perfect hidden marriage

Chapter 363 A bit of conscience
At this moment, because of his stiffness, she sighed softly: "Hubby, you have kept a lot of things from me!"

I don't want to be noisy, and I don't want to be noisy.

One, it's out of date; two, the quarrel can't be won...

Jin Hengyuan brought the crystal-clear porridge to her, and filled a bowl himself. When he sat down, he slowly said: "No more, I've told you everything I kept from you. What I didn't tell you, It’s probably all small things that I don’t think matter.”

Listen, what a sophistry answer!
She stared silently.

"Drink the porridge, don't be hungry, I will feel bad if you are hungry. Or is my craftsmanship regressed? Are you disgusting with the breakfast I made?"

"..."

That mouth is really powerful when it is powerful, and it is also really sweet when it is sweet.

She took a sip, and it was still delicious, and her appetite was immediately whetted - she really didn't have any appetite for the past two days.

Jin Hengyuan watched her eat, smiled unconsciously, and took a few mouthfuls with his lowered eyes.

"I think I should explain about Han Tong and Nan Xing."

After thinking about it, he was afraid that there would be thorns in her heart, so he took the initiative to mention this matter again:

"In Bi's family, Bi's mother is more feudal and superstitious, and she likes to look at Feng Shui and ask fortune tellers when doing anything.

"Actually, when it comes to geomantic omen, many well-off people are very interested. It's just that Mama Bi believes in the reincarnation of ghosts and gods more than most people.

"Mother Bi is a very devout Buddhist believer. She burns incense and worships Buddha every year. There is also a Buddhist hall at home to worship Buddha. Usually, on the first and fifteenth day of the lunar new year, she will go to bathe and fast.

"This is a strong woman who is a bit authoritarian. At home, Bi's father listens to her. Otherwise, Bi Nanxing's first marriage would not have happened.

"However, you have also seen that before she was given a fortune-telling match, she also took advantage of Nan Xing's father's illness to force her. The final marriage only lasted for a few years. It can be seen that what she believed in was not at all true. Just to fool people.

"According to Nan Xing, Bi's mother was very kind to Han Tong at first. Because Nan Xing didn't find a girlfriend after the divorce, and she was not interested in blind dates. So Bi's mother knew that her son was married, she was very happy, and she was very enthusiastic about planning the wedding. .

"But Nan Xing knew what kind of role his mother was. At the beginning, he didn't tell his mother about Han Tong's family affairs.

"But paper can't contain fire, and when Bi's mother heard that Han Tong's family members were all dead, she felt a lump in her heart.

"She couldn't figure out Han Tong's birth date from Nan Xing's mouth, so she changed her strategy and went for Han Tong. Han Tong couldn't beat her, and soon confessed everything honestly.

"If Mother Bi went to match the horoscope and found out that it was a perfect match, this matter might not be so complicated. However, she went to those so-called masters to match a few times, and said several times that Han Tong's horoscope would defeat Bi. The fortune of the family will destroy the Feng Shui of the Bi family.

"At this moment, Bi's mother was so anxious that she ran to turn her face on Han Tong and forced Nan Xing to divorce immediately.

"Nan Xing never believed in these things, her attitude was very tough, and Han Tong was pregnant again.

"So, Mother Bi went to ask someone to have a fortune-telling. The master said that this pregnancy is delicate. He also said that as long as you pay attention to the date of birth and the direction when you give birth, all evil spirits will be eliminated. The mother and child will be brought to the Bi family. Come luck and luck.

"Bi's mother turned her worries into joy, and her attitude towards Han Tong has improved a lot.

"That's it, these things followed Han Tong's stomach.

"Since it's all over, I didn't talk about it with you again. First, it was Han Tong's request. She doesn't want you to worry about her married life; second, I think it's a family matter. Mainly, Han Tong That was living with Bi Nanxing, mother-in-law and daughter-in-law usually live separately, Nan Xing said, he can handle it, so I didn't think about telling you. Every family has a difficult scripture..."

He said all he had to say.

Su Jin was very disappointed when he heard that.

"Actually, you are afraid that I will be unhappy because of this!"

She broke his little mind.

This man is always thinking about making her happy.

Well, in the past six months, she has indeed lived a good life, which is the most relaxed period in the past few years.

