weird little princess

Chapter 31

From Zhuoer's words, I learned that Lin Yu has never entered the palace once during the half month since I was sick, and Fu Lin seems to have nothing special about Lin Yu.

I was so angry that I just said: let him go.It's nothing.I am grateful to Fu Lin in my heart. As an older brother, he is indeed

I have done enough, and when I think that I will leave him soon, my heart is full of reluctance, but the more I reluctance, the more I force myself to do it as soon as possible.
It is necessary to leave this imperial palace, otherwise, there may be too many worries that cannot be let go.For myself and for Lin Yu, I must leave
Open them, it will be good for everyone.

I remember reading Li Ye's "Eight Arrivals" before: from the near to the far east, from the deep to the shallow clear stream, from the highest to the sun and the moon, from the closest to the husband and wife.That
When I was reading this poem, I always felt a slight sadness. I always thought that the poet would feel this way too. Teenagers don’t know the feeling of sadness, so I write new words

, to express sorrow for the new words.Now I clearly feel that when husband and wife become the most familiar strangers, it turns out that it is not just sadness

It's so simple, but there is still reluctance, attachment, and unwillingness.The reluctance is my feelings for him, the attachment is our common memory, and the reluctance is in the
In this game of love, I finally lost a crushing defeat.Of course, there will still be sadness and helplessness, but you can't help falling in love with him.
Do not leave his bitterness.No one can understand the pain of paying for oneself.All these feelings are originally contained in the sentence of close relatives and distant husbands and wives.

In the middle, unless you experience it yourself, how can you understand the profound meaning of it.It's night, but I can't sleep, since that time I got drunk
It seems to be obsessed with the taste of wine.Of course, Fu Lin ordered me not to drink too much, so naturally I won't be as drunk as I was last time,

But drinking a small pot of wine every night is my hobby. Because the temper of the wine is very strong, I don't dare to drink too much, just take a small pot
Wine glass, just pour yourself and drink it yourself.Sometimes I think of Lin Yu, thinking of the days with him, it doesn't give me much relief, I just think about it.

Makes me more lonely and want to cry.Probably, everyone who falls in love with someone deeply like me but is destined to have no good results will have this kind of feeling
Feel it.

The leaves on the tree are all turning yellow, like yellow butterflies flying with the wind, and some of them fell down after a while.

, Some leaves seem to have thoughts, and they actually fly outside the palace wall. Suddenly, I feel like these leaves, and I will fly soon.

Get out of this cage, go to the life you yearn for, and find another happy self.I don't know what life outside the palace walls is like, will it be

There is someone who can accommodate me and wait for me outside, maybe no one wants to get acquainted with me, a person who has no background and no money, ha ha
, What does it matter? Didn't someone once say this: It's better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes than to stay in love with each other.Rivers and lakes, where there are people

There will be rivers and lakes. I didn’t quite agree with this line when I saw it in the movie before, but now I can only use it to warn myself.no matter what

In this world, I will be clear. In fact, in this world, I feel like I have been obliterated by society. I don’t belong to any group. It’s like air.

There are friends, relatives.Only myself.Myolie, Xiaoyu, I closed my eyes in pain, tears flowed down my cheeks, it wasn't me who left you cruelly

Ladies, it's just the current situation, you will only suffer forever if you follow me, why not stay in the palace, some things, what should come will always come, wait
I helped Cheng Wuyi escape from this place, I will still go back to the palace, after all, it is easier for me to escape in the palace, compared to the inner courtyard of the palace and Fu Lin

I seem to have more reason to walk away chicly.

(End of this chapter)