Gu Zhiqingyan

Chapter 454 You hate me, right?

Standing there, Gu Yezhi's muscles were tense. He looked at Bai Qingyan quietly, his eyes burning.

Bai Qingyan clasped the door panel with her hands, lowered her head, staring at her black leather boots.

Even though she lowered her head, she could still feel Gu Yezhi's scorching gaze. She seemed to feel a heavy shackle on her shoulders, and her body was overwhelmed, and she leaned against the door panel.

"Yanyan..." Gu Yezhi was silent for a long time, then walked towards her.

Bai Qingyan took another step back.

Gu Yezhi stretched out his hand to hold her shoulder.

Bai Qingyan suddenly raised her eyes to look at him: "Yezhi..."

She reached out to push Gu Yezhi's hand.

But Gu Yezhi hugged her into his arms, pressed his chin on the top of her fragrant hair, and said softly: "Yanyan, I won't leave, I'm worried about you, I don't worry about you being alone. I will always follow You, until you return to the set, accompanied by Feifei."

"Let Feifei come with me, she's good at skills, I'll be fine." Bai Qingyan said immediately.

Gu Ye was startled, with pain in his eyes.

He stretched out his hand to pinch Bai Qingyan's chin, and in the not so bright light, he looked straight into her eyes: "Yanyan, you hate me, don't you?"

"No." Bai Qingyan shook her head without thinking.

Although it sounds too heartless to say so, Bai Qingyan really doesn't hate Gu Yezhi.

She knew he didn't mean it.

He knew how much she respected Bai Jian, and it was absolutely impossible for him to hurt Bai Jian.

If Gu Yezhi is the murderer, then she is the accomplice, because she went to the supermarket to look for Bai Jian, and Gu Yezhi went there, so she should hate herself even more.

But in her heart, Bai Qingyan hated Gu Hang.

If it wasn't for the messy text messages he sent, Bai Qingyan wouldn't have run to the supermarket because she was afraid of Bai Jian's accident, and Gu Yezhi wouldn't have gone either. The source of everything was Gu Hang.

But... they are all murderers, they are all murderers who killed Bai Jian.

Bai Qingyan couldn't forgive herself, and couldn't let herself live a happy life with peace of mind.

But she didn't know what to do with herself.

Gu Yezhi's fingers pinching her chin slightly tightened a little bit, he lowered his head, and his hot breath touched her cheek, blending with her breath.

"Yanyan, don't hate me." He said softly.

Bai Qingyan's heart seemed to be hit by something heavy, and she felt a sharp pain. She looked into Gu Yezhi's eyes in a daze.

"Yezhi, do you think... we can go back to the past?"

Gu Yezhi's hand holding her chin tightened suddenly.

"Uh..." Bai Qingyan groaned in pain, and subconsciously reached out to grab the hem of his coat.

Gu Yezhi immediately let go of his hand and kissed her chin with his lips. He tried to make his voice calm: "It's ok, Yanyan, we will still be as good as before, so you agreed to let nature take its course and give me a life." Child, you want to give me a daughter, a girl who is as lovely as you, we will never change, we will always be so good."

Bai Qingyan's hard-earned psychological defense collapsed in an instant, her eye circles were red, she suddenly put her arms around Gu Yezhi's strong waist, and buried her small face in his arms.

"Yezhi..." She called his name hoarsely.

Why did she want to be like this, she didn't want to be like this at all.

"Yanyan," Gu Yezhi hugged her tightly and kissed the top of her hair, "I know you are sad, you beat me, you scold me, you punish me, you can do anything, but don't stay away from me..."

"Yezhi..." Bai Qingyan's tears fell down, she hugged Gu Yezhi's waist with more force, her fingers clasped together.

Gu Yezhi didn't say anything, just hugged her tightly.

He didn't want to put pressure on her.

After a long time, Bai Qingyan let go of him slowly, and finally took a step back: "Okay, you will accompany me to help my uncle finish his funeral."

In the dim light, Gu Yezhi looked at her upturned little face covered with crystal tears, and he wiped them away with pity.

"Well, I'll accompany you." He nodded.

"I'm tired." Bai Qingyan said wearily.

Since waking up at noon yesterday until now, she has been in a state of sadness and entanglement, and has not slept all night. Even if she was knocked out by Gu Hang just now, her nerves are tense.

She is physically and mentally exhausted.

"Okay, I'll rest with you." Gu Yezhi directly picked her up and kicked the door shut.

Bai Qingyan lay in Gu Yezhi's arms, and she was quiet around. She sniffed the familiar breath, listened to the familiar heartbeat, slowly closed her eyes, and fell into a deep sleep.

Gu Yezhi hugged her tightly and looked at her through the darkness with affectionate eyes.

After a long time, he leaned over and pressed a light kiss on Bai Qingyan's bright red lips: "Good night, wife."

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The next day.

With Gu Yezhi intervening, Blood Eagle soon followed. He asked the master to read Feng Shui, and three days later, he moved Bai Jian's tomb to the cemetery, and it was next to the cemetery of Bai Qingyan's mother Bai'e.

Bai Qingyan knelt in front of the tomb, looking at Bai Jian's kind face on the tombstone, her eyes were slightly red.

Gu Yezhi stood behind her, but his eyes fell on the photo on Bai'e's tombstone.

Her hair is black, her skin is more snowy, her eyes are clear and bright, her nose is straight, her lips are bright red... That face is exactly the same as Bai Qingyan.

Bai Qingyan knelt in front of Bai Jian's tomb for a long time, and then knelt in front of Bai'e's tomb.

Her eyes were as red as rabbit eyes.

She also looked at the photo on the tombstone, quietly, without speaking.

Her mother died in childbirth, Bai Qingyan didn't know her very well, but she still respected and loved her in her heart.

She thought that if the mother was still there, although it was hard for them to depend on each other, they must be very happy.

That way, she would not meet Gu Hang, let alone have any relationship with Gu Yezhi.

However... Yu Bai Qingyan said that meeting Gu Yezhi was the happiest thing in her two lives.

After kneeling for a long time, Bai Qingyan put her palms on the cold ground and wanted to get up.

Gu Yezhi quickly supported her.

Her legs were numb and still aching, she leaned against Gu Yezhi's arms, motionless, but her eyes were facing Bai Jian's tombstone.

【Uncle, will you blame me?I'm sorry, I can't stand Yezhi looking at me with sad eyes, I can't leave him, I'm sorry...]

Bai Qingyan said silently in her heart.

Gu Yezhi just hugged her quietly without speaking.

After a long time, Bai Qingyan's legs regained consciousness, she looked away, looked at Gu Yezhi, and said softly: "Let's go."

"Well, let's go home." Gu Yezhi hugged her horizontally, "Does your leg hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." Bai Qingyan leaned her small head on his shoulder and closed her eyes wearily.

Gu Yezhi didn't say anything more, his arms holding her were slightly tightened, and he left the cemetery with big strides.

Gu Yezhi carried Bai Qingyan to the car, and he reached out to rub Bai Qingyan's knee with gentle movements.

(End of this chapter)