perfect hidden marriage

Chapter 273 The second is constant calculation
The feeling of concern makes people's nose sore.

"Need not!"

Su Jin stopped immediately:

"It's too troublesome to send it back and forth..."

"What's the matter? Why are you married to me?"

There he laughs:
"Will I be happy?"

"I still have something to do. I'm...outside...don't run around."

"Oh, like this, when will you come back? Wait a minute and I want to tell you about Han Tong's case. We have made a new discovery. I ran outside all day because of this, but it was not in vain. .”

Hearing what he said, my heart became inexplicably tangled.

He helped her cousin run the case outside, working hard without complaint; what about her, what is she doing?
She was in another city, seeing her ex-boyfriend.

A certain sense of guilt and the anger that had just secretly arisen clashed.

My heart became even more chaotic.

She bit her lip, took a deep breath, and said softly in her mouth:

"Really? What new discovery?"

She is still very, very concerned about Han Tong's affairs.

"We'll talk about it later when we meet, and I can't explain clearly on the phone for a while. Besides, I'm still a little drunk and dizzy. No, Changning sent me down. I'll wait until I sleep for a while Tell me in detail!"

He smiled and said lazily:
"Before I asked Yishen for help. At noon, the three of us met and drank some wine... Well, it seems that we drank a little too much..."

Su Jin certainly remembered that man, he had a very beautiful wife.

"Hengyuan, dinner... I might not be able to make it back for dinner..."

She looked out the window and said softly.

"Is that so, you want to eat outside?"

"Ok!"

She vaguely agreed.

"Oh, if I knew you weren't free, I wouldn't be in such a hurry to come back."

Jin Hengyuan sighed lightly there.

Su Jin didn't answer, feeling panicked.

"Okay, then you are busy, remember to go home early... well, if you get lost, call me, and I will bring you back..."

He said jokingly.

She didn't hear the deep meaning in the words, she just responded casually:
"understood."

Just hung up on the phone.

Indoors, tranquility was restored.

Su Jin stood there for a long time, the ups and downs of his heart were like surging waves hitting the shore layer by layer.

What kind of emotion is that?

She couldn't tell, she didn't know the way.

She just felt that there was an invisible net full of scales that engulfed her, and it kept tightening and tightening, until it was so tight that she couldn't breathe, and she couldn't cry out for help.

This is actually how Jin Hengyuan feels to her now.

It turned out that this man could not only warm her heart, but also deeply and repeatedly hurt her heart.

Let's imagine how deep this man's heart must be to quietly hide from her about Su Mubai for so long.

Okay, frankly?
She couldn't help pinching the center of her eyebrows, her heart was extremely heavy.

Why is this happening?

Why would he do this?
Hastily married, almost two months.

As the first two months of acquaintance, along the way, what is the biggest impression he gave her?
The first is a warm smile.

The second is constant calculation.

That's right, he has been using that warm smile to plot and control her step by step.

Time and time again, he said that husband and wife should be honest, but time and time again, he is the most dishonest one.

A man who says one thing and does another will make him feel chilling.

Doesn't he understand?

It wasn't that she wanted to settle accounts with him, it was that he really gave her such an uneasy feeling: just when she thought they were honest with each other, something would suddenly break out to expose his deliberate concealment:

Concealing one's own background, concealing one's family property, concealing who one's girlfriend is, concealing the truth about the death of sincere uncle, concealing that Xiaoya is not his biological daughter, concealing that she is Luo Zuo back then, concealing that Mubai had a car accident... …

Simply counting, he has so many things to hide. Besides, in his heart, how many things are he hiding from her?

She trusted him so much, but he kept lying to him.

Especially the last thing, Mu Bai was in a car accident when his adoptive mother passed away, but he didn't say a word about it, just like a normal person every day, coaxing her with a smile on his face, taking her step by step. Wrapped into his net, day by day he was thinking about how to subdue her.

As for her, she was so stupid that she didn't know it at all, and was taken away by him in an orderly manner just like that; she was moved by him like a ghost, and used her true feelings; she was willing to be his... The woman who is still thinking about it, she should bear children for him in half a year...

Does he think that she, a silly woman, is very coquettish?

Especially when thinking of their lingering love, Mu Bai is giving up on himself here...

As long as these two pictures are compared, her heart will ache like being pierced with countless embroidery needles.

It is impossible not to blame him.

It was he who turned her into a ruthless person.

How could he be so selfish not to tell her?
Those are her relatives!
Even if she can't be a lover, the relationship between relatives will never be erased from her heart.

