pet addiction
Chapter 309 Love to the Extreme Crazy
Chapter 309 Love to the Extreme Crazy
"I forgot to remind you, the reporter has been following me since just now, and your mean and snarky face should have been photographed just now."
Ye Yixuan's eyes widened, and she was about to burst into tears: "You, you..." The tone suddenly changed, extremely mournful, "Jiangxi, grandpa is already hospitalized, and the Ye family has been forced into this situation by you, isn't that enough?" His eyes were red, and tears welled up in his eyes.
This acting...
Ruan Jiangxi shook his head: "The acting is too deliberate, it looks fake at first glance."
Ye Yixuan's face turned blue and purple, but caring about the media around her, she gritted her teeth, and could only swallow the knocked out teeth in her stomach. She gave Ruan Jiangxi a hard look, stomped her feet and shook her head, and left.
Still so impatient, Ruan Jiangxi smiled, turned around, she smiled: "Song Ci."
He folded his hands, and stood at the end for an unknown how long, looking into Ruan Jiangxi's eyes, full of pampering, approached, and took her into his arms: "Waiting for a long time?"
Ruan Jiangxi shook his head: "When did you come out?"
"When you were angry with that woman." Song Ci took her hand and walked to the other end of the corridor, "If it wasn't for you to handle it, I would have dealt with that woman."
"How to deal with it?"
Song Ci told her: "I don't hit women." His tone was naturally unabashed, and he said, "However, I can find someone to beat her."
Ruan Jiangxi smiled, very happy that her Song Ci was so simple and rude to protect her shortcomings.She said honestly: "I lied, in fact, no reporter followed me, I was just playing her."
Song Ci looked at her sideways: "As long as you like it." He added, "That woman is really stupid."
It seems that even though he has no memory, Song Ci still hates the women of the Ye family as always, but he is a bit stubborn, as if he likes Ruan Jiangxi, love and hatred have nothing to do with memory.
She seemed to be careless, and said a joke: "Although there are no reporters, the corridor is monitored."
Song Ci didn't even think about it: "I'll get the video for you."
"You're helping the evildoer." Ruan Jiangxi leaned over slightly, hugged Song Ci's hand, and shook it lightly. This was a small gesture she only made when she was happy.
Song Ci grabbed her hand, pulled it over and hugged her directly: "I am willing."
Ruan Jiangxi smiled slightly: "Am I getting more and more cunning?"
"Not cunning." His girlfriend is naturally the best in everything, and he corrected her, "You are just smart enough."
He was so clever that he was so fascinated that he felt as if all the women in the world were inferior to his Jiangxi hair.
This kind of almost naive idea has recently taken root and sprouted in Song Ci's mind with arrogance.
Ruan Jiangxi smiled: "You are partial."
Song Ci denied: "No, it's partiality." Favoritism and partiality, in fact, are very different. He turned his head and pecked the corner of her lips, "Let's go home."
Ruan Jiangxi let him hold hands and walked beside Song Ci: "What did the doctor say? Are you okay?" When she asked, she couldn't bear to frown after all.
Song Ci looked ahead.He didn't look back at her: "Well, it's good." His eyes turned slightly cold.
Ruan Jiangxi was a little worried: "Did you lie to me?"
"Do not lie to you."
This time, Song Ci was not honest with her...
Early summer has not yet arrived, and the night is still a bit chilly. The car cannot drive into the alley, but parked under the street lights outside the alley entrance. It is late at night, and the street lights are dim.
Song Ci was probably tired, and fell asleep leaning on Ruan Jiangxi's shoulder, with his coat still draped over her shoulder.
The wind blew into the car window, Ruan Jiangxi worried that Song Ci would catch cold, so he woke him up.
"Song Ci."
Song Ci was in a deep sleep and didn't respond.
Ruan Jiangxi gently pushed him: "Song Ci, don't sleep, we're home." He leaned close to his ear and called, "Song Ci."
The long eyelashes trembled, and after a while, Song Ci slowly opened his eyes, squinted for a long time, and then raised his eyes.
"We're home." Ruan Jiangxi took off his coat and put it on for Song Ci.
Song Ci turned his eyes and looked at her, his ink-stained pupils were empty and lifeless, like stars soaked in frost.
He said, "Who are you?"
Her body trembled suddenly, the coat slipped off her hand, Ruan Jiangxi trembled uncontrollably all over, looking into Song Ci's eyes, she was extremely flustered, she pursed her mouth as if she wanted to laugh, but was very stiff: "Song Ci, don't Kiss me, I'll be scared."
What she is most afraid of is her Song Ci, looking at her with such strange and cold eyes will make her collapse.
"Song Ci, don't make such a joke." She frowned tightly, "I will be angry." She stretched out her hand to grab Song Ci's shoulder.
Almost subconsciously, Song dismissed.
Ruan Jiangxi's hands were stiff, and his delicate face turned pale in an instant.
Song Ci asked her, "Who am I?" His eyes were a little strange, a little confused, so cold that there was no warmth, and he looked at Ruan Jiangxi obsessively, and asked her, "Who are you?"
The eye sockets suddenly became hot, so sore that she almost couldn't see her Song Ci clearly.
