Heart is like a mirror, love is like a city

Chapter 1115 The reason for not having children
Lin Jing asked suspiciously, "Then am I your toy?"

Feng Mocheng said: "How could it be a toy? Guess again."

Lin Jing shook his head: "I can't guess, I just know that I didn't like myself at that time. Besides, you looked down on me at that time, right?"

"Lin Jing, do you still remember? Before you changed, the relationship between the two of us was very good. Every day you obediently waited for me to come home, like a good baby." His voice was somewhat nostalgic.

Lin Jing blushed a little.

That was when she was most selfless, and she hated herself at that time.

Feng Mocheng said with a smile: "Maybe you hate your time the most, but for me, I like your time the most. Because you need me most at that time, you can't do without me. But you think I only put You are a toy. Then have you ever thought that there are so many toys in the world, why I chose you as my toy?"

Lin Jing seemed to understand, she asked, "Is it because of Lin Xiaoxiao?"

As soon as the word Lin Xiaoxiao was mentioned, Feng Mocheng's eyes turned cold, "Don't mention Lin Xiaoxiao anymore, what does the matter between the two of us have to do with her?"

"But it wasn't because Lin Xiaoxiao left that you..."

Suddenly, Feng Mocheng reached out and blocked her mouth, "Don't mention these three words again, I don't like to hear them, listen to me and finish."

Lin Jing said, "Okay, tell me."

Feng Mocheng continued: "I remember that you really wanted to have my child, but I didn't agree. You thought I didn't want to have a child with you, right?"

Lin Jing's heart ached, she thought of her dead unborn child.

She nodded, "Yes, I was stupid at that time and wanted to have a baby with you, but luckily I didn't."

Lin Jing's words made him feel very uncomfortable: "Then can you think about it from a different angle? It wasn't that I didn't want to have a baby with you, but there was another reason."

"What's the reason? I think it's normal that you don't want to have children with me. I'm just your mistress at most. A mistress is not qualified to give birth to you."

"You silly girl." He pinched her nose, his voice was a bit reprimanded, but it was more pampering, "You were only in your early 20s at that time, which was the most beautiful time of youth, if you just get pregnant and have children like this Isn't there no way to enjoy your best time?"

Lin Jing was silent for a long time after listening, and finally asked: "So, you want me to live happily alone in the best time of my youth? That's why you don't want me to have children. ?"

Feng Mocheng said: "But you think that I don't want you to have my child."

"..."

Lin Jing lowered his head and said, "I don't know. I was just stupid at that time. At that time, I was very naive. I put all my heart and soul on men, on so-called love, and lost myself."

"Love?" Feng Mocheng suddenly smiled when he heard these two words, "So, do you admit that you love me?"

"I..." Lin Jing gritted his teeth and said, "That was before."

"What about now?" he asked, his voice a little anxious.

Lin Jing said, "Now...now I don't know, so don't ask me."

He noticed that she was shy, and didn't make it difficult for her: "Okay, I don't ask you."

Although she had told him so much, Lin Jing hadn't pushed him away until now, as if acquiescing to him hugging her like this.

(End of this chapter)