365 days of chasing wife: wife, come home with me

Chapter 536 Missing the Best You

"So, it's really you."

After Gu Xiuze got the answer, he staggered back a few steps, but he would rather she deny it, and would rather she tell himself that these letters were not written by her and have nothing to do with her, they are only Xia Xi's.

But why did I feel so empty and uncomfortable after hearing the exact answer?The heart felt like it had been pricked by a needle, and there was a fine numb pain.

"It's me, so what?"

She raised her head and looked at him, her eyes met, and she saw remorse in his eyes.

She didn't know what he was regretting, but there was no need for that.

"Even if I let you know at the beginning, at most I just got ridiculed and abused by you. I won't insult myself and let you slander me."

Writing letters for Xia Xi was voluntary, and she was even ecstatic at the time, being able to express her inner feelings as Xia Xi, isn't this a kind of catharsis and expression?

Thinking back now, he was so stupid at the time, what she said was regarded by him as an expression of Xia Xi's feelings, and his relationship with Xia Xi would only get better and better, and he completely regarded her as a transparent person.

It was only later that she realized that making wedding dresses for others would not do her any good, not even a little bit.

"No, I won't." He eagerly denied.

The corner of Bo Bing's mouth curled up into a self-deprecating smile, "You said that now, but then? You looked down on me, and even hated me to the extreme, even if I appeared in your sight, you would find it an eyesore."

She knew him very well. Back then, Gu Xiuze only had Xia Xi in his eyes. When did she exist?
Gu Xiuze was so refuted that he lost his voice and had to agree with her statement.

Yes, back then, he was so arrogant that he could ignore everything. If he knew that these letters were written by her, he would be burned to ashes in a fire, and would even satirize her sentimentality. letter and regret it?
"You're right." He said hoarsely.

"It's all over, why do you need to be persistent?"

"Really, is it all over?"

To him, it seemed that everything was just beginning. Her betrayed love, her dignity trampled by him, and everything he hurt made him regret endlessly.

Bo Bing said lightly, "It's been a long time, and I don't remember the original intention to take care of you. Since I have forgotten it, you don't need to be persistent anymore. Let it go, treat yourself and the people around you well." good."

Gu Xiuze looked at her beautiful side face, his voice was suppressed in pain, "But I can't do it, I can't forget the past, I can't forget the hurt that I did to you."

Her hearing is still damaged to this day, and it can even be said that there is no possibility of recovery in this life. That heavy slap in the face, he can't wait to slap himself in the face now.

And he grabbed her hand dazedly, "Bing'er, come on, hit me hard in the face, don't be afraid, I won't hold grudges against you."

He had already done this move before, but at that time he was so drunk that Bo Bing could not care about him, but now...

"Gu Xiuze, let go!"

"Don't be afraid, I will never hurt you again." He would rather hurt himself than hurt her.

"Xiu Ze, what are you doing? Let go now."

Su Yaqin, who came out of the kitchen with hot soup, was shocked when she saw his actions.

Now Bo Bing can be said to be the most valuable member of the Sheng family, if something happens to her, the old man will definitely not let Xiu Ze go.

Su Yaqin glanced out the window, Sheng Shaohua and the old man didn't seem to notice the movement in the living room, she still winked at her son frequently.

"Bing'er."

This name, now that it was on his lips, actually made him feel so distressed, and there was a sharp pain in his heart. He never expected that he would be fascinated by her and obsessed one day.

If he had known earlier, he would not have hurt her so deeply in the first place, and he would not have been angry with her, or even retaliated against her because of Xia Xi.

"I don't need your hypocritical make-up, let go!"

"Bing'er..."

"Gu Xiuze, what are you doing now?"

"I just wanted to..."

What is he thinking?
What can I do?
It's just that I was stimulated today, thinking that she used Xia Xi's hand to confide so much unspeakable affection to him, pouring all her enthusiasm on him, but in the end she was injured all over.

He already had feelings for her, but now that he knew the truth, he couldn't suppress the clamoring strong affection.

"Those letters, for me at the time, were indeed a means to let you know, but I regret it now."

"Bing'er, I can understand what you said in the letter."

Afraid that she might not believe it, he almost raised his hand to swear, "Really, I can really understand, because now I just feel the same way."

Bo Bing sneered, "Have you said enough?"

I don't want to tell him this anymore, it will only make her understand how stupid she was at that time, how ridiculous it is to tell herself about such a bleak thing.

Her wrist is so slender, just rubbing her skin makes him feel sad. If he had a high awareness, she would not be Sheng Shaohua's wife.

"Let go of her!"

Sheng Shaohua walked in angrily, seeing his wife's indifferent expression, he grabbed Gu Xiuze's fingers so hard that he almost crushed his wrist bones.

"Xiuze!" Su Yaqin didn't want him to have any more conflicts with Shaohua. Every time Xiuze lost, Sheng Shaohua couldn't provoke him at all.

Gu Xiuze took a deep breath, and then slowly let go of his hand.

Bo Bing rubbed his painful hand, and said in a cold voice, "I don't hope there will be a next time!"

Next time, she won't be polite.

"Also, I should thank you, because your cruelty and irrationality at that time made me see the truth clearly and give up on you, otherwise I would never have met Shaohua, let alone be moved by his deep emotion. fall in love with him."

Gu Xiuze looked at her gently moving thin lips, and said such cold words, the whole person seemed to be in an ice cellar
He took a few steps back, his face pale.

Bo Bing leaned against Sheng Shaohua's arms, "Honey, carry me back to the room, I'm sleepy."

Sheng Shaohua glared at Gu Xiuze fiercely, then bent down and picked her up.

Sheng Minhang's old voice came from behind, "It should be yours, and no one can take it away. What's the point of grabbing what's not yours?"

"Father."

Sheng Minhang shook his head and sighed, "I don't want another moth to come out of this family, don't take my words to heart, if something happens, don't blame me for being ruthless!"

Gu Xiuze's heart was ashamed.

"Xiu Ze, are you alright?"

"Mom, I want to be alone for a while."

Su Yaqin sighed and could only avoid it temporarily.

He covered his face with his hands, "It turns out that I have missed the best of you without my noticing, how stupid I am!"

Too stupid to be cured, too stupid to be ashamed.

(End of this chapter)