you are my little star

Chapter 667 The Story Behind the White Angel ([-])

Leng Han saw that Zhao Yanyan was about to disappear at the end of the corridor before heeled up. Along the way, Leng Han followed behind Zhao Yanyan.

Zhao Yanyan always felt that someone was following her, and when she turned around, she saw Leng Han. Thinking of the last time he comforted her, she became angry again.

"Don't be angry, I know you don't want to see me." Leng Han spoke first.

"Do you know why you still follow me?"

"I want to comfort you."

"Need not."

"Being a doctor, ordinary people may not necessarily know these little-known emotions."

"What emotion?"

"No doctor will feel better when his own patient dies in the operating room."

Zhao Yanyan approached Leng Han, "Can you comfort me like last time? But don't talk, no matter what I say, don't talk."

"can."

Leng Han naturally took Zhao Yanyan's hand, led Zhao Yanyan to the gazebo, and asked Zhao Yanyan to sit down. After sitting down, Zhao Yanyan hugged Leng Han's waist.

"I still remember that I had the first operation that year, but I was not the chief surgeon, I just helped out and gained experience, but the operation failed that time.

The chief surgeon went out first. At that time, I didn't hear any noise at the door of the operating room, but when I took the patient and child out, I saw their family members kneeling on the ground, hugging each other and crying bitterly. The patient's husband even lay on the patient's body, crying into tears.

At that time, I felt that I was so useless. I couldn’t save a person. What kind of doctor was I? The reason why I chose to be an obstetrician was that a doctor is a person who saves lives and heals the wounded. Secondly, I can look at a new The arrival of life, but I found that it is very difficult.

Human life is too fragile. It's not that I haven't seen pregnant women in the delivery room with dystocia and bleeding, but I don't know why. When someone dies in front of me, I feel sad and feel incompetent.

I am the top obstetrician of Huichen Group, how much family members trust me, entrust pregnant women and children to me, including Chi Xiaoxiao, they trust me, so I wish I could take care of everything Do it perfectly and don't let them down.

But then I gradually realized that I seemed to be wrong. Do you remember the last time, the time you comforted me, the condition of that patient? "

"do not know."

"The pregnant woman, she showed me all her inspection reports. The data are all good, and everything is normal, but I consider her second child, and I specially remind her that you are the second child, even if the data are good. , are normal and should not be taken lightly, because if you insist on natural delivery, it will hurt your body, so you must pay more attention.

But even so, the pregnant woman still gave birth to a dead baby, and she died, Leng Han, you are a bodyguard, smiled and told me, you don’t understand the world, you don’t have someone you like, you don’t understand I really like the word, let alone love, so you will not put yourself on the family members, you will not experience this feeling. "

"sorry."

"Why did you say sorry again?" Zhao Yanyan looked up at Leng Han.

"I said I was sorry last time. I said it was because I thought I shouldn't comfort you. In fact, what I thought in my heart was that I comforted you. Instead of making you feel better, it made you angry. So it's better not to comfort you."

(End of this chapter)