My bamboo horse is a bit fierce

Chapter 618 Decided to leave (1)

After leaving Duan Jingyan's villa, Lin Xia came to Duan's villa overnight.

Duan Qiming and Chen Miao were both surprised when they saw Lin Xia suddenly appearing in the hall of the Duan family.

After seeing the luggage bag in her hand, the two were even more puzzled.

The sadness and grief on Lin Xia's face made Chen Miao a little worried, "Xiao Xia, what's wrong with you? You...why did you come back with a luggage bag today? Could it be...you and A Jing had a fight?"

Lin Xia shook her head, but said nothing.

Duan Qiming looked at Lin Xia, frowning deeply.Then, he suddenly said, "Xiao Xia, did you hear what I said to Ah Jing that day?"

Lin Xia's eyes paused, then nodded, "Yes."

"Xiao Xia, we actually..." Duan Qiming continued to speak, wanting to say something.

However, Lin Xia suddenly interrupted him at this time, "Uncle Duan, don't talk about it, I understand everything. Don't worry, I will give you an answer tomorrow."

Seeing that Lin Xia looked tired and heavy, Duan Qiming didn't say much.Nodding slowly, he said with concern, "Okay. Xiao Xia, don't think about it too much, get a good night's sleep tonight. Let's talk about other things tomorrow."

"it is good……"

Then, Lin Xia walked into her own room with her luggage.

After entering the room, she closed the door heavily, and then leaned against the back of the door weakly and sadly.

Everything that happened today seemed like a nightmare, which made her frightened, helpless, and sad.

Like a person, is it really just talking?
Could it be that the previous pledge of eternal love was just passing away?
Closing her eyes, the little things between her and Duan Jingyan began to appear in Lin Xia's mind involuntarily.

In my memory, there is the image of him bullying her at the beginning, the image of him falling in love with her and confessing to her, the image of him kissing her...

However, the more I think about it, the more it hurts.

Probably... Really, the sweeter the memory, the more painful the reality.

That painful, sweet and suffocating feeling came slowly again, making her at a loss what to do.

Get out, get out of here, get out of the place that makes you miserable!Suddenly, a voice sounded from the bottom of my heart.

Lin Xia smiled sadly, leaving?
Maybe... it's time to leave.

From the age of 12 to the present, she has lived in Duan's house for six years.

So now, it's time to leave.

Get out of here, out of this painful and sweet place for her.

Slowly, she took out her backpack, and carefully took out again the letter her mother had written to her earlier.

After reading it deeply several times, with depression and pain, Lin Xia finally made a difficult decision: go to the United States with Luo Ancheng, and live with her mother whom she has never met.

After making this decision, Lin Xia sighed heavily in his heart.

Going abroad, she can meet her mother, feel her love, and learn foreign languages ​​better.This... might be the best ending.

However, Lin Xia found that she couldn't be happy at all.

At the bottom of my heart, there was throbbing pain, as if blood was about to overflow.

Duan Jingyan, do you know how uncomfortable I am right now?Do you know how many times I have grieved and broken my heart before making this decision?
Duan Jingyan... How could you treat me like this?
Lin Xia's lips were tightly pressed together, her pale face was as bloodless as her pale heart at the moment.

　I will deal with a little more details tomorrow, and then I will really leave ^_^
　　
　
(End of this chapter)