Ruan Jiangxi stretched out his hand to grab the corner of Song Ci's clothes, and held it tightly: "Song Ci, don't scare me."
Song Ci stared at her intently, but didn't say a word. In his eyes, except for the ink-stained black, there was no light or shadow.
Those eyes, so beautiful, yet so strange.
Ruan Jiangxi's eyes were red, and the corners of his lips forcedly raised: "You lied to me, right?"
He was silent, didn't say anything, just looked at her deeply.
"Song Ci, answer me."
She held Song Ci's hand tightly, and approached his eyes: "Who am I? Tell me, who am I?"
From the beginning to the end, he didn't speak, his eyes were empty, and there was nothing in his eyes, except Ruan Jiangxi's flustered look.
"Song Ci, stop pretending, I'm afraid."
Song Ci didn't answer, and he didn't speak. This was the first time that her Song Ci ignored her fear and panic.
His eyes were hot, Ruan Jiangxi moved slightly, and tears rolled out of his eyes unexpectedly: "You are Song Ci."
Song Ci's eyes brightened slightly, and he looked up at her, she was sitting quietly: "I am Jiangxi, Song Ci, and I am Ruan Jiangxi."
Her eyes were blurred, and suddenly, she burst into tears.
In the end, she couldn't escape, couldn't escape the twists and turns of fate, couldn't escape the loss that she tried every means to escape.
Ruan Jiangxi thought that if Song Ci didn't remember him, she would pester him forever.
Stretching out her hand, she hugged his neck and repeated: "I am Ruan Jiangxi, and this is your Ruan Jiangxi."
The person holding him was trembling, Song Ci was stunned for a long time, then raised his hand and patted his shoulder lightly.For some reason, when she cried, he panicked and felt a dull pain in his heart.
This woman, she said, was his Ruan Jiangxi.Song Ci raised his hand and hugged her.
On a night in early summer, the moonlight is very good, but there are few stars. At the entrance of the alley, there are figures slanting, and the footsteps are hurried, a little hasty.
When Qin Jiang arrived, Ruan Jiangxi was half squatting at the door, hugging her knees, her indifferent eyes were icy cold, blurred in the dark night, and she just stared at the sky vaguely, endlessly desolate, without a single trace. Xingzi.
Qin Jiang hurried over: "Miss Ruan."
Ruan Jiangxi turned his head and said, "You're here." When he got up, he seemed to have stood for a long time, his legs were a little numb, and his body swayed a bit.
"Why are you waiting here? Why don't you go in?"
She seemed to be at a loss, and said to Qin Jiang: "I dare not go in, I am afraid I will cry and scare Song Ci."
Qin Jiang looked at her in shock, unable to express his feelings, only feeling terrified.A person who is so smart on weekdays, when he encounters Song Ci's incident, he is in disarray, weak and fragile like a child.
"Don't worry too much." Besides, Qin Jiang didn't know what to say.
Ruan Jiangxi nodded slightly and entered the room.
Qin Jiang said to the people behind him: "Doctor, please."
Immediately, a group of people squeezed into Ruan Jiangxi's not-so-big house. Both Dr. Holland and Yu Jing came, and there was an unfamiliar face, a young man in his early thirties, who seemed to be of mixed race, with three-dimensional outline and handsome appearance.Yu Jing called him senior brother, presumably, he is the proud student who Dr. Holland often talks about, known as the master of hypnosis, translated by Zuo.
Ruan Jiangxi was in a trance and didn't care about other things. He stared at the door of the bedroom with his eyes and stood for a long time, blocking all the scenes inside through a crack in the door.
"What's the matter, teacher?"
The voice from the bedroom was a little choked because of the scenery.
"Spiritual awareness is weak, prepare for deep hypnosis."
Afterwards, there was a faint sound of piano music, gently and slowly, and I don't know how long it took, until Ruan Jiangxi's legs were a little numb, the door of the bedroom was pushed open, and Yu Jingzui came out: "Ruan Jiangxi, you are really his. robbery."
Ruan Jiangxi did not speak, walked into the bedroom, turned around and said, "Please close the door for me when you leave." Then he gently closed the bedroom door.
She approached the bed, as if she was afraid of disturbing Song Ci, her steps were very light, then stopped three meters away, did not come closer, looked at Song Ci who was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, let his eyes dry, but remained motionless Stare at his face.
From the beginning to the end, Ruan Jiangxi didn't have the courage to wake him up. She was afraid of hearing Song Ci asking who she was in confusion, and afraid of any strangeness in his eyes.
It turns out that happiness cannot afford to be squandered like this.
She thought, she no longer dared to rely on his love for her to be willful and self-willed, and never restrained the swell of her heart when she was with him.
If he wakes up, she must tell him that she loves him very much, and then beg him not to forget her again.
However, Ruan Jiangxi waited for three days for these words.
For the past three days, Song Ci has been waking up from sleep, maybe the hypnosis has played a role. He has never woken up, and he always looks at Jiangxi with inquiry. At this time, Ruan Jiangxi will cry, crying silently, and then, Song Ci would turn around in bewilderment, avoid looking at her, and coax her not to cry with articulate words.
On the night of the third day, Ruan Jiangxi had a dream, dreaming that Song Ci looked at her coldly, then turned his back on her, walked faster and faster, further and further away.
