

As soon as the words fell, I suddenly heard the whistling wind in my ears.Looking back, Yipu City was lifted up again.

"****..." He was still cursing, but he was immediately slammed into the big tree behind him by an invisible force, and hit with a "bang", he spat out a big mouthful of blood and fell to the ground.

"Hua Yao, remember." Mu Xian's soft voice rang in his ears again, "Don't care about other men, even pity."

My heart was shocked, knowing that as long as I showed the slightest concern for Yi Pucheng, he would continue to torture him.Hastily shouted: "You misunderstood! I hate him, hate him very much, and wish he would die immediately."

Mu Xian looked at me silently, as if he was examining the truth of my words.

I was stared at by him so guilty that I didn't have time to think, so I blurted out: "He is the person I hate the most. But, but... just killing him like this, don't you think it's too cheap for him?"

Mu Xian was silent and didn't answer. Out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of Yi Pucheng raising his head slightly, and also looking at this side.

What can I do to convince Mu Xian that I hate Yipu City, but let him live?
I looked towards Yipucheng, and he was also looking at me, his eyes were obscure.

"He ruined our wedding and beat you, I hate him to the bone. Don't let him die so easily." I said slowly, "He is a robot, he can repair himself. From now on, you beat him every day Dayton, wait for his body to recover... and then give him a beating. Only by letting him suffer every day can he relieve the hatred in my heart."

As soon as the words were finished, they both looked at me in silence.I know that Mu Xian must feel very strange for me to say such words suddenly, but... I can't think of any other way for a while.

"I disagree. He is an enemy, but he is also a soldier." Mu Xian said slowly, "I will end his life tonight."

I was surprised when I heard it, and just about to fight again, I suddenly heard Yipucheng laughing hoarsely on the other side.

"Vicious woman..." Yi Pucheng said intermittently, "I treat you well..."

I was stunned, Mu Xian frowned, and heard Yi Pucheng say: "If you die, you will die... I am also... not bad! What are you pretending to be innocent, anyway, I have hugged you and touched you..."

Mu Xian's face has completely cooled down. I was originally angry, but looking at Yi Pucheng's ferocious face and prostrate body, I suddenly realized that he was deliberately trying to anger Mu Xian!
Why?Did he want Mu Xian to kill him in a fit of anger, so as not to suffer any more?
No, no, he values ​​his life more than anything else, why would he seek a quick death?As long as there is a little hope, I will carry it on to survive.Then why did he anger Mu Xian?
Could it be that he wanted to annoy Mu Xian thoroughly, making Mu Xian unwilling to let him die so easily?

Yes, it must be so.

Hope suddenly rose in my heart.

He continued: "...he killed me... forget it, you... I like you... almost kissed you... why don't you miss... the old love..."

My scalp was numb when I heard it, and I was afraid that he would be self-defeating, so I looked at Mu Xian with a guilty conscience.Sure enough, Mu Xian's face was cold, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"Don't want to die?" He asked softly.

I was shocked - he could see Yipu City's intentions at a glance!
Yi Pucheng was also speechless and did not speak immediately.But Mu Xian nodded lightly and said, "As you wish. I'll come back tomorrow."

I was taken aback for a moment, and then I breathed a sigh of relief - no matter what, Yipucheng's life was temporarily saved.

Mu Xian didn't look at him anymore, turned around and picked me up horizontally, and walked out of the woods.It's just that his face was a little tense, obviously Yi Pucheng's words made him unhappy, which made me a little uneasy.

After walking a few steps, I secretly looked back at Yipu City, only to see him lying face down on the ground, looking in our direction, his blood-stained face, the corner of his mouth curled up, showing a pale smile to me.

By the time we reached the edge of the forest, the sky had already turned pale, and the whole land was shrouded in thin morning light.We spent the whole night in the forest.

Mu Xian hugged me and kept silent.Her face, as cold as jade, seemed to be covered with a faint chill, and she was obviously still angry.

I looked at him and said softly, "Don't worry, it's nothing. I don't even want to look at him."

He lowered his hazy eyes and looked at me without making a sound.

I asked again, "Where are we going now?"

A smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Go home."

Home?I followed his gaze, and in front of me was the village where we had settled before.He raised his right hand and waved it lightly, a strange thing happened, those mountain cottages suddenly disappeared, and on the green grass, a house grew out of the ground like a bamboo shoot.The silver-gray floating house is elegant and clean.That's... our home.

With a smile on his face, he hugged me and walked towards "home".But when I looked at the familiar and false "home" in front of me, what I thought in my heart was that there was still a day and a night before the time Mo Lin said.

He went all the way to the bedroom before putting me down.Looking at the familiar furnishings, right in the middle of his favorite super big bed, even the few photos of us on the table are exactly the same as the real world.My mood became a little softer, but the idea of ​​going out became stronger.

