perfect hidden marriage

Chapter 229 I Was Wrong

"He replied to me: 'The road of marriage, when you have not come to the end of your life, no one can guarantee that the woman you fell in love with when you decided to marry must be the one you can go to the end of your life with. That. Whether life is long or short, accidents are too prone to happen.'

"He begged me and said: 'Mom, I can't think about things that haven't happened in the future. Whether it's wrong or right, I think it's my responsibility, and I can't escape it.'

"At that time, his tone was very firm, which meant he was determined to take responsibility for this matter.

"But I firmly believe that his attitude is all due to responsibility and has nothing to do with love.

"And I don't think that's his responsibility.

"Moreover, it is unwise to use responsibility to prop up this marriage that has been deformed from the beginning.

"This is from my experience.

"There are many relationships in the world, and they all end up on the road of parting ways. I don't want him to get hurt all over his head on this road.

"Therefore, I strongly disagree.

"It was also when I was chatting with him openly that I received a call from Xiao Zhidong.

"He told me: 'Jin Yuan, Gu Lijun is pregnant. The child is mine, so she must never be with Jing Heng again. We must stop it.'

"I listened, stayed for a long time, and then asked him with a sneer: 'Your son is now convincing me to let him take Gu Lijun to England to get married as compensation for the damage she suffered. Do you think, with your son's personality, Can I convince him?"

"After thinking for a long time, he said: 'Look at Jing Heng! It's best to lock him up and ask the third brother-in-law for help. I'll break his mind.'

"On this day, I tried to bring Jing Heng down, and then, after finding a relationship, I locked him in the special confinement room of his third uncle.

"I locked him up for three days, let him out for a day, and gave him intravenous injections to make it impossible for him to walk. Locked him up for another three days, and let him out for another day. In this way, I trapped him for ten days.

"That time, I was really determined.

"But the way Xiao Zhidong thought of was to force Gu Lijun to marry him.

"On the third day after they registered, I went to his third uncle to release him, and told him that Gu Lijun had married his father.

"He didn't believe it, so he ran away in anger to find his father.

"That day, Hengyuan flew to the headquarters in Hong Kong, and after getting off the plane, he rushed to Xiao's Building to ask about Gu Lijun's whereabouts.

"His father persuaded him to give up that idea and told him that Gu Lijun was now his legal wife.

"That day, Heng Yuan was so angry that he ran out, snatched the police officer's gun, and shot three times at the ceiling above his father's head when he went back to the living room.

"Because of those three shots, things got a little big.

"Fortunately, everything that happened later was calmed down by Xiao Zhidong's PR department.

"After that, Hengyuan frantically looked for Gu Lijun for a while, but he couldn't find her.

"At that time, Gu Lijun was indeed taken care of by Xiao Zhidong. Because he was afraid that his son would mess around, and eventually the matter would get out of hand.

"He said that in this matter, he can only do this. Even if Hengyuan hates him forever, he will be so tough to the end.

"I also agree with him.

"On this point, I agree with him surprisingly.

"Maybe you will look down on me, but I have no choice, I can't watch me being a good son and being ruined by such a woman.

"So I went crazy trying to stop it.

"During those days, Hengyuan was in great pain.

"What pained him the most was that he found more than a dozen diaries in Gu Lijun's old house.

"He read all the contents inside: it was full of the whole process of her and Xiao Zhidong's recognition, and he knew that they were once the relationship between the funded person and the sponsor, but Gu Lijun did not explain this relationship from the beginning to the end. At the same time, he knew more clearly the purpose of her approaching him in the end.

"Because of this, he was extremely uncomfortable and hated.

"He was sad: he became a tool in her hands for no reason, and turned father and son against each other. The most beloved elder brother was also implicated by this incident. He was in the prime of life, but his life was taken away by death. That family , It doesn't feel like home at all, but now it becomes more and more gloomy, and the family is no longer a family.

"After that year, he exiled himself for a while...doing nothing, just driving and wandering.

"During this period, I was worried about him, and went to see him a few times on purpose.

"He lost a lot of weight. The mental state has not been particularly good.

"There was a time when he went back to Jiashi.

"There are too many memories of him over there. The memories of him and Zhicheng, the memories of him and Jing Xun... Most of his childhood and youth were spent there...

"Wandering in such a place, touching the scenery will definitely hurt his feelings. I am afraid that he will become more and more upset. I have advised him several times to go back to BJ or go to England instead of staying in China.

"He won't.

"Once, I went to see him and had dinner and some wine.