She woke up, opened her eyes, in the dark, Song Ci was looking at her, her eyes were burning hot, before she was clear, the hot kiss devoured her lips, and everything she hadn't had time Vent fear and grievance.
"Jiangxi." Song Ci called Ruan Jiangxi's name by her lips.
Jiangxi...
Full of affection, this is Ruan Jiangxi's Song Ci.As soon as her eyes turned red, tears fell down. Ruan Jiangxi didn't think she was a fragile crybaby, but in front of Song Ci, she was so willfully sad.
Song Ci held her cheeks and kissed her eyes: "I'm sorry." He kissed Ruan Jiangxi's warm eyes, "I'm sorry, Jiangxi."
"It's my fault, it's all my fault." He kissed her over and over again, holding her tightly, "Stop crying, be good, stop crying."
"Jiangxi be good, don't cry."
Song Ci is not good at coaxing people, he just said a few words back and forth, very flustered, and clumsily wiped Ruan Jiangxi's tears, but the tears wiped more and more, and she couldn't stop, there was no noise, she was so red Staring at Song Ci and weeping, such a appearance could kill Song Ci.
"Don't cry, my heart hurts so much, blame me, blame me, I won't do it again, don't cry, okay?" Song Ci coaxed her trembling body in every possible way, without any rules kiss her face.
Song Ci knew that this time, he must have frightened her. He remembered everything, the three days when Jiangxi was forgotten, and Jiangxi, who never liked to cry, shed a lot of tears.
"Song Ci."
With a choked voice, she raised her head from Song Ci's embrace.
He brushed her face: "Yes."
With red and swollen eyes, Ruan Jiangxi tirelessly shouted: "Song Ci."
"I'm here." Song Ci patted her restless and trembling shoulder, leaned over and kissed the tears overflowing from the corner of her eyes, "It's okay, it's okay,"
"Song Ci."
"Ok?"
Ruan Jiangxi pulled his collar: "I love you, I love you very much."
There was no accusation, no questioning, no quarrel, Ruan Jiangxi only said this, and his throat choked.
In the past three days, she has been thinking a lot, her head is in chaos, and she only sorted out one thing, she loves him, regardless of everything...
"I know, I know everything." Song Ci held her hand, covering his red eyes.
There was a scalding liquid that slid across the fingertips, and Song resigned from him, as if crying...
Ruan Jiangxi hugged him tightly: "I will never do this again, promise me."
"Never again," Song Ci leaned on her shoulder, sniffing her breath heavily, "I will never make you so sad again."
She hugged his neck, pounced on him, and kissed him hard, trying to bite her hard until her mouth was bloody: "Don't forget, I kissed you like this." This exhausted all her strength and dedicated her soul out.
"I will never forget."
Song Ci leaned over and kissed deeply, almost reverently, but uneasy.
Maybe this time, Ruan Jiangxi really had lingering fears, and for many days after that, she followed Song Ci, never leaving her.
The box office of the film broke 13 billion in half a month after its release, and the media hyped up the new record in the film and television industry. The invitations from major TV stations did not stop Lu Qianyang, the agent, for a moment, but Ruan Jiangxi's phone has been disconnected since a week ago. , commercials, and movies were all put on hold. Lu Qianyang was sure that he would never play Ruan Jiangxi who had lost contact with him. This time it must be because of Song Ci, and it must be because of the beautiful and beautiful family member who is so beautiful and has a long life!
Indeed, these days, Ruan Jiangxi is so sticky to Song Ci that she never leaves her. Even when Song Ci takes a bath, she endures her shyness and stands aside to look up occasionally, then lowers her head shyly, but after a while, she looks up again. start looking.
For this, Song Ci couldn't wish for it, and every time she raised the corners of her mouth and looked at Ruan Jiangxi with malicious intentions, she would blush with embarrassment, but she refused to leave his sight no matter what.
An awkward and cute woman.
When the water in the shower was on, Song Ci smiled and walked over. Ruan Jiangxi closed his eyes immediately, and he took her hand: "Jiangxi, do you want to wash with me?"
Instead of asking for consent, he just pulled her in.
"Jiangxi, give me a baby."
Ruan Jiangxi was taken aback, and after a while, he nodded heavily: "Okay."
Song Ci wasn't gentle at all, Ruan Jiangxi thought, he probably wouldn't forget, how could they forget them who loved them so deeply, and made their souls tremble.
She likes it to be so profound and to stimulate the perception of flesh and blood, because it was given by her Song Ci, love to the extreme, love to the extreme.
The day in June is still a bit cool, and the early morning sun is shining softly.The eyelashes trembled slightly, Ruan Jiangxi squinted, subconsciously reached out, touched the coolness of the pillow, and suddenly opened his eyes.In the past, when she opened her eyes, Song Ci always looked at her awake, her serious eyes were very beautiful.
All the drowsiness dissipated, Ruan Jiangxi got up abruptly, before he had time to put on his shoes, he ran to the bathroom of the master bedroom barefoot.
The bathroom door was suddenly pushed open, Song Ci hurriedly pressed the flush switch, and a pill fell on the ground, he walked over calmly, stepped on the pill on the ground, and pulled Ruan Jiangxi over , touched her face: "What's wrong?"
