perfect hidden marriage

Chapter 510 Chapter 518, unrequited love 58, because of what Jin Changning said, her heart is messed up (see)
This is the first time that Xiao Jinghuan took the initiative to hug Jin Changning after she became an adult.

Growing up together since they were young, they were originally close, because she grew up, because she recognized Shao Feng, and because Jin Changning quietly withdrew, the relationship between the two of them gradually faded, like a breeze, like clear water, but they were helpless, because they grew up Big, life draws each other in different circles.You can look at each other two by two, but you can no longer kiss your heart.

Married for more than two years, the closest relative is the first.

At that time, he was undergoing corneal surgery. Although she felt great grief, she still tried her best to take care of him for a long time.

Wash his face, bring him water, feed him, help him go to the toilet... She has done everything a wife should do.

Later, she personally buried Shao Feng.During those days, her heart was ashamed, she quietly guarded him, took care of his eyes, and fulfilled her promise to Shao Feng.

Later, he was busy at home and she was busy abroad. They were husband and wife, but the distance between them was wider than the Pacific Ocean.

They don't talk on the phone either: she doesn't call for him, and he doesn't call for her.Stranger than stranger.

And at this moment, she finally took the initiative to hug him like she did when she was a child.

Such an initiative actually made his heart ache strangely.

Or maybe because it came so hard.

"Huanhuan..."

He whispered in a hoarse voice, wanting to ask, what does she mean by this hug?
"Do not talk."

She responded in a low voice, closed her eyes, and leaned against him, with a troubled expression on her face, as well as faint pain.

He didn't speak, but just watched, looking at her distressedly, not knowing what she was struggling with, nor what she was suffering from?
Just hugging like this, I don't know how long I hugged...

For a long time, it seems to be a century.

long enough!
In the end, it was Jin Changning who broke the silence and led her to sit on the sofa. He made a call on the landline and ordered a dinner with disinfectant.

After a while, the service desk brought the dinner and the medicine together.

He arranged the dinner, brought the potion and ointment, and sat beside Xiao Jinghuan:

"Treat the wound."

"It's all right. The blood is all dry."

She said in a low voice, not caring about the small wound.

"Take care of it."

He took her hand and looked at the red spots on Bai Xue's skin, feeling extremely distressed:

"Before, why didn't you say it in the hospital? You should let the doctor see it."

"It's not important, is it?"

She whispered back.

Compared with Li Luo's miscarriage, her injury was really insignificant.

"In my eyes, you are the most important. What if this is tetanus?"

What he said was so serious, his hands were very light, and he used a cotton swab dipped in alcohol to wipe it gently.

When the wound was stimulated by alcohol, it ached naturally, his mouth couldn't help hissing, and Xiumei frowned.

"It hurts?"

He paused.

"A bit."

"It'll be fine in a minute. Bear with it."

He whispered.

She looked back at him, seriously, his profile was much, much prettier than usual.

She just watched him disinfect and apply medicine to her.

"Okay, let's eat! Go wash your hands."

He packed up the medicine.

"Ok!"

She was more docile than ever, and she really went to wash her hands, but she looked at herself in the mirror.

why?
The heart seems to be touched.

Suddenly there is a feeling of wanting to rely on.

In the past two years, the wall she had worked so hard to build to keep anyone from coming in seemed to loosen and move in the process just now...

The iron-like city gate seemed to have been dug out by someone, and something was being sent to the depths of her heart.

It shouldn't be like this.

She had already made up her mind. In this life, she will be neither married nor infertile. She will live like this for the rest of her life. When she is old and gone, she will leave a message to her friends and ask her to be cremated and buried next to Shao Feng. To accompany him forever and ever.

In the past two years, she has been abroad, and it is not that she has no admirers, all of whom want to impress her heart and live in her heart.

No one has ever succeeded.

Who has she ever seen again?

In this world, no one can compare to her Shao Feng.

