The princess thinks and leaves every day

Chapter 148 Ye Changlin Gone

The door of Ye Mansion was closed heavily, and Ye Feiwan stood quietly behind the door, looking at the gloomy sky with half-closed eyes.

The winter of the Great Jin Dynasty is getting colder and colder.

"Princess..." Gao Feng's voice faintly came from outside the heavy wooden door, "The prince has been very busy these days, and Concubine Qu has a big accident. Please forgive me."

"..." Ye Feiwan heard it, but said nothing.

Gao Feng said that she should be considerate of Feng Qing and Qu Yan.

But she is clearly the concubine that Feng Qingming is marrying, and the mistress of Prince Jingyuan's mansion, and she is asked to be considerate of others...

Have you ever forgiven her?

Ye Feiwan walked slowly into the Ye Mansion without saying a word.

After this day, he never left Ye Mansion for half a step.

Ye Feiwan originally wanted the doctor to do everything he could to save his father's life, but when he saw his father suffering from illness, he finally understood why he wanted to escape.

Father wakes up every day, and when the pain is extreme, he will bite his arm, bloody and bloody, but in the end, even if he bites his arm, it is difficult to contain the pain in his body.

Even... Sometimes the pain reaches the bone marrow, and the father, who is used to patience, can't help but yell, sweating all over his body.

Ye Feiwan was always by his side, watching, worried every day.

She was actually terrified, but she had nothing but patience.

Sometimes, my father would burst into tears uncontrollably, and the muscles all over his body pulled out uncontrollably.Her hands would also tremble accordingly, until she was sweating profusely at the end, as if she was being tortured.

The doctor came to administer acupuncture for pain relief every day, and would always look at her with pitiful eyes, asking her to take good care of herself.

Ye Feiwan always nodded, smiled gratefully, and signaled that he was fine.

However, on the tenth day she lived in Ye Mansion, Dad's body suddenly didn't feel very painful, but his mind opened up a little.

He who used to be comatose on the sick bed every day, woke up early this day, and even had a strange rosy cheek, just like when he was in good health.

Even...he can order his servants to change into the robes he usually wears, comb his hair and clean his face, and tidy up extremely neatly.

"Father..." Ye Feiwan looked at Ye Changlin, who was rarely in good spirits on the sickbed, and called out in a low voice.

Ye Changlin paused, turned his head to look at her and smiled: "Today, I feel relaxed and refreshed all over, and I saw that the snow outside is really beautiful, so I thought about going out for a walk."

Ye Feiwan turned his head and looked outside the door. Today's sky is still gloomy, but perhaps because of the snow, the sky has added a bit of crisp cold, and the world is in ruins.

She curled her lips back into a smile, nodded and said, "Okay, my daughter is with you."

After saying that, she got up and walked to his side, took over the seat of the servant, and helped him walk towards the door.

"It's really more refreshing outside than inside..." Ye Changlin said with satisfaction as he opened the curtain just now.

"But now it's cold after all, you can only stay for a while and then go back to the house to rest." Ye Feiwan did not forget to ask.

"How could dad not know that you girl is more nagging than your mother." Ye Changlin shook his head helplessly.

"..." Ye Feiwan pursed her lips, said nothing, and still quietly helped him along the way.

"Help Dad to rest in the pavilion." Ye Changlin looked up at the dark red pavilion standing in the white snow, his voice slightly hoarse.

"it is good."

Carefully helping him to sit in the pavilion, Ye Feiwan did not forget to send someone to serve hot tea: "Father, the weather will get better in the future, if you go out for a walk again, I believe you will be fine in a short time."

"Girl Feiwan, do you still want to lie to father?" Ye Changlin laughed softly, "How could father not know that this is a flashback."

"..." Ye Feiwan's fingers froze, but she quickly wrinkled her nose and smiled, "Father, what nonsense are you talking about, what are you talking about, you are in such good shape today!"

"Yes, yes, yes, tight!" Ye Changlin followed her words, then looked not far away, and fell into silence.

Ye Feiwan stared at his father's profile, he was too thin, almost skinny, his eyes were squinting slightly at this moment, as if... about to faint.

A bit of panic suddenly emerged in her heart, she always felt... this faint, her father would never be able to wake up again...

"Father!" Ye Feiwan hurriedly said, but her voice changed due to fear.

Ye Changlin seemed to be startled, opened his eyes suddenly, and shook his head helplessly: "Did you almost fall asleep?"

"……Yes."

"Hey, when you get old, you feel more sleepy." Ye Changlin was still smiling.

"Father, tell me about the matter between you and mother." Ye Feiwan changed the subject, she wanted father to talk more.

"Your mother?" Hearing this, Ye Changlin really became interested. He moved his body and let himself lean against the wooden pillar beside him, and said in a very soft voice, "Your mother, it's really superficial. The first time I saw you She fell in love with me at first sight, but it's a pity that I never fell in love with her at that time!"

