long love becomes ill

Chapter 343 Miscarriage Back then, Nine Deaths, No More Children in This Life

Li Shenmu curled his lips into a sneer, lowered his handsome face, and whispered close at hand: "I let you go five years ago, you came back to provoke me, Xiao Qinghuan."

Over the years, he has never touched his feelings, and he doesn't even plan to get married and have children, because he knows his possessiveness and perverted desire to control, and his mental cleanliness is incurable, which leads to the requirement of absolute cleanliness in his relationship, and he cannot tolerate a single thing. sand.

"Grandpa has always wanted a great-grandson. We should work harder." Li Shenmu looked at his flat stomach pointedly. He didn't take any measures the last two times. There is a little Qinghuan, and a little Li Shenmu.

Since she was unwilling to open her heart, he didn't mind breaking her hard shell.

Qing Huan's body trembled slightly, no one's feelings were like his, calmly and calmly controlled, even if he liked someone, he was cold, without a trace of warmth.

She closed her eyes, and thought of years ago when Jerusalem was full of war, she was living in a local tavern, and a Puritan whom she had met once prayed before leaving, saying, "May God bless you and drive away the demons in your heart as soon as possible."

She eats, sleeps and works like a normal person every day, but she still cannot change. Her heart is a barren scorched earth, where no grass grows, and there is no light in the darkness.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong. I shouldn't have returned to Nanyang." She muttered to herself, with a trace of uncontrollable pain in her eyes. The real Gu Qinghuan was destroyed as early as that year. In order to survive, she worked hard He reshaped his inner universe, with irreparable wounds.

Even if he finally did what she wanted, regretted the past, and even wanted to be with her again, there was no joy in her heart, only sadness.

She thought that she would be able to save herself if she came back, returned to him, and healed all her unwillingness, but now she realized that everything that happened in the past five years and the lost child could not be changed, and she could not even change it. From an innocent, passionate and free girl, to the dull and joyless, closed and self-suffering indifferent woman she is today.

There were fireworks in the sky in the distance, cheers and surprises filled the sky. Qing Huan looked up and saw that the gorgeous fireworks were fleeting. She remembered the news on Weibo. This year, a family of British fireworks came to Nanyang. In the beautiful fireworks.

This is because these flashy times have nothing to do with her, and she cannot integrate into these lively lives.

She is sick and has serious mental illness.

"You don't have to worry about me getting too close to others. The doctor said that I suffer from deep depression and have been deprived of all happiness perception, let alone falling in love with someone. As for the child, when he had a miscarriage, he was close to death. It is impossible to have children anymore." She raised her eyes, looked at the man she loved deeply when she was young, and said calmly.

She's a natural actress, pretending she's still a normal normal person.

Li Shenmu's brows were suddenly deep, and he grabbed her arm vigorously, so hard that he even felt pain.

This is her revenge, the deepest revenge.After five years, Gu Qinghuan's revenge came so peacefully and fatally.

All the way dead silent.

When we returned to Li's mansion, it was meal time, and the old housekeeper kept looking out the door helplessly, seeing the eldest young master and Miss Qing Huan coming back one after the other, and greeted him with a smile.

The man's face was as cold as marble, without waves, but Miss Qing Huan smiled calmly.

The old housekeeper had an indescribably weird feeling.

That night, Li Shenmu flew to the imperial capital, and when everyone in Li's mansion was too busy, he let go of him.

(End of this chapter)