Ruan Jiangxi stared straight at Song Ci, as if he was afraid that he would disappear in the blink of an eye.
"Why don't you wear shoes?" Song Ci frowned, hugged her horizontally, and kicked the pill away from her feet very naturally.
Ruan Jiangxi put his arms around Song Ci's neck obediently, because he just woke up, and his voice was soft and sticky: "I didn't see you when I woke up, so I was a little flustered."
Song Ci pondered for a moment, then bowed his head and kissed her.
Ruan Jiangxi pushed him away: "I didn't brush my teeth."
Song Ci grabbed her hand: "I don't just want to kiss you."
After speaking, Song Ci carried her back to the bed.
Song Ci didn't leave Ruan Jiangxi for a few days. Later, Ruan Jiangxi discovered that Song Ci was not just addicted to intimacy, but rather paranoid.
Extremely addictive, let it go crazy.
He was tireless, like an insecure child, never satisfied.
At night, her voice is hoarse.
"Song Ci, what's wrong with you?"
Song Ci said dully, "I want you to conceive my baby sooner."
Ruan Jiangxi was puzzled: "Why are you in such a hurry to have a baby?"
Song Ci's explanation is: "Father is more expensive than son, I will use children to tie you up." There is no joking element, he is very serious.
He is too insecure, worrying about gains and losses, thinking that what he grasps is the whole, maybe he is also afraid, like Ruan Jiangxi, because of deep love, so greedy and timid.
Ruan Jiangxi brushed his thin face, stood on tiptoe, and whispered something in Song Ci's ear.
Song Ci looked suddenly enlightened, and then said: "Then let's do it a few more times that day."
Ruan Jiangxi smiled and said yes, since he wants a baby, she will give it to him, Song Ci who loves so much, there is nothing that cannot obey him.
Song Ci's insecure and obsessed with love affairs did not improve. After all, Ruan Jiangxi was worried and invited Dr. Holland to come to see him at home.
After Song Ci fell asleep, Ruan Jiangxi went to see Dr. Holland in the study, and saw that his brows were frowning badly.
Ruan Jiangxi panicked, extremely nervous: "Is Song Ci's condition not good?"
Holland didn't speak directly, flipped through the inspection report in his hand, and asked Ruan Jiangxi, "How long has Song Ci been like this?"
Ruan Jiangxi didn't know how to answer.
Dr. Holland propped up his glasses, and said in fluent Chinese: "I mean," seeing Ruan Jiangxi bowing his head shyly, Holland tried his best to explain in English, "He has been pestering you like this, how long?"
Ruan Jiangxi was a little embarrassed, but he knew everything: "It's been almost ten days, and he said he wants a baby."
Holland asserted: "He doesn't want the baby, he wants you."
Ruan Jiangxi couldn't understand, and his brows became tighter and tighter.
"It's the initial symptom of paranoid mental disorder." Holland paused and explained, "That's what you often call paranoid."
Ruan Jiangxi's face turned pale all of a sudden, and the hands on the back of the chair were trembling: "How could this be?"
Holland thought for a while, and put down the inspection report: "It may be related to the memory disorder last time." He thought for a while, and said a very unscientific and unmedical sentence, "Song Ci is more afraid of not remembering you than you."
If one side is too strong, it will weaken the other. Obviously, in Song Ci's mind, Ruan Jiangxi is the master. His symptoms can already be said to be "terminally ill".
Ruan Jiangxi was exceptionally calm, even though his whole body was shaking, he was still calm and calm: "What should I do?"
"Don't worry too much. It's just a mild initial symptom, and there are no other mental behaviors. It should be short-lived. I will come to him regularly for psychotherapy. As long as this initial symptom is well controlled, it will basically recover soon. "This symptom is nothing compared to Song Ci's deep dissociation disorder, but the patient told him not to disclose it to the patient's family members. Seeing Ruan Jiangxi's appearance, he really can't tell her, maybe she will collapse. Holland has a headache, neither the patient nor the patient's family can handle it easily.
Although she heard what Holland said, Ruan Jiangxi was still very trembling. She never dared to be careless about Song Ci: "What about me? What am I going to do?"
After Holland thought deeply, "Don't follow him too much, but don't let him feel that you don't love him enough." Song Ci's medical problem is indeed a headache and unpredictable, Holland looked at Ruan Jiangxi deeply, "I know, it's a little difficult." He felt that Song Ci's illness was completely beyond the scope of medicine, and it didn't follow the theory at all, changing with Ruan Jiangxi.
She nodded and said, "Thank you."
Before Dr. Holland left, he still couldn't bear to say something meaningful: "I think Jing's summary is very correct. Don't use medical principles to talk about Song Ci's illness. His illness has long been out of the medical category. It's his disease."
Because of Dr. Holland's doctor's order, Ruan Jiangxi has been very patient with Song Ci these days, but he can't help but indulge him, always remember Holland's words, don't follow him too much, but don't let him feel that you don't love him enough...
This degree is a bit difficult to control.
When Song Ci was courting, Ruan Jiangxi only had to shake his head, and Song Ci would ask, "Don't you want my baby?"
"Do you not care about me anymore?"
"You don't want me anymore?"