Speaking of this, Ye Changlin frowned slightly, but soon smiled triumphantly.

"However, later on, your mother was always by my side. At that time, I had a lot of business matters, and there must be someone in charge of the family affairs in the house. So, father hired your mother, and your mother didn't say anything. Just get married!"

"So...Father wanted to use Mother in the first place..." Ye Feiwan laughed.

"No," Ye Changlin also laughed out loud, "You don't know, your mother was really good at managing the house, and she was gentle and virtuous, but it's a pity that I was blind at that time, and I only thought she was boring, and rarely went back home. ..."

Ye Feiwan never expected that his father would still be such a "bastard".

"But later, she was waiting for me in the mansion. I felt very guilty, so I came back frequently. Even later, I encountered some difficulties in business, and no one could solve them. I didn't expect your mother to solve them for my father." !" Speaking of this, Ye Changlin felt a bit of joy about "being honored".

"Mother has the ability." Ye Feiwan echoed.

"What's the matter?" Ye Changlin snorted softly, and now thinking about it, he is still very angry, "The person who helped your mother to solve it, has long been secretly committed to your mother, and your mother even begged him, which made me very angry. No. Even if I fall into the dust, there is absolutely no way for your mother to beg another man!"

Ye Feiwan narrowed his eyes; "Presumably, Father, you fell in love with Mother at that time, right?"

"..." Ye Changlin paused, and forced a smile for a long time, "Yeah, I fell in love with you at that time, how could you be so young, you bastard, I don't know how important she is, let her be alone in the mansion every day, thinking deeply, I was also worried and busy. When I gave birth to your elder brother, I never accompanied her. Later, I realized my mistake and stayed with her every day. I never wanted to conceive again, and my body became weaker and weaker. But after a few years... it was not too late, you know, she Before he died, he said 'no regrets' to me..."

Speaking of this, Ye Changlin's eye circles turned red suddenly, and his voice lowered, as if to murmur: "I thought, let her be happy in the next life...but I'm not reconciled to that after all, Feiwan, father is not reconciled..."

Not reconciled, so he entered the underworld and wanted to chase her back.

Ye Feiwan paused, and forced his lips together for a long time: "Mother must still be waiting for you..."

Mother, she must have loved her father so much that she stood quietly behind him for so long.

"I hope..." Ye Changlin sighed softly, but quickly opened his eyes, "If there is someone around her down there, I'll snatch her back again!"

Ye Feiwan was startled slightly, then laughed out loud.

"Feiwan..." Ye Changlin's voice suddenly became quiet.

"Ok?"

"Father is not worried about your elder brother. What I am most worried about is you..." Ye Changlin sighed softly, "As the saying goes, 'Accompanying you is like accompanying a tiger'. After you leave, who will support you on Fengqing's side?" ah……"

Speaking of this, Ye Changlin's voice choked up, and he repeated it again: "...Who will support you..."

Ye Feiwan froze. After a long time, she forced her lips together: "Father, what are you worried about? Now my daughter can still talk in the palace. Besides, my daughter is not the kind of person who seeks death and life. If Feng Qing doesn't want to Me, I will make peace with him!"

She's telling half-truths.

Ye Changlin didn't look at her: "How could you be willing to..."

Ye Feiwan froze.

Ye Changlin was still talking, with a murmured voice, "You girl, you are careless on the surface, but you are more stubborn than anyone else. You said that Dad found Nanmo who knows everything for you, and he treated you very well. Why did you fall in love with Feng Qing... ..."

"..."

"Feng Qing's mansion is extremely deep. Do you really think that Dad can't see it?" Ye Changlin raised his eyes reluctantly, "Silly girl, if he doesn't love you, he will suffer you..."

"Father..." Ye Feiwan's throat was sore.

But Ye Changlin looked at her suddenly, his eyes were more serious than ever: "Feiwan, Dad wants you to promise me that from now on, you can love others with all your heart and soul, whatever. But you must... love yourself first! "

"father……"

"Promise Dad!"

"...Okay." Ye Feiwan responded with trembling eyelashes.

Ye Changlin seemed to be finally relieved, and lowered his eyes slightly: "Go, bring the pearl hairpin that father gave to your mother before." He ordered in a low voice.

Ye Feiwan smiled: "Okay."

Getting up, she quickly ran towards the inner bedroom, as if she was afraid that her father would be in a hurry.

But when the snow slipped under her feet, she couldn't help but fell forward, her hand was burning with pain, and a few drops of blood flowed out.

In an instant, her eyes were blurred with tears.

"Princess, how are you?" On the side, a servant ran over in fear.

"It's okay." Ye Feiwan said calmly, but suddenly thought of something, and suddenly turned his head to look at the pavilion where his father was.

But all he could see was that his father was quietly leaning against the wooden pillar, gently closing his eyes, with a peaceful expression...

After wiping the corners of his eyes heavily, Ye Feiwan could only see a figure leaning on a pillar in the pavilion, quietly closing his eyes...

(End of this chapter)