Prosperity for the rest of your life

Chapter 1465 I am so lucky to meet you [2]

"Such a gentle and carefree temperament makes boys like it even more, so there are many people chasing her in class and even on campus."

As Feng Yang spoke, his voice became deeper and deeper, he took a sip of his wine, and continued: "At that time, Qianxi was raised by you, right? Every day when she came to school and went home after class, there was a car to pick her up. And Qianxi was very fond of the boys in the class. She has always held an attitude of alienation and rejection, except for me, she is alienated from every boy. This also makes some boys who can't chase her hate her."

"So, the rumors about Qianxi being raised by others spread in the class and even in the school. Everyone talked about her and pointed at her behind her back. Her attitude towards this matter was indifference, and it had nothing to do with her. status. I once asked her why she didn’t explain, and she said, “Mouth grows on others, ears grow on herself, others love to slander her, it’s other people’s business, she just doesn’t listen.”

"My feeling towards Qianxi at the time was that this girl was too calm, as if she was out of the world. I got closer and closer to Qianxi. After the two became good friends, I asked her how she created this indifference. Temperament. She replied to me 'I have gone through pain a thousand times more painful and painful than this, and I have been numb, so these can't hurt me.'”

"The pain she mentioned should now refer to the death of her mother when she was 16 years old, and the death of her brother when she was 17 years old. It must have happened to you in that year. In those years, the pain she experienced, there is no People can understand. The mother and elder brother just passed away, she gave herself to you, and you were the murderer of her elder brother at that time."

"When I was talking to her, I jokingly asked her if she was really raised. She lowered her eyes and said softly 'yes'. I was silent for a while and looked at her and asked if she liked you. She replied in a low voice' Can’t love, the most unloved person in the world is him, I won’t love, I will never fall in love with him’.”

As Feng Yang said, he took a sip of wine and looked at Feng Chenche who had been drinking, his eyes became extremely dark, "Qianxi hesitated for a long time when she said this, and her voice was very low, she didn't dare to raise her eyes to look at I said. Actually think about it now. For you, she probably has been tempted when she was with you, but she has been forcing herself not to love you, don't be tempted, because you are an enemy and cannot love. "

Feng Chenche clenched the wine bottle tightly, unable to hide the sadness and pain in his heart, his eyes were deep red and moist.

"One of the things I remember most clearly is that I was studying in different subjects, and I chose the cardiology department. I asked her to come with me. She shook her head and said, 'I'll just study trauma treatment'. I didn't think much about it at the time, just vaguely Heard her murmur 'He's always hurt'."

"Another time, when get out of class was over, I saw her sitting on the seat with a necklace in a daze. When I walked over to ask her what was wrong, I heard her keep repeating a sentence'Why if it was you, why did you kill him? , why is it you'."

After Feng Yang finished speaking, she looked at Feng Chenche and pursed her lower lip, "It's not that Qianxi didn't love you back then, she didn't dare to love, she couldn't love. Because she thought you were the murderer who killed her brother. With the endless hatred for you, she still can't help thinking that you are always hurt, and she learned to heal trauma to take care of you! The kind of torture that clearly loves but forces herself not to love, coupled with the death across Asakawa, Do you know how tangled and helpless Qian Xi was at that time?"

(End of this chapter)