"Do you not love me anymore?"
(End of this chapter)
"I forgot to remind you, the reporter has been following me since just now, and your mean and snarky face should have been photographed just now."
Ye Yixuan's eyes widened, and she was about to burst into tears: "You, you..." The tone suddenly changed, extremely mournful, "Jiangxi, grandpa is already hospitalized, and the Ye family has been forced into this situation by you, isn't that enough?" His eyes were red, and tears welled up in his eyes.
This acting...
Ruan Jiangxi shook his head: "The acting is too deliberate, it looks fake at first glance."
Ye Yixuan's face turned blue and purple, but caring about the media around her, she gritted her teeth, and could only swallow the knocked out teeth in her stomach. She gave Ruan Jiangxi a hard look, stomped her feet and shook her head, and left.
Still so impatient, Ruan Jiangxi smiled, turned around, she smiled: "Song Ci."
He folded his hands, and stood at the end for an unknown how long, looking into Ruan Jiangxi's eyes, full of pampering, approached, and took her into his arms: "Waiting for a long time?"
Ruan Jiangxi shook his head: "When did you come out?"
"When you were angry with that woman." Song Ci took her hand and walked to the other end of the corridor, "If it wasn't for you to handle it, I would have dealt with that woman."
"How to deal with it?"
Song Ci told her: "I don't hit women." His tone was naturally unabashed, and he said, "However, I can find someone to beat her."
Ruan Jiangxi smiled, very happy that her Song Ci was so simple and rude to protect her shortcomings.She said honestly: "I lied, in fact, no reporter followed me, I was just playing her."
Song Ci looked at her sideways: "As long as you like it." He added, "That woman is really stupid."
It seems that even though he has no memory, Song Ci still hates the women of the Ye family as always, but he is a bit stubborn, as if he likes Ruan Jiangxi, love and hatred have nothing to do with memory.
She seemed to be careless, and said a joke: "Although there are no reporters, the corridor is monitored."
Song Ci didn't even think about it: "I'll get the video for you."
"You're helping the evildoer." Ruan Jiangxi leaned over slightly, hugged Song Ci's hand, and shook it lightly. This was a small gesture she only made when she was happy.
Song Ci grabbed her hand, pulled it over and hugged her directly: "I am willing."
Ruan Jiangxi smiled slightly: "Am I getting more and more cunning?"
"Not cunning." His girlfriend is naturally the best in everything, and he corrected her, "You are just smart enough."
He was so clever that he was so fascinated that he felt as if all the women in the world were inferior to his Jiangxi hair.
This kind of almost naive idea has recently taken root and sprouted in Song Ci's mind with arrogance.
Ruan Jiangxi smiled: "You are partial."
Song Ci denied: "No, it's partiality." Favoritism and partiality, in fact, are very different. He turned his head and pecked the corner of her lips, "Let's go home."
Ruan Jiangxi let him hold hands and walked beside Song Ci: "What did the doctor say? Are you okay?" When she asked, she couldn't bear to frown after all.
Song Ci looked ahead.He didn't look back at her: "Well, it's good." His eyes turned slightly cold.
Ruan Jiangxi was a little worried: "Did you lie to me?"
"Do not lie to you."
This time, Song Ci was not honest with her...
Early summer has not yet arrived, and the night is still a bit chilly. The car cannot drive into the alley, but parked under the street lights outside the alley entrance. It is late at night, and the street lights are dim.
Song Ci was probably tired, and fell asleep leaning on Ruan Jiangxi's shoulder, with his coat still draped over her shoulder.
The wind blew into the car window, Ruan Jiangxi worried that Song Ci would catch cold, so he woke him up.
"Song Ci."
Song Ci was in a deep sleep and didn't respond.
Ruan Jiangxi gently pushed him: "Song Ci, don't sleep, we're home." He leaned close to his ear and called, "Song Ci."
The long eyelashes trembled, and after a while, Song Ci slowly opened his eyes, squinted for a long time, and then raised his eyes.
"We're home." Ruan Jiangxi took off his coat and put it on for Song Ci.
Song Ci turned his eyes and looked at her, his ink-stained pupils were empty and lifeless, like stars soaked in frost.
He said, "Who are you?"
Her body trembled suddenly, the coat slipped off her hand, Ruan Jiangxi trembled uncontrollably all over, looking into Song Ci's eyes, she was extremely flustered, she pursed her mouth as if she wanted to laugh, but was very stiff: "Song Ci, don't Kiss me, I'll be scared."
What she is most afraid of is her Song Ci, looking at her with such strange and cold eyes will make her collapse.
"Song Ci, don't make such a joke." She frowned tightly, "I will be angry." She stretched out her hand to grab Song Ci's shoulder.
Almost subconsciously, Song dismissed.
Ruan Jiangxi's hands were stiff, and his delicate face turned pale in an instant.
Song Ci asked her, "Who am I?" His eyes were a little strange, a little confused, so cold that there was no warmth, and he looked at Ruan Jiangxi obsessively, and asked her, "Who are you?"
The eye sockets suddenly became hot, so sore that she almost couldn't see her Song Ci clearly.
Ruan Jiangxi stretched out his hand to grab the corner of Song Ci's clothes, and held it tightly: "Song Ci, don't scare me."
