perfect hidden marriage

Chapter 458 Unrequited Love 6
He sighed, leaned there, and looked at the bright chandelier: "Now that it's all used up, I want to dissolve the relationship. We each go our own way. In the end, I refused to divorce and made this matter worse. Now , she must hate me to death..."

Thinking about the angry eyes she had stared at him before, he wanted to sigh.

Jin Hengyuan listened quietly, shook his head, and patted him on the shoulder: "You, you... What do you want me to say about you? Knowing why Huanhuan is so much younger than you, but always dare to mess around with you? But dare not mess with me? ?”

"Know!"

Jin Changning answered in a low voice:

"I like being used to her."

"Well, knowing what's wrong with me, it's not too bad."

Jin Hengyuan nodded his head:

"In the future, you can't get too used to her anymore. It's enough to be riding on her head for so many years. In the future, the principle that should be adhered to must not be shaken. It is right to stay married. If you still want to indulge her in this matter, you will not be my brother in the future. "

Jin Changning didn't feel like smiling anymore, and he was very grateful in his heart: "Thank you Brother Jin for standing by my side."

"We are all men, of course I stand by your side. Besides, you have always been prudent in doing things, and the only one who is not prudent has always been my sister. After recklessly deciding to get married, then recklessly wanting to divorce, how can you deceive your family like this? That girl just needs a little beating."

If Xiao Jing listened to these words happily, he might accuse him again with tears in his eyes:

Brother, am I your own sister? Why is your elbow always turning outward?
Jin Changning smiled unconsciously, heaved a sigh of relief, and drank water.

"Tell me, how did you marry my sister?"

Jin Hengyuan sat down beside him and turned the topic to the main topic.

Regarding this matter, he, as a brother, is really curious!

What kind of person Chang Ning is, Jin Hengyuan knows best.

This kid is so thoughtful that he can plot against anyone without hesitation, but he will never be tempted by Huanhuan.

No matter how much he likes it, he won't fight for it.

Because, he clearly knew that Huanhuan didn't like him, and he only had feelings for Shao Feng.

Another reason is: Chang Ning was raised by his mother and has a strong affection for the Jin family.

His gratitude is very, very heavy, so he will definitely not force Huan Huan to make things difficult.

Because he didn't want to end up not even having to do it for his brother.

Since you can't be her man, then be your elder brother.

This man harbored such an idea.

Therefore, from Jin Hengyuan's point of view, Changning and Huanhuan were able to register their marriage two years ago, the variable should be in Huanhuan's hands.

Otherwise, taking advantage of Changning's courage, he would not dare to marry someone, but he would not tell his family. This is not in line with his style of life.

Here, Jin Hengyuan was thinking, and over there, Jin Changning put down his water glass, recalling, while slowly talking about what happened two and a half years ago...

"Two and a half years ago, the day my sister-in-law recognized her parents, I left your place to go home at night, and I was driving halfway, when I received a call from Shao Feng.

"He asked me to do something, he wanted me to go to England as soon as possible.

"Although this person is so close to Huanhuan, I don't have any friendship with him. He came to me so unilaterally and made such a request. I didn't understand, so I asked him what's the matter?

"He answered very directly, saying that he is in poor health and may not have many days left. He faintly felt that Huanhuan wanted to commit suicide and was very worried.

"He knows that Uncle Xiao is not in good health, and Aunt Jin is not very close to Huanhuan, and Aunt Jin's husband came out to save Huanhuan, so he is afraid that Aunt Jin will treat Huanhuan for this. Huanhuan was full of resentment. And you, because your wife passed away, your mental state has not been in a particularly good state. So, he came to me and wanted me to go over and look at Huanhuan, so that she must live well.

"I heard that the situation is very serious, and I don't know what's going on over there, and I dare not tell you, so I hurried past alone..."

When mentioning these past events, Jin Changning's mind suddenly turned up his childhood memories.

Yes, he liked Xiao Jinghuan since childhood.

Autistic, at that time, he could only talk to Jing Huan.

Even at the beginning, Jing Huan was just a baby and couldn't speak at all, but since his parents died, he didn't know how to laugh anymore, but because of her, he gradually learned to laugh again.And because of her, she gradually learned to communicate with family members.

"Aunt Jin, my sister is awake..."

When Jing Huan fell asleep, he stayed by her side, so he was often the first to notice Jing Huan waking up.

"Aunt Jin, my sister is hungry..."

When Jing Huan was crying because of hunger, he would run to call Jin Yuan immediately.Jin Yuan was still breastfeeding at that time.

"Aunt Jin, my sister is wet, can I try to change her diaper?"

He even wanted to learn how to change diapers, and he learned it well.

