perfect hidden marriage

Chapter 269 He shared her panic and shyness

And their lives have experienced one accident after another, and it is sad and deplorable that they have developed step by step to the current situation...

Once, she also came here with Mu Bai to see it.

This place has a good location and a good view. It is a high-end villa area...

Of course, it was still a rough house at that time, and the entire villa area was still under construction... However, as long as you look at the design composition of the real estate, you can imagine that this place in the future will definitely be an exquisite place.

Mu Bai also said: "At that time, you will design our home yourself. From the kitchen to the living room to the study room to the bedroom, everything must be done by you... That's what we call a home. What's more, we have to buy a home. An extra-big bed. A big bed where we can roll any way we want..."

When she was young, she slept very poorly. She often slept on one side at night and on the other side at dawn, or rolled directly on the ground.For this reason, the family specially ordered a big bed for her.

At that time, they also argued about what kind of bed would be enough for them.

During the discussion, Mu Bai smiled happily.

and after……

Later, for all the designs there, the adoptive father hired another creative company.

Zhou Wen once made things difficult for her and wanted her to design a new house for the villa, but Mu Bai raised her hands and strongly opposed it.

Later, she also left the Su family.

Life is out of shape.

Sudden changes in life are so unpredictable.

Many years later, when she walked into this villa again, it was the hostess here who led the door in person.

The villa is beautiful.

The flowers and trees are verdant, and the birds are singing.

However, all of this has nothing to do with her.

That was neither her design nor her world.

She has been out of his life for many years.

Now, she also has a home of her own.

It seemed that she shouldn't have come.

Come to care about her ex-boyfriend, who would approve of her actions if she said this.

A married woman should take care of her own small family, and should not interfere with other people's lives.

However, when she heard that Mu Bai might have to work in a wheelchair for the rest of her life after a car accident, her heart was inexplicably stung...

She couldn't believe it, what she just heard with her own ears could be true.

But if it wasn't true, how could Qin Xue come to her in person?
If this is fabricated, there is no way to explain why the grandparents did not come to see her for the last time after the adoptive mother passed away.

These two old people have lived with their adoptive mother for more than ten years, and they love their adoptive mother so much, life and death are the most important thing, if there is not something bigger happening at home that makes them unable to leave, how could they not come to see her off? .

Grandpa and grandma said that at that time, something happened at home...

It turned out to be such a thing.

On the day her adoptive mother passed away, Mu Bai, who was chased away by her, had a car accident...

At that moment, the great pain hit her heart overwhelmingly, overturning the boat of her reason.

Without thinking, she followed, and walked into the tightly closed room.

Pushing open the door, it was dark inside, and there was a foul smell.

The thick curtains were drawn and closed, and there was a burst of brisk laughter resounding in the room.

She hesitated for a moment...

"Happy birthday to Brother Mubai..."

That was Xiao Musheng's cheerful blessing.

"Happy birthday to Brother Mubai..."

These are soft words from her.

"Happy birthday to Brother Mubai..."

This is Han Tong talking.

"Su Mubai, happy birthday...Sorry, I don't have money to buy a gift, just a greeting card. This is called politeness and friendship..."

Yang Jiahui was giggling, her voice the most brisk.

"Mu Bai, happy birthday..."

This is Jin Ziqian's magnetic bass.

"thanks……"

Su Mubai was laughing heartily, his voice was so young and sweet.

Yes, at that time, there was always an intoxicating power in his voice.

Every time she heard him speak, she was fascinated by it.

"Come, come, make a wish, make a wish..."

The adoptive mother is urging with a chuckle.

"Ha, don't rush, don't rush, let them play..."

The adoptive father was laughing lowly, his loving voice full of tolerance.

"Brother Mubai, what wish did you make?"

Mu Sheng asked strangely there.

"Silly boy, you can't make a wish!"

The adoptive mother said there.

Su Jin vaguely remembered that her adoptive mother poked her younger brother's forehead with a smile.

"Why?"

"Because it won't work if you say it..."

This is little she is answering.

"Tch, that's all superstition."

Yang Jiahui yelled disapprovingly.

"Well, it's not a big wish. That's right, I hope that our family, old and young, can be happy, happily together forever, and never separate..."

Mu Bai smiled warmly, and expressed his wish.

"Ha, Mu Bai has a heart, Mu Bai has a heart!"

The adoptive father smiled brightly, looking very relieved.

