The young lady has golden fingers

Chapter 1112
"Long Yan, let me tell you, if this continues, I will not want you."

Di Jiuyuan's words were extremely decisive, leaving no room for negotiation.

Long Yan was completely panicked.

The whole person's complexion was extremely pale. The man who was so majestic and cold in front of the ten elders just now panicked like a child.

"Before you deliberately quarreled with me and didn't come to coax me on purpose. Do you think I forgot about this account? Let me tell you, I will firmly remember it for you!"

"Little Yuan'er, I..." Long Yan hesitated to speak, and finally he could only say bitterly, "I'm really just afraid that you will worry about me." I hope you can always be happy, I don't want you Worrying about anything, not even myself, can become your burden!

He has always felt that if he truly loves someone, he should let her be carefree, like a little princess.Even if he can't do anything to stay by her side in the days to come, he still has to pave all the roads in front of her.

But in the illusion, after seeing how his little girl spent the previous years, he realized that his little girl was never a flower that needed to be raised in a greenhouse.

She is vigilant, she is ruthless, she is independent and strong, it can be said that she lacks everything, but what she lacks is someone she can trust wholeheartedly, someone who can stay by her side regardless of life or death.

Di Jiuyuan didn't say a word, obviously this answer made her feel dissatisfied.

Long Yan only felt more and more bitter in his heart.

Nervously he said to himself: "Little Yuan'er, did you think I didn't want to coax you at that time? I drove the car to the downstairs of the Yese Club countless times, and wanted to rush up to hold you in my arms countless times to make you calm down." Take it easy, it's just that I can't do that, and I can't be so selfish."

"Actually, when I knew that the neurotoxin had started to spread. My mind went blank and I thought a lot. At the beginning I wanted to tell you, then hold your hand and spend the last time with me .

But when I see you are still so young, I can't bear it.As a dying person, why should I be so selfish and occupy a place in your heart? You still have such a long time in the future, is it possible that you will spend the rest of your life alone in loneliness? "

Di Jiuyuan thought of the letters he wrote to herself, and wished to slap this mentally handicapped man a few times.

"So I thought, the farther away from you the better. Even if you don't have the slightest impression of me in the end, that's fine. I even thought, can I find someone I can entrust to take care of me? You? I even considered several candidates, Gu Mucheng, or Lu Qi.

But when I thought about it, after I left, someone would take my place, be by your side, greet you, help you dress and eat.Hold you at night, sleep on the bed.I felt very distressed.So in the end, I was still selfish for a while, I have considered everything for you, except that there is no one who will help you prepare to replace me and stand by your side in the future. "

Di Jiuyuan listened indifferently, looking indifferent and expressionless.But the slightly fluttering eyelashes showed her restless mood.

This mental retardation, this great mental retardation.

Why do you have to think about so many things?

Is it interesting to think about so many bad things?

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(End of this chapter)