hold you in my heart

Chapter 911 Mu Jichen's Confession 2
Her chest rose and fell violently, and she slapped Mu Jichen on the face, "Mu Jichen, are you crazy?"

After the words fell, tears welled up in Chi Chi's eyes, she knew that Mu Jichen liked her, so she kept avoiding him.

But he confessed to himself in front of so many people like this, the consequences... he dare not think about it.

Their band has just become popular, and a small or big scandal can ruin them.

It is conceivable that the topic of tomorrow's news may be #颜带恐怖风向问问问题，非常急话青年女孩#
Or #颜带恐怖风向很得病睡话#
Anyway, those media will not write for the benefit, they will only discredit out of context, describe the facts as much as possible, and write about the gossip that the public likes to read.

Not only that, but I don't know how those people who eat melons will speculate on their relationship.

In Chi Chi's heart, Mu Jichen is a good friend, and of course, it's just a good friend.

She didn't want to push both of them into an awkward situation because of this incident.

This slap did not wake Mu Jichen up, but made him even more insane.

"Aren't you going to look back at me?" His eyes were very hurt, he may have drunk too much wine, his cheeks were a little red, "I have been behind you for so many years, have you never thought about turning back? look at me?"

For a moment I didn't know what to say.

She suddenly remembered a sentence she saw on the Internet: Even if someone you don't love takes out his heart and hands it to you, you won't want to look at it.

So big things, small things, whether it's obvious or secretly, she never cares about what Mu Jichen has done for her.

Mu Jichen stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Chi Chi's face, but finally stopped in mid-air, and continued: "Every time I don't take the initiative to contact you, you never contact me. You know that during the two years abroad, How much do I miss you?"

"..."

I don't know for a long time.

She only occasionally remembered that she still had such a friend, but because she knew his affection for her, she didn't take the initiative to contact him.

In order not to let him down, simply do not give him hope.

"Even if you treat me as a spare tire, it's fine, but you don't give me any hope...I can only keep looking for hope for myself..."

People who may fall in love for the first time are always particularly unforgettable.

Mu Jichen tried to like others in the past, but it was as if it had taken root and sprouted in his heart.

He would always think of how she was such a cute little girl when they first met, who knew how to carefully protect other people's self-esteem.

"When you are happy, I wish you were happy because of me... When you are sad, I wish I was the one who was with you... I even often think, if I meet you first, what will you look like in your eyes?" Will you see me first?"

"I wrote a song for you, but you didn't come to the concert..."

"Actually, I understand that you are just rejecting me for another person..."

"But Ruan Chichi, I like you..."

Listening to these words numbly.

She didn't seem to be able to hear the bustle of the crowd, but could only hear the big boy Mu Jichen, who was always sunny, talking about his love in a loud voice.

What can she do?
After a while, Chi Chi came to his senses and said lightly: "Hen, feelings come first and last, you are drunk."

"I know I like you even when I'm drunk!"

At this moment, Jiang Liang, An Lang and Hao Jiacheng came from nowhere and called out, "Ah Chen!"

(End of this chapter)