weird little princess

Chapter 67

I struggled to move in Feng Ye's arms, trying to push his arms away. Obviously, this action hurt Feng Ye's self-esteem. He looked at me quite hurt and said: "Xue'er, you really Do you hate me so much, are you really refusing to give me a chance?" I looked at him, took advantage of the situation and pushed his arm away, and smiled slightly: "Feng Ye, there is an insurmountable gap between us, although you once In order to keep me by your side, I fed me Wangqing Pill, but I don’t hate you, and I never blame you. Really, I am very grateful to you for taking care of me in the past two years, and I also care about you. But the past is the past, I can never go back, I admit, if there is no reappearance of Lin Yu, I may be with you, it has nothing to do with love, it is just a simple repayment, or looking for a harbor It's just like a drowning person who will desperately grasp a straw and will not let go no matter what. My feelings for you are brother and sister feelings, which can never rise to love, but Lin Yu is different. I don't know what happened between me and him, but if you want to hurt him, I will definitely not agree." When I said the last few words, my tone was extremely firm, and my face showed a rare serious.

Lin Yu once told me that I was taken away by Feng Ye before I lost my memory, and it was because of Lin Yu that I received a sword. Just now I heard Feng Ye talk about his deep hatred with Lin Yu. I will not let it go.In this conversation, I have expressed my position. If Feng Ye wants to be unfavorable to Lin Yu, I will lose my memory again.

After Feng Ye heard what I said, her face was a little stiff, but then she returned to her usual indifference and affection. "I have to avenge the death of the family. In the past two years, I have been looking for opportunities to do it. Lin Yu dared to come to the mountains alone for you. If I seek revenge from him at this time, it will be invincible. Don't worry, at the very least, he will take revenge." I won’t do anything while taking care of you in the mountains, but once he returns to the capital, I don’t guarantee that I won’t do it, Xue’er,” Feng Ye paused, and then said, “Now you know the truth of the matter, you, Will you go back to the capital with him and continue your career as a concubine?" There was a trace of hope in his eyes, and I knew that he would not be reconciled or give up on me.

"No," I replied briefly, and Feng Ye's eyes immediately showed a strange light, and said, "Then you choose to stay in the mountains?" I forgot everything, going back means accepting Lin Yu's love as Fu Ruoyan, why should I love someone I really love as someone else?This is very unfair to me. I want to go out for a walk and live the life I want to live as a commoner. Whether it is walking in the rivers and lakes or a fisherman and village girl, as long as I am happy, of course, I I will not be too far away from Lin Yu, around him, and protect him with my best ability, until, until he falls in love with me again who is not Fu Ruoyan, who is called Shangguan Xue'er, who likes to live a life of innocence, who is naughty and somewhat Troubled woman, the truest me.

I think I am selfish and awkward, obviously Lin Yu already loves me very much, but I always feel that it is not enough, I want to love him with my most essential identity.

(End of this chapter)