"After drinking, he said to me through drunkenness: Mom, I was wrong, I shouldn't force myself, I would rather be short than overuse. Why am I so stupid, why do I have to use such a method to force myself put it down...

"What does that mean, I really don't know.

"I only know that later, after he borrowed money from me and built that small villa in Shan County, he gradually thought about it, and began to put all his thoughts on work again. But he never fell in love again.

"No matter how we introduce our partners to him, he only looks at them and doesn't care.

"And you, Su Jin, are the only one who got his marriage certificate on the same day after his blind date.

"If it wasn't for something special about you that attracted him, he would never have made such an impulsive promise for the rest of his life."

Jin Yuan's long narration is full of strong emotions.

When it was mentioned that Xiao Zhicheng was in danger for Gu Lijun despite his life, his tone was mocking.

When it comes to Xiao Jingxun's death, she is sad.

Retelling that when Jin Hengyuan wanted to marry Gu Lijun out of responsibility, his eyes were angry and painful.

When she thought of her son's self-exile because he knew the truth, she felt distressed...

Jin Yuan is definitely a woman with extremely rich and delicate feelings, so in her son's marriage, she played the role of a bad mother who ruined her son's idea of ​​getting married.

But that doesn't mean she's bad.

Poor parents all over the world, that can only show that she loves her son too much, and in order to preserve his son's happiness for the rest of his life, she will do whatever she can to do it out of helplessness.

As for Su Jin, after hearing the last sentence, she didn't know what to say, and her mood was extremely complicated.

I don't understand, what is it about me that attracts him?

She asked him this question before, but his answer was more like a joke.

At that time, how did he answer?
Well, he said:

"I fell in love with you who can draw; I fell in love with you who can dance; I fell in love with your strength, your willpower not to yield to fate, and your heart willing to be ordinary..."

Later, he added:
"I still need it, the predestined fate...Xiao Su, you and I are lost and found again..."

The word "lost and found" is so weird, she thought it was strange at the time, and now she feels it even more.

Could it be because her Shen Yun is somewhat similar to Gu Lijun?

So, he had the illusion of "lost and found"?

This assumption is absolutely disgusting.

And it doesn't match Jin Yuan's judgment just now.

Obviously not right.

The most important thing is that Jin Hengyuan once said to his mother:

"Mom, I was wrong. I shouldn't have forced myself. I'd rather be in need than abuse it. Why am I so stupid? Why do I have to use such a method to force myself to let go..."

These words must have a deep meaning.

Could it be that before he fell in love with Gu Lijun, he liked other people?
Because that person didn't like him, he tried to have a relationship with Gu Lijun in order to let go, so Gu Lijun was not particularly important, so he never had the idea of ​​bringing it home?Didn't sleep with her either?

But later, after so many things happened, he recognized his own heart, so he didn't fall in love again?

But why did he fall in love with her, Su Jin?
In this way, the problem is back to the original point.

It's impossible, she was the one he liked in the first place!

So, I said, it is lost and found.

After sorting things out in this way, the cause and effect seemed to become very smooth and clear.

However, she shook her head and denied the incredible assumption in her heart.

In short, she couldn't figure it out, sighed secretly, and didn't think about this issue anymore, but tried the matter Jin Yuan said, the wrong and right issues of several important characters in the incident.

Undoubtedly, in the relationship with Gu Lijun, Jin Hengyuan was regarded as the most innocent one, and somehow he was used as a shield, and the relationship of more than three years was in vain, but it ended in such a result.It is distressing.

Gu Lijun shouldn't provoke Jin Hengyuan.

But her starting point was to protect herself.

What's more, in the end, she was hopelessly stuck in it.

Her feelings for Jin Hengyuan are not adulterated.

It was precisely because of her deep love that she suffered so much in the later accidents.

So is Xiao Zhidong wrong?
At the beginning, he shouldn't have funded Gu Lijun and let the siblings fend for themselves, then nothing would happen, right?
But he just sponsored her, and then, he faintly fell in love with Gu Lijun who grew up to be a Tingting Yuli girl.

During the process of raising him, did Xiao Zhidong have any obscene behavior?

No.

He is still relatively sensible, and did not get involved with her during his growth.

And silent liking is the power that anyone can keep.

Just like movie fans like a certain celebrity, fans like a certain football star.Just like men love to see beautiful women, girls love to see beautiful men.Similar in nature.

After knowing that Gu Lijun was in love with his son, he raised his sword of wisdom to cut off that delusion, and also readily agreed to their marriage.

(End of this chapter)