perfect hidden marriage

Chapter 403 Want to give someone a ride

When Xiao Su looked at him pitifully, no matter how angry he was, it would melt away...

When Xiao Su left the last nostalgic gaze in the fire, his heart was full of great pain...

Many nights, he would wake up with a start.

Because in the dream there will be an invisible voice crying out there:

"Hengyuan, I hurt, I hurt..."

But he just couldn't see her face.

After waking up from the dream, he turned on the bedside lamp, and would sit there imagining, what kind of fire would burn her down?

Turned into ashes?
Broken?
Why is there only voice in the dream, but no human form?

Every time he thought about it, she was blown away, she was turned into ashes, she became the food of sea creatures like that, and disappeared, so he could only get wine to eat.Only when he had almost eaten and was a little drunk could he fall asleep.Fall asleep with Su Jin's pillow in his arms, and convince himself that she must still be alive.

Although, he knew, that was a kind of self-deception.

"I said, Xiaoqian, you don't need to keep it in your heart."

Jin Hengyuan didn't answer.

"Brothers still need to settle accounts clearly... You and I have never lived together. Yesterday, I got help from my husband so that I would not be hungry. Today, I have a destiny and meet again. I have to pay back this money no matter what. Your……"

She stepped forward, pulled his hand over, and patted the money into his hand.

This move is very abrupt.

It was only after completing this series of actions that Pu Xiang had such a self-awareness, and hurriedly backed away, with an unnatural look in his eyes.

Jin Hengyuan frowned slightly.

In the past two years, this is the first time a woman has been so close to him.

When she grasped his warm palm with her gloved hand, a bit of coolness invaded between her fingers, and she smelled a faint smell of medicine on the face.

From the looks of it, the girl is not in particularly good health.

"By the way, sir, what can you do with me?"

Park Xiang asked softly there, drawing his attention back.

"Oh, there's something I want to ask you."

Jin Hengyuan took the sketch she had just drawn for Xiao Xiaoran from the table:

"You learned to draw?"

"Hmm! The drawing is not good, I'm laughing at you."

Park Xiang saw that he was looking at it very seriously.

She was not afraid of what he would see.Because of the strength of her arms and the flexibility of her hands, her current painting style is different from before.

"The painting is very good. I sold it for 20 pieces, which is a loss. In my opinion, this kind of sketch is 200 yuan a piece. In my opinion, it is still too little to bargain. Excuse me, are you a college student or have already joined the work of……"

Jin Hengyuan seldom praises people.

However, this girl is really good at drawing.

The only fly in the ointment is that there seems to be a problem with her arm. When drawing various lines, there are traces of slight trembling.

However, she also seems to be aware of her own shortcomings, and cleverly presents those places that are crooked due to trembling in another beautiful way.

Therefore, ordinary people can't see the small flaws in this work, but he is an expert, so he can see it.

"I... I'm not in good health. I'm not working. I've been recovering from my illness. I learned it before, but I abandoned it after I got sick. I only picked up the paintbrush again in the past six months. When I have nothing to do, I just paint casually to pass the time. ..."

Park Xiang replied.

None of these words are false, they are all true.

"Well, I can see it, the two times we met, you wrapped yourself up like an Arab woman, and your hands were so cold..."

Jin Hengyuan nodded.

Pu Xiang didn't know what to say, and was about to stand cold.

"Are you short of money?"

Jin Hengyuan found a topic.

This man is not easy to deal with.

When he doesn't like to communicate with people, a single sentence can block you out of the conversation.

He is willing to get close to people, so he can find endless topics to talk about.

She felt that now he was deliberately trying to get her to talk.And the eyes are still so vicious.

Pu Xiang sighed secretly in her heart, but she continued, and said straightly:
"How did you see it?"

"Otherwise, you wouldn't have priced this painting so cheaply?"

"Small profits but quick turnover!"

A smile flashed in Park Xiang's eyes:
"Okay, I admit, I'm short of money. I have to have surgery in a while... I beg them to let me out to play for a while, and when I have enough fun, I will go back to have surgery. Now half the days have passed, I still have half of my days to play in Shanghai. But I don’t want to ask my elders for money, so I’m thinking about earning some living expenses by painting... I want to support myself... This kind of money is practical to spend."

Jin Hengyuan listened, with approval in his dark eyes: This girl has a very good independent spirit.

Hmm, I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I feel like the operation is very dangerous...

"Aside from painting, what else do you do?"

He asked again.