But now, because of Jin Changning's words, why is her heart in a mess?Why do you want to stick to it and don't want to let it go?Why do you want to compromise?
Ugh!
It can't be like this, can it?

"What are you thinking about?"

Jin Changning heard the sound of washing hands, but after that, she didn't come out.He served her a meal, waited and waited, and finally walked over, but saw her in a daze, with unprecedented confusion in her eyes.

"I'm thinking about you, about me, about our relationship...and the future..."

Xiao Jinghuan looked at him in the mirror.

"What happened to our relationship?"

He hugged her from behind, and the two looked at the beautiful couple in the mirror together.

She has long hair like a waterfall, and is as delicate and beautiful as a flower, and he is tall and straight, with a heroic spirit, so hugging each other like this is actually very beautiful——

She thought of two words: Dengdue.

In a trance, the man in the picture suddenly seemed to be replaced by Shao Feng, but after another look, it was clearly not the same.

But he didn't reject this picture.

"We, shouldn't this be the relationship?"

she said in a low voice.

"Who stipulated that we cannot have such a relationship?"

He asked rhetorically.

She was a little lost in the conversation, and it took a while before she said:

"Because we are brother and sister."

"Wrong, we have never been brothers and sisters."

A kiss fell on her lips and said:
"We are childhood sweethearts."

Not really.

"But, I never thought about marrying again."

"Actually, you were married long ago."

"I never thought that you would cheat."

This made her most unwilling.

"This shows that I have always been the person you trust in your heart, trusting enough to entrust you for life."

"I trust you, but I never thought of entrusting you for life. My heart has long since left with Shao Feng. What stays here is a walking dead."

"The walking dead have no feelings, Huanhuan, I'm sure you have feelings, you have feelings for me, but you don't realize it."

He turned her face away and looked at each other.

She asked herself in her heart: what kind of feeling is it for him?
She couldn't tell for a while.

"Tell me, what are you panicking about now?"

Alas, she wanted to sigh, when did this stupid man become so sharp-eyed?

"In this life, I just want to fall in love, to love someone wholeheartedly...One couple for a lifetime is enough..."

He thought about it quietly, and suddenly understood a little bit, so he held her chin and said:

"Huanhuan, from 17 to 25 and a half years old, you loved Shao Feng wholeheartedly, that was your first love. But now that Shao Feng is no longer here, you should let it go; in the future, you may try to love me wholeheartedly... ...This does not mean that you are half-hearted, on this road of life, you can get more if you let go of it properly... This is also the result Shao Feng hopes for."

"is it?"

She answered very confused.

"Yes!"

"Should I love you?"

"Of course, I am the husband."

His voice sank,
She frowned: "I want to think about it!"

"Considering what?"

"Consider whether I should love you or not."

"Is this something to consider?"

He narrowed the distance between the two of them, their lips were almost touching for a while, and they pecked lightly.

"The development is too fast, so we must think carefully about it."

She looked solemn and serious.

"Well, if you insist, I'm fine. Dinner."

One after the other, they walked to the table and sat down.

Xiao Jinghuan ate in silence, while Jin Changning gave her some vegetables.

Originally, they should be very happy today, but because of Li Luo, their moods are broken - she is unhappy, and he is not in a good mood either!
After eating half of it, she raised her head and asked, "How should we deal with this matter?"

"I'll explain the situation to Young Master Yan. Don't worry."

"Will he believe it?"

She sighed softly: "Even if you can believe it, you will definitely be angry. He may blame you. I am afraid that your friendship with him will cause conflicts because of me...I'm sorry, I made you messy..."

"Stupid talk!"

Jin Changning served her soup.

"Hurry up and eat! After eating, take a shower, then don't think about anything, and sleep well."

She took it and drank it silently, but she was uncertain in her heart, that Li Luo, who lost a child, would he really let it go?
Why did she feel that this matter would not end so soon?
(End of this chapter)