perfect hidden marriage

Chapter 454 Unrequited Love 2
Only by keeping himself busy can he not be too cranky and feel that his life is quite fulfilling.

And once he is free, his heart will feel empty.

In particular, seeing other people's families getting married one by one, while I am still alone, it feels really uncomfortable.

Many nights, he lay in bed, playing with that certificate.

He obviously already has a wife, yet it is difficult to hear her voice once in half a year. Thinking about it, it is a bit sad.

"There's nothing wrong with it. I just want to return the book to you."

Han Yunxiu pursed her lips and smiled, very cute.

"It's okay, just let it go to you. You can also give it to you."

Jin Changning doesn't remember such trivial things at all, it's just a book.

"But, I still want to borrow a few books from you to have a look...I liked it that time, but I'm sorry to borrow so many books at once..."

Borrowing a book to read is a very good excuse.

Jin Changning looked calm:
"Oh, turn around, you sent the title of the book to my phone, I found it, and I will mail it to you..."

Han Runxiu was at a loss for words: "..."

Jin Changning saw it, and speculated about her mental activities at this moment: Maybe she was scolding her, why is she so dull...

No, he's not dull at all.

He has lived for so many years, no matter how complicated the case is, no matter how complicated the company relationship is, he can handle it, and he can easily understand a girl's heart.

The little girl Han Runxiu has a crush on him.

This is the obvious thing.

But he is not interested!

But they didn't break the window paper to pursue positively, they just approached secretly bit by bit.

Hehe, the little girl is cute, she is innocent, she has no intentions, but in his heart, there is already someone else!

Therefore, I can only pretend to be dull.

"gone!"

Jin Changning turned a blind eye to her gloomy expression, and followed the bride's team downstairs.

When they got downstairs, they happened to see Jing Huan glancing towards them.

I haven't seen you for more than a year. This girl is really pretty again.

She was no longer that shriveled yellow-haired girl, but turned into a mature little woman...

However, when the eyes of the two met, the girl quickly turned her eyes away, and regarded him as a transparent person.

Since she woke up from his bed a year ago, she has never returned and never sent him any news.

But that doesn't change that fact.

They are husband and wife.

Of course, only titular couples.

Ugh!
When will he be able to take the real title of husband?
who knows.

A grand wedding ended in a hurry.

Jin Changning drank some wine.

Well, to be precise, not a little, but a lot.

The bridegroom cannot drink alcohol.

That guy quit smoking and drinking for Su Jin.

Because he said: He has to take good care of himself in order to take good care of his wife.

Therefore, these best men can only take on the job of serving wine.

Wine is a strange thing: when you are happy, you will drink it, and when you are unhappy, you will still drink it.

When you are happy, drink comfortably.

When you are unhappy, you will feel bitter and astringent after drinking, and feel uncomfortable.

Today, he was happy, but at the same time, he was not happy.

The happy thing is that Heng Yuan, who is as affectionate as his elder brother, got married, which is gratifying and congratulatory.

Unhappily, he cannot see his own fullness.

Facing Jing Huan, he didn't know what to do to achieve the consummation he wanted.

So, what is he thinking about consummation?

I want to get along with Jing Huan, I want Jing Huan to give birth to him, I want to spend my whole life with Jing Huan lovingly...

But this wish is difficult to realize.

Because he knows, knows very clearly: she only regards herself as a confidant, a buddy, and an elder brother, but she does not regard him as a man.

She doesn't love him.

And he loved her dearly.

What is the saddest thing on the road of love?

Unrequited love.

Yes, he has been suffering from unrequited love for ten years, and now he is terminally ill and cannot be cured.

Jin Changning vomited.

In fact, not too much to drink.

Probably because of a bad mood.

Drinking stuffy wine is the easiest way to get drunk.

However, after vomiting, people feel much better.

He splashed a lot of water on his face.

People are much more energetic.

However, when he came out of the bathroom, he still felt dizzy and buoyant, his feet were like stepping on a sponge, and he felt that as long as his center of gravity was unstable, he could fall forward.

Fortunately, he held on to the wall.

"Jin Changning, what's wrong with you?"

Someone was patting him on the back.

The sound is not particularly clear and feels a bit distant.

Jin Changning turned his head and watched intently.

Why is it Han Runxiu again?

Under the light, the girl looked at him worriedly.

"Miss Han San..."

He greeted him politely.

Han Yunxiu was upset for a moment:
"Why do you call me Miss Han San? Why do you have such an identity? You have already said that you can just call me Runxiu."

Jin Changning thought about it, and felt that it was too close to be called that, but he was not happy to be called Miss Han San.

"Okay, then I'll call you Runxiu...Runxiu, why did you come out?"