Su Jin's nose became sore all of a sudden.

The laughter seemed to be in her ears, but those golden years have already passed away in the hands of the old man for a long, long time... If she hadn't heard this conversation for so long, she would not be able to remember how this scene was. cheerful.

On Su Mubai's 17th birthday, she was only 13 years old. At that time, she was a little girl who just had her period...

I remember when I had menarche, my adoptive mother was not there, and I went to worship Buddha with my grandma.When she came back from school, because she had a physical education class in the afternoon, she accidentally fell while turning the parallel bars.After that, she always felt body pain and stomach discomfort.After returning home, I just want to take a shower and sleep, maybe nothing will happen after I sleep...

As a result, as soon as she went to the toilet, she was completely dumbfounded, and her underwear was covered with blood.

Seeing this, she couldn't help but screamed.

The screams rang out, and they immediately called Su Mubai who lived across the door and was doing homework.

"I'm going to die, I'm going to die...I'm drawing blood...it's full of blood, what should I do, brother, what should I do?"

"Ajin, are you...menstruating?"

"What is menstruation?"

she asked in a low voice.

He smiled badly, and went to get a physiology book for her to read.

"It must be. We learned in physiology class that it's normal for a thirteen or fourteen-year-old girl to have menarche... Wait, I'll go to Mom to get you a tampon. Just put it on..."

When he visited her during her first menstrual period, he shared her panic and shyness, and personally studied with her how to use sanitary napkins...

Crack, the lights are turned on.

Walking into the room, Su Jin saw a person lying on the bed, and the computer was placed beside the bed... The pictures taken in the past were displayed back and forth on the screen...

He seemed to be asleep...but clearly awake...

"Turn off the lights!"

He ordered in a hoarse voice.

On the bed, with his eyes closed, his green mustache looked a bit sloppy, his hair was no longer energetic, it was long and oily, and his face looked strangely thin.

Yes, this is no longer the Su Mubai she saw in the inpatient department that day, he is completely different now.

In just one month, that dazzling man disappeared, who is she seeing now?
It was clearly him, but it was no longer him.

Tears, patter fell down.

The first thought was: she had ruined him.

If she hadn't driven him away that day; if she had allowed him to stay that day; if her attitude hadn't been so decisive that day, how could he have had a car accident?

"go out!"

He ordered again coldly.

The lights dimmed, the door closed with a sound, and Su Jin was shut inside.

There are lights flickering in the darkness, and laughter echoing.

The once so happy time, now, has long been buried.

Some of those memories are blurred, while others are clear and engraved.

With Su Jin, she never dared to recall during the day, and only in the dead of night, would she cover herself under the blanket and think about it in her dreams in the dark night.Then, let the tears drenched his face.At dawn, you still have to face all the trivialities in life with a smile on your face, and walk your own life path with a calm mind.

In the past, countless times, she always thought about such a thing in her heart, why did he abandon their agreement and abandon her like a joke.

The unanswered breakup tortured her day and night, endlessly.

In the winter of that year, she stood on the bridge and jumped resolutely, wanting to die for her love like a madman.

Because, life without him is like the earth without the sun. In the darkness, she can't find a way out, and she just wants to be relieved in pain.

When the cold river water stings her skin; when Mu Sheng hugs her tightly desperately; when she looks up and sees the bright blue sky above the river; on the high bridge, the car is still busy; Coming and going, who would feel sad for her passing?

At that moment, she realized that she was small.

It should be said that everyone is small.

A person's life and death have nothing to do with others. He lives in obscurity and dies in silence. The world will not change color for you.

But no matter how small a person is, he is unique to himself. Self-respect and self-love are a correct attitude towards life.

The world is a big stage, falling in love is just a small thing, a trivial drama of life.

Yes, that's what she told herself all these years, so it's bearish.

On the surface, it seems to be letting go, but there is always such a thorn in my heart, which is difficult to pull out, and the pain is unforgettable.

Jin Hengyuan's appearance, like a meter of sunshine, gave her warmth and a thought to rely on, but deep down in her heart, such a deadlock was still not untied after all.

In her eyes, Su Mubai has always been a dragon and a phoenix among people.

He is as gentle as jade, he is personable, he has extraordinary ability, he has always been the representative of perfection...

In the past, she had great admiration for him, and would be overjoyed to be liked by him...

In her eyes, he is superior.

(End of this chapter)