hold you in my heart

Chapter 890 Depression 2
Although Qi Mushen felt that he would never have suicidal tendencies, he was still a little worried when he thought of the doctor's words.

When he went upstairs, Chi Chi was lying on the table, apparently drawing a picture. Seeing him coming in, he raised his head and asked, "What day is it today? I haven't been to school for a long time."

Hearing this, Qi Mushen paused, bent down, and stroked her hair.

"You've been too tired recently. You'll go to school after you rest."

Chi Chi curled his lips and nodded, as if he was a bit reluctant, "Oh, okay."

"What are you drawing?" Qi Mushen lowered his head to look at Chichi's painting.

After looking at it, I realized that what she painted was actually the basement where Shen Wang locked them.

He frowned and asked, "Why did you draw this?"

why draw this...

Chichi scratched the back of her head, she didn't seem to understand, but she kept thinking about this scene in her mind, and she couldn't help drawing it.

"I just remembered this, so I drew it." She lowered her head and colored the painting.

Qi Mu sighed deeply in his heart, sat down beside her, and searched for traumatic stress disorder and depression.

Among them, one of the symptoms of traumatic stress disorder is thinking or memory, constantly thinking about what happened at that time, just like being traumatized again...

Qi Mu deeply understands that the present delay must be very painful.

Just as he was thinking this way, Chi Chi raised his head, his eyes were a little red.

She stretched out her hand, hugged Qi Mushen's neck tremblingly, and said, "Mu Mu, these two days I've been wondering if I really love you..."

"..."

Qi Mushen's body froze, and his hands slowly fell on her back.

"Fool, why do you think so?" Qi Mushen held her shoulders and looked at her, frowning and said, "Of course you love me."

They love each other, Qi Mushen has always felt that this is a very happy, warm and beautiful thing.

But Chi Chi shook his head, tears fell down patter, and said with red eyes: "If I really love you, why...why can you still eat when others beat you with a whip, and even whip you with your own hands?" Beat you……"

It seems that the little girl has been brooding over this matter.

"You're here to save me, have you forgotten?" Qi Mushen pressed her head into his arms, and whispered in her ear: "If you don't do that, I'll die from Shen Huang's gun down."

Chichi was silent for a while, choked up and said, "Am I here to save you?"

"Yes."

However, as soon as Qi Mushen finished speaking, he started to cry again after being choked up.

Only then did he remember that the psychiatrist had said that he couldn't mention this matter.

Qi Mu held her face deeply and kissed away her tears.

He couldn't empathize with her pain, but when he saw her cry, his heart felt as if it was torn apart.

Qi Mu deeply thought of something, and suddenly asked: "Do you miss Su Xi?"

"Su Xi?" Chi Chi bit her lip, nodded, and said, "I guess, we haven't seen each other for a long time."

The last time they met was when Mu Jichen returned to China, and Su Xi came to the capital.

Qi Mu rubbed her hair deeply, and said: "Tomorrow when Lu Fan and Su Xi come to the capital, let's go out and play together, okay?"

"it is good."

Qi Mu sighed deeply, and quickly sent a WeChat message to Lu Fan, asking him to come to the capital with Su Xi tomorrow.

　At first, I wanted to change it, but I can't, I can't stand the cold and headache, the weather here in Qiqi has become very cold recently, there are many people with colds, please pay attention to your health.Good night.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)