He still called it that way. Thinking about it, it's just a name, just call it whatever you want, it's no big deal.

"It's a little stuffy inside. I'll come out for a walk. Are you drunk, or else, I'll help you go back to your room to sleep... The banquet is almost in full swing. The groom has already left with the bride in his arms..."

Han Runxiu noticed that Jin Changning's complexion was not very good.

Spitting alcohol hurts the most.

She feels sorry for him a little bit!

In order to block the wine for her brother-in-law, she risked her life.

The relationship between them is really good!

"Well, brother Jin is afraid that his sister-in-law will be tired."

Jin Changning smiled, leaning there, he could just see the stars outside the window.

One by one twinkling.

It's clearly right in front of your eyes, and it seems that you can get it at your fingertips, but if you want to pick it up, it's an unreachable distance.

Just like Jing Huan.

From childhood to adulthood, she has been kept in his life, as long as he wants, he can have contact with her almost every moment.

But, want to really have...

Heh, how should he cross this long distance?
"Yes, my sister, what a blessing."

Han Runxiu sighed lightly:
"This marriage was all planned by my brother-in-law. Either I have never seen a wife who is spoiled, or I have never seen someone who spoils my wife so much."

"Su Jin has gone through ups and downs in his life. If it were me, I would yearn for a happy life like you, where you grew up being pampered and cared for. Su Jin has had a hard time in the past few years. If it were someone else, I gave up early..."

Jin Changning leaned against the wall, with a respectful tone:

"It's also fortunate that she never gave up, that's why she and Hengyuan finally got married. It's really not easy for them to get married."

And he, having witnessed all this with his own eyes, felt more and more difficult for them.

Fortunately, all the hard work pays off.It is also gratifying.

"Jin Changning, do you have someone you like?"

Han Runxiu suddenly changed the subject, and asked softly and cautiously:

"Brother-in-law didn't get married during her disappearance because she loved her too deeply. What about you, why have you been single? What kind of woman is she in your heart?"

She asked bluntly.

Jin Changning turned his head, only to see Han Runxiu staring at him gracefully.

This kind of girl from a scholarly family is very temperamental and generous, with big eyes, refracted by the light, really bright and moving.

He smiled in an unknown manner, turned his head, did not answer, and only said:

"Runxiu, go back to your room and rest! It's time for me to go back and rest!"

Turning around, he leaned on the wall, wanting to go to the balcony to enjoy the sea breeze.

"No return."

Han Runxiu flashed in front of him as fast as lightning, and looked eagerly with a pair of big enthusiastic eyes:

"I like you. Jin Hengyuan, I've made it so obvious. I don't think you're so smart that you can't see it."

"..."

Jin Changning's scalp went numb.

What he is most afraid of is dealing with the relationship between men and women.

Obviously he never provoked anyone, but those women came to provoke him one by one.

It was a headache as hell.

"Jin Changning, did you hear me talking to you?"

Han Runxiu pressed her question sharply, as if I would never give up if you don't give me a clear answer today.

Jin Changning sighed softly and nodded his head:

"Well, I heard you."

"Then what on earth are you thinking?"

Han Runxiu's tone was still tense.

This is the first time she has expressed her love for the man she likes.

Jin Changning put his head against the wall.

What a headache!

Well, how should I answer so as not to hurt her?
He thought for a while, then Fang turned his head:

"Han Runxiu, between people, sometimes, it really depends on fate. It doesn't mean that if you recognize her (him), you will like it. It doesn't mean that if you like her (him), she (him) will definitely like you. But once you like her, it becomes very difficult for you to pull her out of your heart."

These words made her face turn pale.

"Do you like her that much? Who is she? Why doesn't she like you?"

She is also a sensible person, and immediately understood the meaning of his words, and when she was disappointed, she complained angrily for him.

Jin Changning smiled unconsciously, feeling that the girl was sincere and kind:
"Whether you like this kind of thing or not, there is no reason for such an argument. If you like it at first glance, it will last a lifetime. Just like Brother Jin, one glance determines a lifetime."

Han Runxiu fell silent for a moment, and the two stood quietly on the aisle where the sea breeze was blowing.

After a while, she asked in a low voice:
"Then how do you give up on her?"

This question made him very bitter.

What he hopes for is that he can stay together forever in the future, while what she hopes is that he can give up sooner.

However, he didn't blame him, and after thinking for a while, he came up with this sentence:

"If one day she marries someone else, has children, and lives happily, maybe I will give up."

"Okay, then I'll wait for you..."

These refreshing five words made Jin Changning dumbfounded and said quickly:

"Runxiu...you..."

(End of this chapter)