Pu Xiang felt that for a person who just met him for the first time, he seemed a little too concerned, but he still answered:
"Other than that, I don't know much about it anymore... I used to cook at home, clean the room, etc., and read books when I have nothing to do. After I got sick, I lay down most of the time... This It took half a year to get better. It was also in the past six months that I was allowed to go out for a walk. Before, I had been living in a sterile room..."

Uh, she seemed to have said a bit too much, and she suddenly shut up.

"Sterile room? What's wrong with you?"

He finally asked.

"It's not a disease, but the fire burned me. My face was also burned..."

Pu Xiang stroked his face lightly with his hands, and lowered his voice.

Jin Hengyuan understood, no wonder she wanted to cover her face with such a mask, it turned out to be disfigured.

"If it's okay, I'll go first. I took the bus for several stops...it's getting late...I have to go home..."

Pu Xiang changed the paint bag and carried it on one shoulder, and wanted to leave: If you talk too much, you will lose it!
"Well, I'm planning to take the child to dinner, or I'll give you a ride..."

When he uttered these words, Jin Hengyuan secretly wondered, what happened to him, that he would be so kind to a strange woman?
Before helping to pay money, it was just for the pleasure of helping others, so today, what does it mean to give someone a ride?
Pu Xiang was also taken aback, and quickly waved his hands, almost stammering:

"No...no need. Then...how dare you..."

"Actually, I have an unfeeling request from my side..."

Jin Hengyuan tried to find reasons for his actions:

"My daughter loves to draw. If possible, I hope to teach her to draw every Saturday and Sunday before you go back to the hospital. As for the remuneration, I can pay double the market rate."

Pu Xiang was stunned again, she never thought that such a good thing would happen when she came here to paint today.

"What? Don't want to?"

She didn't say a word, and couldn't see her facial expression. Her eyes brightened, as if she was happy, but she didn't answer. Such an abnormality made Jin Hengyuan ask back.

"May I think about it?"

Pu Xiang really wanted to agree, but he hesitated again when the matter came to an end.

She was afraid that as the distance got closer, some small details would be revealed inadvertently.

For example, just now she directly grabbed his hand.

This move is too casual.

Ugh!
So tangled.

"Of course. You can remember my number. If you think about it, you can call me directly..."

He gave his private number.Only a few people in the family know this number.

She took out her mobile phone and wrote it down silently.

In fact, there is no need to record it into the phone, that number has always been recorded in her heart, engraved in her soul...

"Look, it's really rude, and I don't even know your name?"

After writing down the number, she asked softly.

"Jin Hengyuan. Ge Jin Jin."

"Hi, Mr. Jin, my name is Pu Xiang. Mu Pu Pu, Guo Xiang's Xiang... I think I will call you. Goodbye, I won't bother you anymore..."

She waved away and walked quickly.

Jin Hengyuan stood there, touching his chin unconsciously.

The little girl seemed to be afraid of him, always avoiding him, even though he was quite stern when he was working.

Could it be that he just showed his face to others?
no!
Park Xiang misses her former self very much: she has the direction to struggle, the goal to pursue, the vigorous energy, the healthy attitude, the execution ability to do what she wants, and the rare decisiveness...

What about my current self: no direction, no energy, no mentality, no ability to execute...

There is one goal, that is, she wants to go back to that home, but she just lacks courage and decisiveness.

She doesn't recognize herself now, so she can only hide herself under the hat and mask, peeking at the world with a pair of cautious eyes.Isolate myself from the world and feel safe.

Yes, now she is afraid of being hurt, and also afraid of hurting her most beloved person.

She didn't even dare to recall how she survived those two years lying in bed.

At night, Pu Xiang, who was wearing a Mickey Mouse nightgown, was sitting on the carpet in front of the bed, with flower petals in front of her.

Under the hazy yellow light, she had destroyed several white peonies.

Regarding whether to teach Xiao Xiao how to draw, she used the petals to make a decision: "Teach drawing, or not; teach drawing, or not..."

After repeating this for dozens of times, the few peonies I just bought were all spread out at my feet, but I still couldn't make up my mind.

However, if she really missed this opportunity, she might not have a chance in this life.

Because, she has a very ominous premonition: if she enters the operating room, maybe her life will pass like this...

Think about it, these two years, so many days and nights, what is she staying up for?
It's not that I want to see him again.

"But you've seen it, so you should be content.

"How can you be so dreamy and plan to get more?
"You still want to enter the room, are you stupid?
"You were stupid in the first place, and now you are even more stupid than before. Think about it, if you entered his house and didn't grasp the scale, once he became suspicious, what would happen?"

(End of this chapter)