Domineering love addiction: Mr. Mu's sky-high bride

Chapter 1039 It Doesn't Matter Anymore

Qu Qingge looked at her daughter, and suddenly shed tears: "Rui Rui, do you blame mom for leaving you and dad? Mom thinks... living here is not happy, and mom wants to try another way of life. But mom I won’t go far, and I will give you all my love. When my mother can support herself, I will discuss with my father and pick you up, okay? My mother also wants to take you away, but... there are too many uncertainties ..."

Rui Rui raised her little hand to help her wipe away her tears, and asked innocently: "Mom, what is happiness? Is it something important?"

Qu Qingge was stopped by the question and couldn't answer for a while.Is happiness that important?The meaning of happiness is complicated and difficult to explain in words. She only knows that her current life is very depressing.

Every morning when Ye Junjue got up, he went to the company, and she took care of the children at home. For her who grew up in Haicheng, Emperor was a place she was not familiar with. Apart from Wen Yan and Chen Mengyao, she had no other friends. I spend all day in this narrow circle.

If he has love for her, maybe she can survive. Some people say that if you have love, you can drink enough water.But he doesn't love, she stays away from the city where she grew up because of him, and takes care of her husband and children at home every day, like an impenetrable black cloth wrapping her tightly, she can't see the colorful things outside the black cloth, Unable to touch his affectionate warmth, she was about to suffocate...

Now she has figured it out, thought it through thoroughly, but why, he doesn't want to let her go?
She didn't want to spend the rest of her life here, she wanted to be free, and she also wanted to set him free.Whenever he said that he loved her, she would ignore everything else. From the day Chen Mengyao's accident happened, his reaction made her realize everything.It turns out that it is so difficult to occupy someone's heart, especially someone who has loved others.

She hugged the sleeping Rui Rui and sat on the sofa in the living room downstairs until one o'clock in the morning, and finally waited for Ye Junjue's car to drive back to the manor.

In the silent night, the sound of the car was very abrupt, which almost cheered her up immediately.

Seeing Aze helping the drunk Ye Junjue to enter the door, she habitually wanted to put down Rui Rui and go to take care of her, but she quickly stopped this thought.

She is always habitually treating him in every detail, so what about him?He has never been. To him, she is more like a child-bearing machine, lifeless, so cold that it does not need emotional charity to maintain.

"Ma'am, why aren't you asleep yet?"

Ze was surprised to see her.

"I...I'm waiting for him to come back, I need to find him." Qu Qingge hugged Rui Rui for too long, his arms were a little sore, so he could only adjust his posture slightly to relieve it.

Of course Aze knew why she was waiting for Ye Junjue to come back: "This... the young master is so drunk, no matter what happens, we have to talk about it tomorrow. I will send him back to his room to rest first. You should go to bed early too."

Ye Junjue was indeed so drunk that he couldn't even move on his own, and Aze was almost half-carrying him.

Qu Qingge responded, and went upstairs together, when she suddenly saw a bright red lip print on the collar of Ye Junjue's white shirt, her heart trembled, she had always washed his shirts as a novice, and every piece was washed thoroughly It's clean, but now it's stained with another woman's lipstick!
She forced herself to look away, there's no need to be sad, no need to be sad, divorced, there will be no relationship anymore, and she doesn't have to find out where he was having fun before he went home!

When Aze put Ye Junjue on the bed, he also noticed the lipstick mark on his collar.

Aze glanced at Qu Qingge who was following behind with a guilty conscience: "Madam... Shall I change the young master's clothes first? It will be more comfortable to sleep after changing clothes."

Qu Qingge put Rui Rui down, stepped forward to help Ye Junjue unbutton his shirt, and directly ignored the lip marks: "It's okay, let me come, it's so late, you should go back and rest too."

Aze frowned, hesitating a bit: "Young master didn't..."

Before he could finish speaking, Qu Qingge took over: "It's okay, it doesn't matter anymore."

Aze didn't say anything more, turned and left.

Qu Qingge struggled to take off Ye Junjue's shirt, looked at the lipstick marks on it, she sat in front of the bed for a long time, she was going to get a divorce, she was waiting for him to come home, but he was outside hugging other women and drinking Drunk like mud, how could he still be in the mood at a time like this...?
I don't know how long it took, she took the shirt to wash it with her own hands, and hung it to dry, the wet water couldn't melt her frozen heart, it was time to end.

She understands Ye Junjue's habit, as long as he is drunk, he must get up early the next day, because a hangover will cause a headache.

She sat by the bed and waited for dawn, for him to wake up.

As expected, before seven o'clock, Ye Junjue woke up because of a headache. After going to the bathroom in a daze, he didn't notice her sitting on the edge of the bed.

He was startled for a moment, and then asked, "Ah Ze sent me back?"

She nodded: "can we talk about divorce now? I'm serious. "

He took a set of pajamas from the closet and went straight to the bathroom: "There's nothing to talk about. I've talked about it long ago. I don't agree. I've been very busy recently. Don't make trouble anymore. I don't have time to accompany you."

After the words fell, the bathroom door was shut firmly.

Qu Qingge grabbed the corner of her clothes between her fingers, she really wanted to rush in and tell him clearly that he was always like this, he was not warm, he used various reasons to prevaricate her, and left her at home to face all the loneliness alone .She's had enough of this!
When he came out of the shower and was about to go out, she blocked the bedroom door: "As long as there is no agreement, you can't leave today, I don't want to spend the rest of my life with you, I don't want to do this anymore, I've had enough! "

Ye Junjue stared at her for two seconds without any emotion in his eyes: "Get out of the way."

She bit her lip and said nothing, still blocking the door.

He gritted his teeth, as if he could bear it to the extreme, he turned around and threw his suit jacket on the bed: "What do you want?! Besides divorce, can you think of something else in your mind?! You want to talk about it, right? ?! Let’s talk about it when I come back at night, talk about it! I’ll be back early today, but now I’m going out, so don’t make trouble for no reason!”

Fearing that he was just lying to her, she asked uncertainly, "You really promised to come back tonight to talk?"

He had a gloomy face and didn't speak, so she took him for acquiescing: "Then you go, and I'll wait for you to come back for dinner tonight, and I hope you won't... be late again, and don't make me wait for you until late at night."

Ye Junjue didn't speak, took his coat and left without looking back.

After spending the whole night, Qu Qingge was also tired. Rui Rui hadn't woken up yet at this time, so she could take a nap. When her daughter woke up, she would be with her. She had no chance to rest at all.

(End of this chapter)