Yes, since Jing Huan was born, Chang Ning's heart has been on Jing Huan.

Seeing Jing Huan laugh, he is very happy; seeing Jing Huan crying, he will be sad; seeing Jing Huan being bullied, he will be very angry; seeing Jing Huan hurt, he will be very distressed...

At that time, when he was very young, all the likings were just simple likings. He just loved her more than anyone else, protected her and let her go.

From the time Jing Huan was two to six years old, there was a long period of time when Jing Huan slept with Chang Ning.Without Changning's coaxing, she refused to sleep, fell asleep, and held his hand and refused to let go.

Two people still sleep on the same pillow!
On the day when he was six years old, Jin Yuan and Xiao Zhidong divorced. At that time, the child was already very sensible. First of all, Jin Hengyuan belonged to the Xiao family. This was Xiao Zhidong's request. Jin Yuan agreed without even asking her son. As for Jing Huan, Jin Yuan meant that she didn't want to be separated from her daughter and wanted to raise her herself.

But Jing Huan was very sad that her parents were going to divorce, so she ran to Jin Yuan and said, "If you don't want a father, then Huanhuan doesn't want a mother. Mom, I want to follow my father. If you love Huanhuan, don't divorce, okay... "

What Huanhuan did back then was just to use her influence on her mother, and wanted her to think carefully and not to divorce.

But Jin Yuan had made up her mind, she made up her mind, severed her attachment to her daughter, and divorced in a hurry.

For this reason, Jing Huan's young heart was seriously injured.

Afterwards, Jing Huan was taken to Hong Kong by Xiao Zhidong.

Jin Changning was worried about her, so he followed her to Hong Kong to study, in order to take good care of her.

At that time, Jing Huan was in elementary school and he was in junior high school.

At that time, Changning's favorite thing to do was to take Jing Huan after school by riding a bicycle.

At that time, they got along for a long time.

But not long after, Aunt Jin got married and became pregnant. When Jing Huan found out, she was very angry and angry, hated Wu Jiwu, and hated him too, and drove him back to BJ overnight——before leaving, she refused to send him off.

Because of this, he was sad for a long time.

Later, they only met each other during the winter and summer vacations every year.In normal times, I would occasionally talk on the phone and occasionally write a few letters.Mostly he wrote it.She rarely replied.

Many years later, he was admitted to the University of Hong Kong and went back there again. In those few years, they lived in the Xiao family's villa in Hong Kong...

It was a happy day.

Jin Changning often thought that it was at that time that he fell in love with that yellow-haired girl.

When Huanhuan was 15 years old, she entered a medical university and lived in a dormitory.

Jin Changning also graduated from university, and the Xiao family without Huanhuan was too deserted, so he chose to go back to Shanghai to practice in Jin Hengyuan's law firm, and officially became a lawyer a year later.

Another three years, Huanhuan,
Once, he went to Hong Kong for business and went to the Medical University to look for her, only then did he know that she was in love.

A young man wearing a mysterious halo broke into Jing Huan's world, and that person was Shao Feng.

From then on, Jing Huan's heart has been captured by him - happy for him, worried for him, happy for him, sad for him, fascinated by him, crying and laughing for him, girlish feelings are all overwhelmed. He's left or right...

Jin Changning met the boy.

As for why you want to meet?
One, he has to check for Huanhuan.

In his opinion, it is unbelievable to fall in love in a teenager.

No matter whether it is a boy or a girl, their hearts are not mature. Girls are too easily deceived at this stage.

As the elder brother of the family, after reminding Huanhuan not to fall in love early, he could only go to see the boy...

Second, Huanhuan often said that Shao Feng was smart and capable, in short, he boasted that he was only in the sky.

Starting from his professional instinct, he always felt that either Huanhuan's words were watery, or there was something wrong with the boy.

He didn't think there would be a boy in this world who was more stern and handsome than Brother Jin, and had a better IQ than Brother Jin.

After that, he went to meet.

Got a conclusion: nothing to say.

That boy is really good.

When it comes to looks, you have looks; when you talk about temperament, you have temperament; when you talk about talent, you have talent; when you talk about conduct, you have conduct...

He finally knew why Jing Huan was so fascinated by him.

A talented young man with both character and learning, good-looking, innocent and widowed, has a detached character and charming heart.

Don't smile like green mountains and white snow, smile like spring breeze.

With such a young man, it's no wonder that Huanhuan, who has always had eyes high above his head, is fascinated by it.

Just like that, Huanhuan fell in love, and he left sadly.

Nothing but blessings.

Secret love, so deeply strangled.

It's just that their romance didn't last long.

A year later, Huanhuan became pregnant, but was captured and drugged. Not to mention the miscarriage, her life was almost lost.