"I'm going to take a shower." A deep voice came from behind.I nodded and continued to look at the photos on the table without looking back.After a few seconds, there was no movement behind him.Turning around, he was still standing where he was, looking at me quietly, his cheeks were blush under his hazy eyes.

"You wash it for me." He said softly.

I was startled.

In the past, he would directly lift me up and carry me into the bathroom, and he would "wash" me.But it won't be like this-quiet, gentle, and a little shy, asking me to help him take a bath.

Such a tall man, who was so violent and powerful when facing Yipu City before, is now facing me like an ignorant child.

My heart ached and I walked over to hug him.

The steam in the bathroom was steaming, making people feel hot and dizzy.Mu Xian sat in the bath, with his chest exposed above the water, like a fair and clean statue.I thought it was the same as before, the so-called bathing was just an excuse for Yu~Shui Zhihuan, but after wiping his back for a long time, he actually remained motionless and sat upright all the time.

"Hand up." I said softly.

He obediently raised his arms.

"stand up."

He came out of the water with a splash, and the skin all over his body was already slightly reddened.I wiped his long legs, but he stood up straight, even put his hands behind his back, looked at me with lowered hazy eyes, very obedient and serious.

and so……

He just wants me to take care of him after his mind is confused?
My eye sockets were hot and humid, and I lowered my head to avoid his cloudy and difficult gaze.

The blazing sun shines on the field, and the earth is like a quiet picture scroll.The bedroom is also filled with golden sunlight, and the bedding is white and shiny.I was drowsy under the quilt, but he let go of me, got up and got out of bed, and started to get dressed.

I was a little strange and looked at him calmly.

He buttoned the top button of the military uniform, put on the hat and gloves, but did not leave the room, but sat on the chair by the bed, looking at me quietly with a smile on his face.

"You... don't sleep?" I asked.

He shook his head gently: "Go to sleep."

"What are you going to do?"

"I'm right here." He said gently, "Hua Yao, I can't sleep. Only by staying awake can I protect you."

I was even more confused: "But didn't you say that you control everything in this space, is this the safest place?"

He seemed to be stunned, as if he just realized that what he did was a bit redundant.After a while, he replied in a low voice: "It is very safe. But, I want to protect you."

I looked at his stunned and stubborn look, and my heart was sore and painful.After he lost his mind, he became more paranoid about me protecting me.

"Don't be too nervous." I said softly.

He shook his head and whispered, "I can't let what happened last time happen again."

My heart skipped a beat and I looked at him: "Last time?"

He looked at me quietly, no emotion could be seen in his cloudy eyes, but the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed, showing a bad complexion.

"I watched the bomb explode under your feet, but I'm not sure if I can protect you." He said slowly, his voice was very soft and hoarse.

My heart was shocked, and there was a moment of blankness in my mind.

His voice, like a thin stream of water, gently drilled into my ears and into my brain.My mind suddenly became a little dazed, and I remembered the day when we had an accident.

But that day, he was not like this.

At that time, he was very calm, very calm.He didn't take the threat of Yipu City seriously at all, as if he was sure that we would be fine, that this was just an episode.He will take me out safely, and he will continue our unfinished wedding.

But now that I heard his words, I realized that he had no confidence at all.I don't have confidence that I can explode with amazing mental power, I don't have confidence that he can survive, and I don't even have confidence that he can protect me.He just didn't say it, he never said it to me, not to his own woman.

Finally, when the bomb exploded, when it was likely to be a farewell, he left his last words: If I die, Huayao, I'm sorry.

If I die, Huayao, I'm sorry.

All he wanted to say to me was sorry.

sorry for what?I'm sorry Hua Yao, I can't marry you, I'm sorry Hua Yao, I can't love you anymore?
Strong moisture began to spread in my eye sockets.I get it, I get it.I get it all.

That day terrified him, facing my possible, unknown death, terrified him.So after the insanity, after the inability to tell reality from fiction, after forgetting everything, he made a space for me.Using his subconscious mind and his disintegrated mental power, he created a virtual space for me, put me in it, and put me in his spirit.

But now, he refuses to leave, he stubbornly guards this space, because in his muddled mind, he only remembers that this place was made for me, and this place is the safest;
He refused to sleep, he was dressed neatly and sat calmly by the bed like a lunatic, vigilantly guarding against dangers that did not exist at all, just because in his out-of-control consciousness, he still firmly remembered To protect me, never let me be in danger, never let me leave him.

When I looked at him, I felt as if my heart was being pressed by a huge rock, and it became difficult to even breathe.I hurriedly buried my head in the pillow so that he would not see my tears.

After a while, I looked up at him, he was sitting quietly all the time, his eyes were as dark as water.Seeing me looking at him, a slight smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Seeing that gentle, ignorant smile, the heart in my chest seemed to be getting hotter and hotter.

What else is there to fear?

What else can separate us?
Mu Xian, this time, I will protect you.

Even if there are many crises, even if the body is worse than death,
I will surely take you out of here too;

I will take this confused, tender and painful you home.

(End of this chapter)