In an ordinary family, who would not visit a loved one if something happened?
But as for him, he made his own claim and deprived her of her visitation rights.

This selfishness made her heart ache.

"It seems that he treats you well."

Behind him, Su Mubai made a sad judgment, unable to hide the embarrassment in his words.

Su Jin put her phone into her bag and turned her head:
"Ok!"

He treated her well.

It's just that it's too authoritarian and doesn't give her the right to make decisions...

Su Mubai leaned there, looking directly at her:

"As the heir of the Jin family and the Xiao family, Jin Hengyuan is excellent and outstanding. He clearly distinguishes between public and private affairs in his work. He is very good. However, the Xiao family and our Su family have an old grievance that cannot be resolved. I'm really worried, whether they will deliberately embarrass you because of Aunt Su Yu's matter. The Xiao family is all domineering, and I have had contact with their people on business before... "

Su Mubai's evaluation of Jin Hengyuan was quite pertinent, but his tone was full of worry.

So far, his feelings for her have no resentment, only concern.Even as a natal family member, she is worried about her married life.

Such love made her feel even more ashamed.

"They...they've accepted me."

After saying this, she had no further words, because she saw the flash of pain in his eyes.

Immediately afterwards, a forced smile wiped off that sloppy face, and he tried very hard to conceal the emotions in his heart:

"Oh, yeah? That's good. So... what about you? Do you still hate them?"

He knew how much Aunt Su Yu's death had hit her.

There was a time when she had nightmares.

Every time she woke up crying from her dream, he would run to comfort her.

Every time, she would cry and scream: "The Xiao family has no humanity, the Xiao family has no humanity..."

Later, she gradually grew up, and the nightmares were less, but the sadness in her heart was still there.

Every year on Qingming Festival and Memorial Day, she would go to the grave and cry in front of her aunt.

He knew that she hated the Xiao family.

"Don't hate it anymore. Mu Bai, there are many things we don't know about here..."

Su Jin wanted to explain, but saw the sadness in Su Mubai's eyes, which emerged strongly:
"I know how to protect the Xiao family, heh..."

That "heh" contained too many meanings.

Su Jin was in a hurry: "Mu Bai, I'm not a maintenance... I'm just..."

"There is no need to explain. If the Xiaosu and Su families can turn hostility into friendship, that would be a good thing...you can go..."

Su Mubai closed her eyes and fell down on the bed:

"Leave me alone. Go back!"

At this moment, he realized painfully: He has really lost her...

Su Jin could understand.

In Su Mubai's eyes, she received a touch of complete hopelessness, and she became nervous.

This time, I came mainly to persuade him, but in the end, a few words seemed to drive him to a dead end.

In a hurry, she reached out and grabbed his hand.

She didn't notice it just now, but now, she was surprised to find that his body temperature was much lower than before - before, his body was always warm.She likes to hold his hand and walk slowly in the winter.No matter how cold it is, there will always be a warm stream of heat passing from his hands.

Now, the cool feeling made her heart feel cold.

"Why are your hands so cold?"

she exclaimed.

Su Mubai wanted to take back her hand, but she held it tightly, and she answered after a while:

"After the car accident, my body became like this. I'm afraid of the cold!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I shouldn't have pulled your quilt..."

She hurriedly grabbed the quilt, covered him, and then rubbed his hands lightly - in the past, in the winter, she was afraid of the cold, but she especially liked playing in the snow. After playing, her fingers would be frozen stiff.He would rub her to keep her warm.

"It's okay. It will be warm in a while."

Su Mubai looked at her quietly.

He also remembered that scene, on a snowy winter day, he breathed and rubbed his palms for her.

Now, it is May, and he can wear summer clothes, but he is afraid of the cold.

He let her rub it.

After a while, his hands warmed up, and he couldn't help holding her hand back.

He didn't know, if he missed this time, next time, would he have a chance to be so close to her again.

Those skinny fingers, so slender and beautiful, once tied him a tie, once fed him fruit, once hooked his neck... But, from now on, it no longer belongs to him...

Thinking about it makes me panic.

This farewell, goodbye I do not know when.

He was only 30 years old, but his heart suddenly became so old that his life would be the same as life and death... Unconsciously, there was moisture in his eyes.

In the past, she was greedy for his warmth, but now, he is greedy for her.

However, no matter how greedy he was, he couldn't get it.

Can only let go.

But she held his hand in turn and shook it gently:
(End of this chapter)