Song Ci stared at her intently, but didn't say a word. In his eyes, except for the ink-stained black, there was no light or shadow.
Those eyes, so beautiful, yet so strange.
Ruan Jiangxi's eyes were red, and the corners of his lips forcedly raised: "You lied to me, right?"
He was silent, didn't say anything, just looked at her deeply.
"Song Ci, answer me."
She held Song Ci's hand tightly, and approached his eyes: "Who am I? Tell me, who am I?"
From the beginning to the end, he didn't speak, his eyes were empty, and there was nothing in his eyes, except Ruan Jiangxi's flustered look.
"Song Ci, stop pretending, I'm afraid."
Song Ci didn't answer, and he didn't speak. This was the first time that her Song Ci ignored her fear and panic.
His eyes were hot, Ruan Jiangxi moved slightly, and tears rolled out of his eyes unexpectedly: "You are Song Ci."
Song Ci's eyes brightened slightly, and he looked up at her, she was sitting quietly: "I am Jiangxi, Song Ci, and I am Ruan Jiangxi."
Her eyes were blurred, and suddenly, she burst into tears.
In the end, she couldn't escape, couldn't escape the twists and turns of fate, couldn't escape the loss that she tried every means to escape.
Ruan Jiangxi thought that if Song Ci didn't remember him, she would pester him forever.
Stretching out her hand, she hugged his neck and repeated: "I am Ruan Jiangxi, and this is your Ruan Jiangxi."
The person holding him was trembling, Song Ci was stunned for a long time, then raised his hand and patted his shoulder lightly.For some reason, when she cried, he panicked and felt a dull pain in his heart.
This woman, she said, was his Ruan Jiangxi.Song Ci raised his hand and hugged her.
On a night in early summer, the moonlight is very good, but there are few stars. At the entrance of the alley, there are figures slanting, and the footsteps are hurried, a little hasty.
When Qin Jiang arrived, Ruan Jiangxi was half squatting at the door, hugging her knees, her indifferent eyes were icy cold, blurred in the dark night, and she just stared at the sky vaguely, endlessly desolate, without a single trace. Xingzi.
Qin Jiang hurried over: "Miss Ruan."
Ruan Jiangxi turned his head and said, "You're here." When he got up, he seemed to have stood for a long time, his legs were a little numb, and his body swayed a bit.
"Why are you waiting here? Why don't you go in?"
She seemed to be at a loss, and said to Qin Jiang: "I dare not go in, I am afraid I will cry and scare Song Ci."
Qin Jiang looked at her in shock, unable to express his feelings, only feeling terrified.A person who is so smart on weekdays, when he encounters Song Ci's incident, he is in disarray, weak and fragile like a child.
"Don't worry too much." Besides, Qin Jiang didn't know what to say.
Ruan Jiangxi nodded slightly and entered the room.
Qin Jiang said to the people behind him: "Doctor, please."
Immediately, a group of people squeezed into Ruan Jiangxi's not-so-big house. Both Dr. Holland and Yu Jing came, and there was an unfamiliar face, a young man in his early thirties, who seemed to be of mixed race, with three-dimensional outline and handsome appearance.Yu Jing called him senior brother, presumably, he is the proud student who Dr. Holland often talks about, known as the master of hypnosis, translated by Zuo.
Ruan Jiangxi was in a trance and didn't care about other things. He stared at the door of the bedroom with his eyes and stood for a long time, blocking all the scenes inside through a crack in the door.
"What's the matter, teacher?"
The voice from the bedroom was a little choked because of the scenery.
"Spiritual awareness is weak, prepare for deep hypnosis."
Afterwards, there was a faint sound of piano music, gently and slowly, and I don't know how long it took, until Ruan Jiangxi's legs were a little numb, the door of the bedroom was pushed open, and Yu Jingzui came out: "Ruan Jiangxi, you are really his. robbery."
Ruan Jiangxi did not speak, walked into the bedroom, turned around and said, "Please close the door for me when you leave." Then he gently closed the bedroom door.
She approached the bed, as if she was afraid of disturbing Song Ci, her steps were very light, then stopped three meters away, did not come closer, looked at Song Ci who was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, let his eyes dry, but remained motionless Stare at his face.
From the beginning to the end, Ruan Jiangxi didn't have the courage to wake him up. She was afraid of hearing Song Ci asking who she was in confusion, and afraid of any strangeness in his eyes.
It turns out that happiness cannot afford to be squandered like this.
She thought, she no longer dared to rely on his love for her to be willful and self-willed, and never restrained the swell of her heart when she was with him.
If he wakes up, she must tell him that she loves him very much, and then beg him not to forget her again.
However, Ruan Jiangxi waited for three days for these words.
For the past three days, Song Ci has been waking up from sleep, maybe the hypnosis has played a role. He has never woken up, and he always looks at Jiangxi with inquiry. At this time, Ruan Jiangxi will cry, crying silently, and then, Song Ci would turn around in bewilderment, avoid looking at her, and coax her not to cry with articulate words.
On the night of the third day, Ruan Jiangxi had a dream, dreaming that Song Ci looked at her coldly, then turned his back on her, walked faster and faster, further and further away.