And all of this was actually done by Shao Feng.

At least on the surface, so it is.

Because Shao Feng just disappeared.

But Huanhuan always believed that it was impossible for Shao Feng to hurt her so cruelly.

She has been checking, and brother Jin and him are also checking.

After careful investigation, it was discovered that Shao Feng's disappearance was very involved.

In the end, because of saving Shao Feng, Huanhuan experienced another narrow escape—if Yi Fan didn't save her desperately, then this little girl would have disappeared in this world long ago.

Finally, Shao Feng was rescued, but at a terrible price.

In the past two years, Shao Feng, who recognized his parents, went to the UK for medical treatment, and Huanhuan stayed with him, never leaving him.

He originally thought that these two children would definitely come to a happy ending after all their hardships, but he didn't want to, but God did not give them good luck...

That day, after Jin Changning received the call, he took the flight that night, went to London, England, and found the hospital where Shao Feng lived.

That day, the weather was fine, the sky was clear and blue like the sea.

When Jin Changning walked into the ward, Chi Wanzhu was sitting in the room. She was feeding Shao Feng water, but Jing Huan was nowhere to be seen.

Seeing Shao Feng again, Jin Changning was shocked to find that after two years of not seeing him, he had become skinny and skinny.

At that moment, he deeply felt a different kind of emotion: distressed.

Originally, when opposites attract, same-sex should repel.

Especially when facing one's own rival in love, one will definitely become more and more repulsive.

But that day, when facing such a Shao Feng, Jin Changning couldn't hate him, on the contrary, his heart was full of distress.My heart aches for an aspiring son with a bright future, but he was ruined by a serious illness like this.

He asked Chi Wanzhu about the situation in private.

"Ah Feng's situation is really bad. His organs are failing... Right now, he is still heaving a sigh of relief, because he promised Xiao Jinghuan that he would never give up until the end."

Jin Changning listened, feeling very heavy and uncomfortable.

Their conversation took place outside.

Afterwards, he went to the ward again, and Shao Feng strongly demanded to sit in a wheelchair, wanting to go for a walk.

He said: "I want to see the sunset is infinitely good, but it's almost dusk."

Jin Changning pushed him away.

Under the slanting sunset, two men came to the rooftop.

One was sitting and the other was standing, watching the red sunset in the western sky without speaking for a long time.

After a long time, Shao Feng turned his head and asked him: "Brother Changning, you must really hate me in your heart!"

The voice is extremely weak.

Jin Changning was taken aback, and asked back, "Why should I hate you?"

Shao Feng smiled quietly, his face pale as snow: "You know it in your heart. Brother Changning, you can hide it from everyone, but you can't hide it from your own eyes, and me..."

He sighed and said, turned to lean there, but changed the subject again: "It's beautiful here! Huanhuan likes to watch the sunset very much. The red clouds in the sky are very spectacular."

Jin Changning pondered over what he said slowly, then nodded: "Yes, I know."

At that time, what he did most often was to accompany her, take a camera, and take pictures of various beautiful sunsets and western mountains.

Shao Feng explained: "Huanhuan likes to sleep late. Therefore, watching the sunrise is always out of her reach. If anyone disturbs her sleep in the morning, she will be anxious with whoever. And she gets up very angry. I have also suffered."

Jin Changning replied, "I know."

Once, Jin Hengyuan woke up that girl, and she finally killed him severely and let out a lot of his blood, before she could calm down.

Shao Feng followed up and said: "Huanhuan doesn't like to eat fish, because when she was young, she was stalked by fish bones, so she has a phobia of eating fish. But, she likes to eat fish balls..."

Jin Changning replied, "I know."

For this reason, the chef at home specially learned how to make all kinds of fish balls, just to satisfy her taste.

Shao Feng also said in admiration: "Huanhuan is very upright and likes to ask the bottom line. Even if she knows that she will get into trouble, she will continue to investigate without hesitation. It is easy to offend people. In this regard, she must be well controlled."

Jin Changning replied, "I know."

At school, because she was too upright, she often couldn't understand other people's unqualified behavior, and often got into trouble.

Shao Feng also said: "Huanhuan is very sensitive and longs for the warmth of home. She always feels that her mother doesn't love her at all. Because she remarried and conceived so hastily..."

Jin Changning replied, "I know."

All these years, her heart has been very lonely, and she has never been able to get out of this shadow.

Shao Feng added: "By the way, Huanhuan likes to join in the fun and also loves to laugh. She always uses a bright and innocent smile to cover up the emptiness in her heart."

Jin Changning replied, "I know."

When alone, her eyes are always confused.She is not as confident and strong as she can see on her face.