Jin Hengyuan smiled slightly and nodded: "Fortunately, I still have a little conscience. I don't love you for nothing. I know I think about things from my perspective."

"But I always feel that you should tell me."

She still mumbled a little.

"But what can I tell you to change? Can outsiders like us take care of other people's housework? You also said that the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law has always been the most difficult.

"Think about it, Han Tong's family is not well-off. As for Bi's mother, she is a famously strong person. If others don't care about it, Nan Xing will mediate and reconcile it, or they will live in peace. After your natal cousin joins in, Tell me, what would Bi's mother think about her daughter-in-law... What kind of person is that? In the past two days, you should have understood something. It's far from..."

What Jin Hengyuan said was sincere and his tone was very helpless.

Su Jin sighed after hearing this: "I have never seen a woman who is more feudal and superstitious than her... This is too old-fashioned... Such a thing actually happened in the bustling Shanghai..."

Jin Hengyuan fell silent immediately, and took two mouthfuls in silence. Thinking of the loss of such a good person, his heart was so heavy, he lost his appetite all of a sudden, wiped his mouth and said:

"The world is huge, and absurd and weird things happen every day. It's just that we can't touch it normally."

Yes!

She sighed too.

I really saw this kind of thing on the Internet, and after a few words of emotion, I forgot it the next day; but it really happened, and the feeling was too heavy.

In the early morning, it started with a small talk between the husband and wife, but finally a phone call came in.

When breakfast was almost finished, Su Mubai called:

"Han Tong woke up. The situation is not good. You better come over..."

After receiving the call, Su Jin's face changed drastically, and he immediately went to the hospital with Jin Hengyuan full of anxiety.

Just entering the door, I heard a scream coming from inside:

"Give me back my baby, give me back my baby, give me back my baby...you can't take my baby...it's my baby...how can you take it away?"

"Nan Xing, Nan Xing, don't leave me and baby, don't leave me and baby... They want to steal our baby... You can't leave me, you said, you have to protect me for the rest of your life... You said, you want hurt me forever..."

"That's right, I still have many, many children for you, one is not enough, definitely not enough... Don't you remember?"

"You... who are you? Who are you? Why are you holding me, why are you holding me? What am I doing here? Oh, I remember... I remember...Ziqian is sick, and I accompany him in the hospital He... But, what about Ziqian... Who of you has seen Ziqian... I'm going to find Nan Xing... No, no, I'm going to find Ziqian..."

"Who said my fate is hard? My fate is not hard... Ziqian and I secretly told our fortunes, we are a perfect match... we are perfect... whoever said I was Kefu, who said I was Kefu... nonsense nonsense , it’s all nonsense...don’t you believe it?”

"Okay, then I'll go to Ziqian to testify. We've had a fortune teller...Mom, I'm not a husband. I've done fortune-telling before. I'm sure I didn't kill Nan Xing...I'll go to Ziqian..."

In the ward, Han Tong yelled and yelled as if singing an opera, hugging the pillow as a baby, hugging this person as Nan Xing, hugging that person as Ziqian, and finally rushed out with bare feet, and when he saw Su Jin , his eyes lit up, and he called out:

"Sister, let's go find Ziqian, let's go find Ziqian, I want to prove to Mother Nanxing that I didn't lie..."

After yelling, he showed his confused face again, let go of Su Jin, knocked his head and yelled again:

"No, no...Who is Nan Xing? Why should I prove it to his mother? What should I prove?"

"Sister, what's wrong with me, what's wrong with me? Why am I in the hospital? Where's Ziqian..."

Seeing that look, Su Jinna was chilled for a while, and the second picture suddenly appeared in his mind: Han Tong was like a lunatic in a madhouse, screaming there, going mad... shouting deliriously and completely Without logic...

Fulfilled!
It really came true!

She saw it and felt cold all over.

Later, Han Tong was sedated and fell asleep.

The doctor said: "The patient has been strongly stimulated, and her brain nerves have been contused. It seems that she has partially lost her ability to think logically. You must be mentally prepared. In the future, she may be in such a state. If you don't stimulate her Well, once you are stimulated, even your relatives may not be able to recognize..."

Facing such a result, Su Jin covered her mouth, unable to speak in pain.

