Mermaid Jiao Fei wants to hug

Chapter 858 We should all be responsible for our own choices
After hearing this, Xia Lanxi got up and walked over, sat aside, and looked at the things in the treasure chest.

It is a swarthy pebble.

She nodded and said, "Very beautiful."

"Well, I have eyes, and I think it's very beautiful."

The queen mother looked at it, but her eyes seemed to be looking far away, and a faint smile appeared on her face, but it seemed to be tinged with self-mockery.

The lonely voice with a hint of emptiness rang out again.

"In fact, in the first emperor's heart, there has always been a woman, and he loved that woman, and he has not changed until his death.

Of course I knew, I always knew, but I still married him willingly.

He treats each other with courtesy, and we respect each other as guests, but I know that he has never looked at me seriously.

He gave me a child so that I could gain a firm foothold in the harem and rule the Sixth Palace.

I am very happy, thinking that having a child will bring our relationship to a higher level.

I don't want to, not only didn't make it to a higher level, but he seemed to have completed the task, and almost never came to see me again.

He has endless government affairs on his hands, or border wars.

Fortunately, he was devoted to the eldest prince Ning Xiu and Yu'er, and he was not too cold.I thought, this is the relationship between father and son, blood is thicker than water, he doesn't love me, but he still loves the child.

No, hehe, I was wrong again.

When Yu'er was only seven years old, he brought back a little boy from the border and adopted him as his adopted son.

For many years, I thought that this little boy belonged to the late emperor. How could anyone be so kind to an adopted son? He not only brought him by his side to raise him, but also taught him lessons, learned literature and martial arts, and even brought him with him when he went to the battlefield. Careful guidance.

One time, a little boy was injured and fell into a coma for three days and three nights. I personally took care of him in my clothes, and finally recovered.

Because of this, the first emperor gave me a pebble, which was picked up at the border.

It is obviously not a valuable thing, but I have kept it for so many years like a treasure.

How ridiculous isn't it.

I did so much for the late emperor, but the late emperor couldn't see the slightest bit. However, I did a little for the little boy, and he saw it.

You have to ask me if I hate it, if I resent it, of course, who would not resent it.

As the little boy grew up, I realized that this little boy did not belong to the first emperor.Because he is not half alike with the first emperor.

The first emperor was good-looking, Xiu'er and Yu'er both looked like the first emperor, but this little boy was not at all like the first emperor's extreme good looks.

I think this little boy should be the child of his beloved woman.

Only when you love a woman to the extreme, can you treat the children born to her and others as if they were your own.

Since then, I have no resentment.

It's all because of love, but at least, I can be by his side and gave birth to a child for him, but the first emperor never got it.

He chose to love her and treat her well in his own way, and I also chose to love him, and I can only treat him well in my own way.

We are all responsible for our choices.

So, at the beginning, when the eldest prince succeeded to the throne, I respected his will and handed over all the military power to His Royal Highness King Chu, and I had no objection. Yu'er became an idle prince.

I am the most useless empress dowager in the harem.

Unexpectedly, it turned out that Yu'er took on this important task.

The former emperor did not love His Royal Highness King Chu in vain. He protected the country and the emperor, and was indeed loyal to the first emperor.

Xiao Xi, look, I didn't fight or grab, but I got it in the end. The world is so unpredictable! "

The queen mother stroked the pebbles and sighed quietly, her eyes were foggy.

(End of this chapter)