Shao Feng also said: "When Huanhuan has a high fever, she likes to hold other people's hands to sleep. Because she has always felt insecure."

Jin Changning replied, "I know."

Because, this habit is still out of his habit.

They talked a lot.

Jin Changning swears that for so many years, this is the first time that he and an outsider have had such an in-depth discussion on Huanhuan's preferences.

He could tell that Shao Feng really, really loved Huanhuan.

This man sees Huanhuan very clearly.

If he can live a good life, I believe he will definitely become a good husband and bring Huanhuan a happy marriage.

However, his body was broken.

For this reason, he said with sorrowful emotion: "A lifetime, in the concept of our young people, it does not have 100 years, at least, there should be seven or eighty years, or five or sixty years. Life will be so short. Before it is fully bloomed, it will start to wither and wither..."

He said: "If I knew that I could only live for so many years, I would not provoke Jing Huan, promise her marriage, or give her love. No matter how beautiful she is, no matter how smart she is , no matter how attractive she is, I will not let myself be tempted. I will stay away from her. I always have a hundred ways to make her disappointed in me and give up. "

He said: "But in this world, there is no if. I met her in the most beautiful years, but we have to say goodbye forever in the most beautiful season. I don't want to part with her. But no matter how reluctant I am, when I want to leave, no one will say goodbye." Can't keep it. Including myself."

He said: "I really want to guard her, marry her, watch her bear children for me, and watch her grow old together with me. But God refuses to give me a chance..."

He said: "Now, I have no other ideas. Since I love her, I only hope that she can spend the rest of her life well. Don't be foolish and just walk away."

He said: "No one in this world is willing to go this way early. But there is no way, God wants to take my life, and I can't do anything. But Huanhuan is different, she still has a bright future. If It's gone, the family is so sad."

He said: "I have let my parents have gray hair and black hair. How can I be willing to give birth to Huanhuan's uncles and aunts who have also suffered such a kind of pain. So, I want to ask you to help Huanhuan live a good life."

Jin Changning's heart ached when he heard these words that were as deep as the ocean.

For a moment, he wished that he could die for Shao Feng, as long as he could get a happy smile, he would do anything.

But this is impossible.

What is the scariest thing in this world?
is death.

It can destroy all hope.

The hope of the dead and the hope of the living will all be buried together.

"Did Huanhuan really say that? She wants to die with you?"

Jin Changning was very worried after hearing this.

"I didn't say it, but I read her diary for the past few days, and I vaguely felt that she had this idea. But she didn't say it. Probably because I was afraid that I would disagree. Of course, it is impossible for me to agree to her doing this kind of thing. Stupid thing."

"Okay, I promise you, I will help you look after her."

No matter what, he wouldn't let her take this dead end.

"But have you thought about how to look at her?"

Shao Feng asked softly: "Looking at her for 24 hours can't solve the problem. If she has made up her mind, as long as you don't pay attention, she will be able to die. There are many, many ways to die. Jump off a building, cut an artery , hanging, going on a hunger strike...no matter what kind, it can kill a person."

Indeed, relying on looking does not solve the problem.

"Then what can you do?"

Jin Changning felt that he must have thought of a way.

Shao Feng nodded: "Yes, I have a solution."

Jin Changning asked, "What way?"

Shao Feng didn't say anything, after a while, he revealed his secret with sharp eyes:
"Brother Changning, you like Huanhuan, right?"

These words are completely affirmative.

From Jin Changning's point of view, he thought he hid that feeling well enough, but in the end, no, this unfamiliar boy saw through him at a glance.

"Of course, Huanhuan is my sister."

He didn't quite want to admit it.

Shao Feng smiled: "It's not like liking my sister. It's a man's liking for a woman. You guarded her since you were young and grew up with her, but in the end, I made it to you first. You must hate me very much." Right!"

Alas, this child's eyes are really really sharp.

He sighed.

"Don't hate, there is nothing to hate... Many things in this world are based on fate. Without fate, it is useless to force."

After being silent for a long time, he spit out words that were extremely open-minded, and then asked:

"How did you see it?"

Shao Feng replied with a smile: "I saw it when we first met. You have a strange possessiveness towards Huanhuan. It's just because you are so much older than her, and you watched her grow up. , and know that the person she likes is me. So, you endured it. Or, I'm not too bad, so you can't find fault... But your eyes betrayed you..."

The self-confidence in the words and the wisdom that pierced people's hearts made Jin Changning feel sorry for him. Is it because he is too smart, so heaven is jealous of talents, so he has to be taken back so early?
It hurts!
This feeling of distress is really powerless!

"Let's talk about your method!"

Jin Changning brought the topic to the main topic.

(End of this chapter)