She woke up, opened her eyes, in the dark, Song Ci was looking at her, her eyes were burning hot, before she was clear, the hot kiss devoured her lips, and everything she hadn't had time Vent fear and grievance.
"Jiangxi." Song Ci called Ruan Jiangxi's name by her lips.
Jiangxi...
Full of affection, this is Ruan Jiangxi's Song Ci.As soon as her eyes turned red, tears fell down. Ruan Jiangxi didn't think she was a fragile crybaby, but in front of Song Ci, she was so willfully sad.
Song Ci held her cheeks and kissed her eyes: "I'm sorry." He kissed Ruan Jiangxi's warm eyes, "I'm sorry, Jiangxi."
"It's my fault, it's all my fault." He kissed her over and over again, holding her tightly, "Stop crying, be good, stop crying."
"Jiangxi be good, don't cry."
Song Ci is not good at coaxing people, he just said a few words back and forth, very flustered, and clumsily wiped Ruan Jiangxi's tears, but the tears wiped more and more, and she couldn't stop, there was no noise, she was so red Staring at Song Ci and weeping, such a appearance could kill Song Ci.
"Don't cry, my heart hurts so much, blame me, blame me, I won't do it again, don't cry, okay?" Song Ci coaxed her trembling body in every possible way, without any rules kiss her face.
Song Ci knew that this time, he must have frightened her. He remembered everything, the three days when Jiangxi was forgotten, and Jiangxi, who never liked to cry, shed a lot of tears.
"Song Ci."
With a choked voice, she raised her head from Song Ci's embrace.
He brushed her face: "Yes."
With red and swollen eyes, Ruan Jiangxi tirelessly shouted: "Song Ci."
"I'm here." Song Ci patted her restless and trembling shoulder, leaned over and kissed the tears overflowing from the corner of her eyes, "It's okay, it's okay,"
"Song Ci."
"Ok?"
Ruan Jiangxi pulled his collar: "I love you, I love you very much."
There was no accusation, no questioning, no quarrel, Ruan Jiangxi only said this, and his throat choked.
In the past three days, she has been thinking a lot, her head is in chaos, and she only sorted out one thing, she loves him, regardless of everything...
"I know, I know everything." Song Ci held her hand, covering his red eyes.
There was a scalding liquid that slid across the fingertips, and Song resigned from him, as if crying...
Ruan Jiangxi hugged him tightly: "I will never do this again, promise me."
"Never again," Song Ci leaned on her shoulder, sniffing her breath heavily, "I will never make you so sad again."
She hugged his neck, pounced on him, and kissed him hard, trying to bite her hard until her mouth was bloody: "Don't forget, I kissed you like this." This exhausted all her strength and dedicated her soul out.
"I will never forget."
Song Ci leaned over and kissed deeply, almost reverently, but uneasy.
Maybe this time, Ruan Jiangxi really had lingering fears, and for many days after that, she followed Song Ci, never leaving her.
The box office of the film broke 13 billion in half a month after its release, and the media hyped up the new record in the film and television industry. The invitations from major TV stations did not stop Lu Qianyang, the agent, for a moment, but Ruan Jiangxi's phone has been disconnected since a week ago. , commercials, and movies were all put on hold. Lu Qianyang was sure that he would never play Ruan Jiangxi who had lost contact with him. This time it must be because of Song Ci, and it must be because of the beautiful and beautiful family member who is so beautiful and has a long life!
Indeed, these days, Ruan Jiangxi is so sticky to Song Ci that she never leaves her. Even when Song Ci takes a bath, she endures her shyness and stands aside to look up occasionally, then lowers her head shyly, but after a while, she looks up again. start looking.
For this, Song Ci couldn't wish for it, and every time she raised the corners of her mouth and looked at Ruan Jiangxi with malicious intentions, she would blush with embarrassment, but she refused to leave his sight no matter what.
An awkward and cute woman.
When the water in the shower was on, Song Ci smiled and walked over. Ruan Jiangxi closed his eyes immediately, and he took her hand: "Jiangxi, do you want to wash with me?"
Instead of asking for consent, he just pulled her in.
"Jiangxi, give me a baby."
Ruan Jiangxi was taken aback, and after a while, he nodded heavily: "Okay."
Song Ci wasn't gentle at all, Ruan Jiangxi thought, he probably wouldn't forget, how could they forget them who loved them so deeply, and made their souls tremble.
She likes it to be so profound and to stimulate the perception of flesh and blood, because it was given by her Song Ci, love to the extreme, love to the extreme.
The day in June is still a bit cool, and the early morning sun is shining softly.The eyelashes trembled slightly, Ruan Jiangxi squinted, subconsciously reached out, touched the coolness of the pillow, and suddenly opened his eyes.In the past, when she opened her eyes, Song Ci always looked at her awake, her serious eyes were very beautiful.
All the drowsiness dissipated, Ruan Jiangxi got up abruptly, before he had time to put on his shoes, he ran to the bathroom of the master bedroom barefoot.
The bathroom door was suddenly pushed open, Song Ci hurriedly pressed the flush switch, and a pill fell on the ground, he walked over calmly, stepped on the pill on the ground, and pulled Ruan Jiangxi over , touched her face: "What's wrong?"
