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Chapter 1048 I don’t want you to watch me die (3)

Faced with Pei Yan's persecution, Ying Xuxu knew that she couldn't hide it any longer, so she pursed her lips and said softly, "I don't want you to watch me die!"

"Pei Yan, I know how much you love me. I can't stand you watching the woman you love die in front of your eyes."

"Ah!"

After hearing Ying Xuxu's words, Pei Yan suddenly laughed, feeling both ridiculous and sad.

"I don't want me to watch you die in front of my eyes. I won't be sad if I know all the truth after you die?"

Ying Xuxu lowered her head, "No!"

At that time, she didn't know how long she could live, and she just happened to meet Pei Qian.

During that time, Pei Yan had conflicts with her, and seeing him in pain, she made up her mind to leave.

Hating her is at least much better than losing her heartbreakingly.

"Still, you didn't plan to come back after you left the country, and you wouldn't even tell anyone if you died..."

Let everyone think that she is still alive, but just disappeared.

Ying Xuxu raised her eyes and stared at Pei Yan, without saying a word, she acquiesced.

That's what she thought at the time.

"You really want to die outside without telling me, Ying Xuxu, you—"

Because of anger, Pei Yan's hand also unconsciously tightened, and he grabbed Ying Xuxu's arm fiercely.

"pain……"

Ying Xuxu was caught in pain, and whispered with red eyes: "I thought I would die soon, so I left. Pei Yan, I didn't mean to leave you."

After finishing speaking, two lines of tears slowly fell from the corners of Ying Xuxu's eyes...

"Every minute and every second abroad, I miss you very much."

"Many times I almost couldn't hold back and ran back to find you, but I held back."

"I didn't mean not to want you, I love you so much!"

Ying Xuxu cried while talking.

Hearing Ying Xuxu's words, Song Shichu's words suddenly sounded in Pei Yan's mind.

He said: During the two years when Ying Xuxu was abroad, he often shed tears looking at his photos when he was being treated.

Without anyone to accompany her, she must be very helpless.

If he was by her side, she would definitely not be so painful.

It's his fault, it's all his fault!

Pei Yan couldn't bear to blame Ying Xuxu for half a minute, she was silent for a few seconds, and suddenly raised her hand to hold her tightly in her arms, with a hoarse voice: "I'm the one who's sorry, I'm the one who should be damned."

"I shouldn't doubt you, I shouldn't be angry with you..." Pei Yan stared at Ying Xuxu with scarlet eyes, "Xuxu, hit me, hit me hard!"

With that said, Pei Yanzhen took Ying Xuxu's hand and slapped himself hard on the face a few times.

Ying Xuxu was unprepared, she just felt a burning pain in her palm, and when she looked up, Pei Yan's cheeks were already flushed.

"Pei Yan!" Ying Xuxu's face was pale, and she raised her hand to gently touch his flushed cheek, feeling distressed: "Does it hurt?"

"Do you hurt?" Although Pei Yan was smiling, there were tears in his eyes, as if they would fall if touched.

Ying Xuxu was stunned, and wanted to pretend to answer Pei Yan's question easily, but when he met his examining gaze, he lost the courage to lie for a moment.

"Besides homesickness, I miss you too. Everything else is fine." Ying Xuxu said with a smile, "Pei Yan, life and death are fates. What we have to do is to live every day well. We treat the past as It didn't happen, forget about it, okay?"

Pretend it didn't happen?
Pei Yan smiled bitterly.

She can be so free and easy, but he, a person who doesn't understand anything, has a severe heart throbbing at this moment.

"It was my fault."

Pei Yan buried her head in Ying Xuxu's arms, and muttered to herself, "Xuxu, I deserve to die!"

(End of this chapter)