God is so cruel!

How could it take away Han Tong's healthy body after taking away her normal family...

Han Tong was crazy for a while, stupid for a while, and good for a while, and his abnormal mind made Su Jin feel like the sky was falling apart.

Someone from Bi's family came to visit, it was Bi's father.

I heard that Bi's mother also collapsed and went to the hospital, but it was not the same family.

When Bi's father saw that filial and sensible daughter-in-law turned into this, he couldn't help but burst into tears, slapped his ass, and cried out: "Our old Bi's family, what kind of evil did this..."

Fortunately, Han Tong no longer recognized who this man was.

Time waits for no one.

In the chaos, time quietly passed under everyone's noses.

Be it sadness, pain, joy or joy, it is always in a hurry and never stays for anyone.

Su Jin stayed in the hospital all the time, and the company asked for leave. There was nothing he could do about it. Han Tong had no relatives anymore.As her only relative, she could only temporarily stop her work and devote all her energy to Han Tong.

That night, she stayed in the hospital and didn't go anywhere.

Jin Hengyuan came to accompany her after finishing his work, and dealt with things in the hospital.

He was afraid that she would think wildly, and that she would also get into a dead end.

The next day was Saturday, and Yang Jiahui rushed to the hospital. Her baby had been transferred to Shanghai Children's Hospital because of persistent high fever.After she arranged everything there, she came in a hurry.

At that time, Han Tong was awake, chatting with Su Jin quite sanely, all talking about university affairs.

At this time, her memory seemed to return to her college days, and she pointed to her smashed head and asked, "What's wrong with me?"

Su Jin responded accordingly, coaxing by making up a story: "Your head was hit by a hard object falling from the dormitory upstairs, and you lived in the hospital, do you remember?
Han Tong shook his head all the way and said, "I don't remember!"

"It's okay if you don't remember, you, as long as you take good care of it."

"Oh!"

She obediently agreed.

After chatting for a few words, she sullenly asked again:

"Sister, then I'm sick, why didn't Ziqian come to see me? Why didn't my mother come to see me?"

This question made Su Jin at a loss for words for a while.She thought and thought, and then answered:
"Ziqian left, don't you remember? He said he would come back to you after graduating from university. Aunt hasn't notified yet... Are you sure you want to? Aunt is so busy..."

Half fact, half fiction.

This should match the impression that her memory exists now.

She was stunned for a long time before smiling bitterly: "That's right, that's right, Ziqian left long ago. How did I forget?"

Su Jin breathed a sigh of relief, and then asked: "Then do I still need to notify my aunt?"

She quickly stopped her and said, "Don't. Don't disturb my mother about small things, my mother will be worried..."

That's how it went.

Yang Jiahui came to visit, Han Tong was very happy, and teased his confused mind with half a sentence of Jiashi dialect and half a sentence of Mandarin: "My brain is down (my brain is broken), my brain is down (my brain is broken) ), how can I accompany the law (what to do), I dreamed that I was married, and I was happy... I have a big belly..."

These words are all blurted out.

Then, covering her bloated body, she said sullenly, "When did I become so fat? I really can't be greedy in the future..."

Seeing her like this, Yang Jiahui almost cried.

As for Su Jin, she had to hold back her tears and felt a headache...

For 20 years, they have come from the simplest childhood, put on red scarves together, walked into the blooming season together, struggled for the college entrance examination together, went to the same university together, and entered the society together.

When they were young, they looked forward to the future: find the man they love, agree to hold a wedding together, in the smiling eyes of each other's blessings, walk towards that person, walk into the life they want, and walk out of a splendid life that makes people not regret this life. .

Only when I grow up do I realize that as we get older, love loses its original color.They wasted their lives in confusion, not sure which direction he would go in the future.

Later, she married, and Han Tong also married. What she married was not her original intention, but what she got was another life.

Fortunately, that kind of life is not bad.

People have to learn to grow up.

Because there is a big distance between dreams and reality, accepting reality is a kind of growth.

If you go on like this and your life is still satisfactory, then live it like this!
The only worrying thing is that Jiahui is still on the periphery of love and marriage and cannot find an entrance.

She once got together with Han Tong and sighed: "I thought Jiahui was the easiest to see away, but it turned out that the two of us were more open than her."

