weird little princess

Chapter 65

Sometimes I really envy my past self. I have a brother who loves me, a young and capable husband-in-law, a well-behaved son, and that understanding Xinger. Although the woman named Cheng Wuyi once misunderstood me, But this doesn't affect my happiness at all, why don't I remember all this.Tears rolled in my eyes, I tried my best not to cry, how long have I not cried?I didn't even know it myself, maybe deep down in my heart I was afraid of my cowardice.

Ling'er, the woman I thought was Lin Yu's confidante was actually Lin Yu's daughter, but he deliberately concealed her identity because he was afraid that someone in the court would be unfavorable to her, and Cheng Wuyi was just a political marriage The product, Lin Yu has never loved her. Although Cheng Wuyi loves Lin Yu, Lin Yu always has a feeling of guilt towards her. Love is nothing but a luxury between them.

Thinking about every bit of what I have experienced, the feeling in my heart is like overturning the five-flavored bottle, all the ups and downs are on my mind. I have missed too much with him before, and the same stubborn personality prevents us from Get to know each other very well, what political marriage brings is mutual distrust and hurt, now, I want to make up for all this, but I have lost all the memories I had with him, I don’t know that I don’t have any feelings anymore What should I do in the basics, how to go on with him, not only that, how should I face that Xing'er, Xiaoyu?Now that I look at them as complete strangers, should I act like a loving mother?I admit that I am not that great, I can't do it.

Let everything go as it pleases, this is my words to Lin Yu, I know it may be cruel, but on the issue of relationship, I am not ready to give up, I think I love Lin Yu, but my current love may be different from the two Years ago was a little different. After all, many things have changed over time. The past is the past. It is impossible to go back to the beginning. I need time to slowly accept the past between me and him, and I also need time to let him know who he is now.

I know that Lin Yu may not be able to accept my change of attitude towards him for a while, but it doesn't matter, the future is long, we still have a lot of time to wait slowly, if he can't even wait this time, how can I expect him to be with him Spend it by yourself?
However, I still don't understand some things, why Lin Yu came to the mountains, why Han Ye and Feng Ye didn't come to see me, even though they once gave me Wangqing Pill, I still won't blame them, I can understand their intentions for me, and I can also understand Feng Ye who let me take Wangqing Pill in order to be with me, but why it has been two years, even Han Ye has expressed his thoughts to me, but Feng Ye But he seemed to be worried about something, and after he knew I was going back to the mountains, he still avoided me. According to normal people's thinking, shouldn't he stand up and defend the relationship he had so hard to win?He is not afraid that once Lin Yu and I are alone together, what if my memory recovers?Feng Ye's attitude made me very puzzled. I always felt that he was weird. He must have something to hide from me and didn't want me to know.

In the past few nights, I haven't slept well, and I always have some strange dreams, but when I wake up, I don't remember what I dreamed.

(End of this chapter)