Ruan Jiangxi stared straight at Song Ci, as if he was afraid that he would disappear in the blink of an eye.
"Why don't you wear shoes?" Song Ci frowned, hugged her horizontally, and kicked the pill away from her feet very naturally.
Ruan Jiangxi put his arms around Song Ci's neck obediently, because he just woke up, and his voice was soft and sticky: "I didn't see you when I woke up, so I was a little flustered."
Song Ci pondered for a moment, then bowed his head and kissed her.
Ruan Jiangxi pushed him away: "I didn't brush my teeth."
Song Ci grabbed her hand: "I don't just want to kiss you."
After speaking, Song Ci carried her back to the bed.
Song Ci didn't leave Ruan Jiangxi for a few days. Later, Ruan Jiangxi discovered that Song Ci was not just addicted to intimacy, but rather paranoid.
Extremely addictive, let it go crazy.
He was tireless, like an insecure child, never satisfied.
At night, her voice is hoarse.
"Song Ci, what's wrong with you?"
Song Ci said dully, "I want you to conceive my baby sooner."
Ruan Jiangxi was puzzled: "Why are you in such a hurry to have a baby?"
Song Ci's explanation is: "Father is more expensive than son, I will use children to tie you up." There is no joking element, he is very serious.
He is too insecure, worrying about gains and losses, thinking that what he grasps is the whole, maybe he is also afraid, like Ruan Jiangxi, because of deep love, so greedy and timid.
Ruan Jiangxi brushed his thin face, stood on tiptoe, and whispered something in Song Ci's ear.
Song Ci looked suddenly enlightened, and then said: "Then let's do it a few more times that day."
Ruan Jiangxi smiled and said yes, since he wants a baby, she will give it to him, Song Ci who loves so much, there is nothing that cannot obey him.
Song Ci's insecure and obsessed with love affairs did not improve. After all, Ruan Jiangxi was worried and invited Dr. Holland to come to see him at home.
After Song Ci fell asleep, Ruan Jiangxi went to see Dr. Holland in the study, and saw that his brows were frowning badly.
Ruan Jiangxi panicked, extremely nervous: "Is Song Ci's condition not good?"
Holland didn't speak directly, flipped through the inspection report in his hand, and asked Ruan Jiangxi, "How long has Song Ci been like this?"
Ruan Jiangxi didn't know how to answer.
Dr. Holland propped up his glasses, and said in fluent Chinese: "I mean," seeing Ruan Jiangxi bowing his head shyly, Holland tried his best to explain in English, "He has been pestering you like this, how long?"
Ruan Jiangxi was a little embarrassed, but he knew everything: "It's been almost ten days, and he said he wants a baby."
Holland asserted: "He doesn't want the baby, he wants you."
Ruan Jiangxi couldn't understand, and his brows became tighter and tighter.
"It's the initial symptom of paranoid mental disorder." Holland paused and explained, "That's what you often call paranoid."
Ruan Jiangxi's face turned pale all of a sudden, and the hands on the back of the chair were trembling: "How could this be?"
Holland thought for a while, and put down the inspection report: "It may be related to the memory disorder last time." He thought for a while, and said a very unscientific and unmedical sentence, "Song Ci is more afraid of not remembering you than you."
If one side is too strong, it will weaken the other. Obviously, in Song Ci's mind, Ruan Jiangxi is the master. His symptoms can already be said to be "terminally ill".
Ruan Jiangxi was exceptionally calm, even though his whole body was shaking, he was still calm and calm: "What should I do?"
"Don't worry too much. It's just a mild initial symptom, and there are no other mental behaviors. It should be short-lived. I will come to him regularly for psychotherapy. As long as this initial symptom is well controlled, it will basically recover soon. "This symptom is nothing compared to Song Ci's deep dissociation disorder, but the patient told him not to disclose it to the patient's family members. Seeing Ruan Jiangxi's appearance, he really can't tell her, maybe she will collapse. Holland has a headache, neither the patient nor the patient's family can handle it easily.
Although she heard what Holland said, Ruan Jiangxi was still very trembling. She never dared to be careless about Song Ci: "What about me? What am I going to do?"
After Holland thought deeply, "Don't follow him too much, but don't let him feel that you don't love him enough." Song Ci's medical problem is indeed a headache and unpredictable, Holland looked at Ruan Jiangxi deeply, "I know, it's a little difficult." He felt that Song Ci's illness was completely beyond the scope of medicine, and it didn't follow the theory at all, changing with Ruan Jiangxi.
She nodded and said, "Thank you."
Before Dr. Holland left, he still couldn't bear to say something meaningful: "I think Jing's summary is very correct. Don't use medical principles to talk about Song Ci's illness. His illness has long been out of the medical category. It's his disease."
Because of Dr. Holland's doctor's order, Ruan Jiangxi has been very patient with Song Ci these days, but he can't help but indulge him, always remember Holland's words, don't follow him too much, but don't let him feel that you don't love him enough...
This degree is a bit difficult to control.
When Song Ci was courting, Ruan Jiangxi only had to shake his head, and Song Ci would ask, "Don't you want my baby?"
"Do you not care about me anymore?"
"You don't want me anymore?"
"Do you not love me anymore?"
(End of this chapter)
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