The two of them used to worry about her future together, who would have thought that in the end, the most tragic one turned out to be Han Tong.

In the ward, she hugged Han Tong, Han Tong hugged Yang Jiahui, and the three cried together.

Oh, no, it should be that she and Yang Jiahui were crying. Han Tong was just laughing and comforting them: "Don't cry, don't cry, it's just a broken relationship. It's no big deal. I didn't cry, why are you crying?"

At this time, Han Tong only remembered that Jin Ziqian had left, and there was no news after he left.

She remembered that she was broken in love, and that Su Jin and Su Mubai were still in love.

After the three of them became emotional, Han Tong turned his attention away, and was surprised to see Su Mubai sitting in a wheelchair. He stared at him, thought for a while, and then asked in confusion:
"Your foot hurt? When did it happen?"

Su Mubai's heart aches when she sees the most well-behaved little girl in the past, but there is still a smile on her face:

"I accidentally fell down before, and I'm going to recover soon..."

"Well, you must get better soon! Otherwise, my sister will be so distressed... She will graduate from college soon... As you said... After graduation, you will have to get married..."

She still remembered that Su Mubai and Su Jin had agreed to get married as soon as they graduated, but she forgot that they had broken up long ago.

Su Mubai smiled shyly, and looked at Jin Hengyuan who had been standing silently by the side.

"Hey, who are you?"

Han Tong also noticed him.

Jin Hengyuan smiled and said, "I'm Jin Hengyuan!"

"Jin Hengyuan?"

Han Tong called this name, tilted his head and said, "It sounds familiar... when did you hear it?"

She thought about it for a long time but couldn't remember...

"It's okay if you don't remember, it's okay..."

Su Jin coaxed her:
"These are not important...these are not important..."

But she was still thinking stubbornly, refusing to stop thinking:

"No, no, no, I seem to have forgotten something, I seem to have forgotten something! Sister, did I forget something very important... Sister, I remember that my mother is married, and there is a beggar over there. The annoying stepbrother... Also, what about Nan Xing... Who is Nan Xing... Why do I think he is very important..."

As soon as she thought deeply, she became confused and yelled...

Su Jin hugged her tightly and coaxed her: "Don't think about anything... okay?"

But she couldn't calm down, she kept screaming, her emotions became more and more intense, and she finally fell asleep after taking a sedative.

"How can this happen, how can this happen?"

In the office, Yang Jiahui frantically grabbed the doctor and asked directly.

The doctor replied: "The patient has suffered great blows before. This time, she experienced the misfortune of losing her husband and child together. It is difficult for her to accept it. She wants to forget and escape. She wants to find some happiness. memories. But her memory is full of unpleasant past. Her heart will be tormented between wanting to forget and wanting to remember.

"When she wants to forget, she will immerse herself in a relatively calm time point, but when the people around her don't match what she remembers, she will think desperately. As long as she thinks deeply, The pain in her heart will overflow, and she will be unable to control herself... At this time, she may hurt others, or she may harm herself...

"Is there no way to cure it?"

Yang Jiahui's heart ached as she asked.

"It's not good."

The doctor sighed: "It's better for you to come up with a more realistic statement and convince her that her deceased family members have all traveled or immigrated. Yes, it is better to emigrate, but she for some reason She stayed in China and is now living alone. Once she accepts this idea, she will not have deep memories, will forget those unfortunate pasts, and become more normal. This is the most idealized development. Otherwise, she will be very It's easy to go crazy, and you may end up spending the rest of your life in a mental hospital..."

It's bad, it's really bad.

Yang Jiahui covered her mouth in pain.

"We must cure her... How can a good person be ruined like this? Doctor, as long as we can cure her, no matter how much it costs, we will cure her. Please give me a way..."

Su Jin begged, and her emotions became agitated.

She really couldn't accept that the good Xiaotong had become like this.

The doctor said: "I will definitely do my best, but the cooperation of the family is very important. The most urgent thing now is to let her have a stable mentality. Only in this way can the treatment be effective, otherwise everything will be empty talk... By the way, then Who is this person named Ziqian? If we can find this person and ask him to cooperate with me to help stabilize her mood, maybe it will get twice the result with half the effort..."

(End of this chapter)