give me years of peace

Chapter 122 Fear of Losing

This time, Xin Zimo in the dream didn't force her, threaten her, or laugh at her as usual, but gave her an affectionate look.There is tenderness in his eyes that has never been seen before, and the smile on the corner of his lips is also so quiet and gentle.

But when Du Anran subconsciously wanted to stay away from Xin Zimo, he jumped into the cliff that suddenly appeared.

"Xin Zimo!" Du Anran shouted.

She ran to the edge of the cliff, but only saw a vast expanse of whiteness, with no end in sight, and echoes floating in the valley and woods.

"Xin Zimo! Xin Zimo!"

Du Anran shouted loudly, but no one responded to her anymore...

"Xin Zimo! Xin Zimo!" Du Anran was startled by the dream and sat up from the bed in fright.

The room was pitch black, and there was no sound from outside the room.The winter outside the villa is very quiet, so quiet that even the bugs have long been dormant.

Du Anran was covered in cold sweat, she reached out to wipe the sweat, but she touched the cold tears on her face.When she cried, she didn't know.

She sat motionless on the bed, her eyes were wide open, but she couldn't see anything in the dark room.

There is a great sense of loss in my heart, which I have never felt before.It was the first time she had such a dream.She never thought that one day, before she had time to leave Xin Zimo, Xin Zimo would leave her first...

Are you happy?then what……

Du Anran's heart was still beating violently, she had already forgotten that Xin Zimo was still teaching her at night, and her whole mind was filled with fragments of dreams.

Crazy heartbeat, helpless loss, something moist slipped by the corner of his eyes.

Du Anran sat without moving for a long time, I don't know how long, half an hour, or an hour...

The heater in the room was turned on a little hot, and she was still sweating all over.She laughed at herself, if he really had to leave her, shouldn't she be able to wake up from a dream with a smile?
Distraught, she fumbled to turn on the wall lamp.Under the light yellow light, she saw the wall clock on the wall, it was already ten past two at night.

Suddenly, she became very thirsty, so she made up her mind and decided to go downstairs to find water.

Using the wall lamp, she opened the door and walked downstairs in a daze.

Downstairs was pitch black, a kind of empty darkness and silence.There are only her and Xin Zimo in this huge villa, and the housekeeper will be home on time at ten o'clock in the evening.

It was quiet all around, only the sound of her footsteps on the stairs could be heard.

She remembered that there should be milk in the kitchen, and the housekeeper would go to the ranch to get fresh milk every day.

When she went downstairs and was about to go around the living room, she saw a person sitting on the sofa.

Du Anran was startled, and hurriedly took two steps back.With the help of the faint wall lamp upstairs, she saw that handsome but lonely face in the dark.

It turned out to be Xin Zimo, who was still sitting on the sofa, not moving, just sitting.

He was still wearing the same white shirt with the tie still on.There is no heating in the lobby and it is very cold.Du Anran looked at him, his eyes were closed, and he didn't know if he was asleep.

Du Anran felt very cold after standing for a while, she didn't know how Xin Zimo could sit here until midnight.

She can't see many of his behaviors with the eyes of ordinary people. If she sees them that way, it will only make her understand more and more.

She went to turn on the heater in the hall first, then quietly walked up to him, took a thick blanket from another sofa, and covered him lightly.

When she tucked the corner of the blanket for him, a cold hand caught her left hand unexpectedly.

Du Anran was startled again, it turned out that he was awake.

"I'm not cold." He opened his eyes, his deep voice full of exhaustion.

"It's minus three degrees at night, how can it not be cold." His hands were so cold that Du Anran couldn't help shivering.

"What's this kind of coldness?" Xin Zimo's eyes were full of tiredness. His eyes no longer had the usual sharpness and spirit, but were only dull.

"You...what's the matter..." Du Anran asked cautiously.

She didn't know if she had provoked him tonight, or if she shouldn't have mentioned old Mr. Xin.

"It's okay." Xin Zimo let go of her hand.

Inexplicably, Du Anran recalled the dream just now, and his heart trembled.

She was still worried about him, and when she reached out to touch his forehead, it felt a little hot, and she quickly pulled his arm: "I'll take you back to your room."

"I'm not going to sleep, you go back." His tone was still a little cold, as if it was his usual attitude, even when he was not feeling well.

"I'll just accompany you." Du Anran couldn't resist him, so he simply sat beside him.

The hall gradually began to warm up, not as cold as before.

Xin Zimo turned to look at her, and looked at her sideways like that, which made Du Anran startled.

"Look what I'm doing, I have to sleep." Du Anran lowered his head.

"Go up!" Xin Zimo almost ordered her.

"Why can you sit here, but I can't?" Du Anran retorted, and brought another blanket, "I'm going to sleep, it's none of my business whether you sleep or not."

She lay down slowly. Even though there was only half of the sofa, she still slept comfortably after adjusting her posture.

"You'll catch a cold if you sleep here!" He yelled at her, "Go up!"

"Don't disturb me, I'm so sleepy..." Du Anran yawned, she was indeed sleepy, because of that dream, she had heart palpitations for a long time, and now she was exhausted.

Xin Zimo frowned, threw off the blanket on his body, walked forward, took the blanket with him, and hugged Du Anran horizontally.

"What are you doing! I'm going to sleep underneath!" Du Anran patted his chest.

She was kind enough to accompany him, and he treated her so rudely.

He kicked open the door and threw her on the bed, but instead of leaving, he pressed down on her body: "In the future, there will be opportunities for you to sleep below."

Du Anran was stunned for a moment, and it took a while to react.She blushed halfway, and continued to pat his shoulder: "I'm going to sleep, let me go!"

"I know." Xin Zimo didn't continue to pester her, he stood up after touching her face, and pulled the silk velvet quilt on the bed to cover her body.

Du Anran looked at his side face illuminated by the dim light, it was still so sharp and handsome.

Just when he was about to turn off the wall lamp after taking care of everything for her, Du Anran said, "Don't sit on the sofa either."

"En." He responded and turned off the wall lamp, and the room suddenly fell into darkness.

Du Anran didn't need to close his eyes to see him anymore. At this moment, the panic in the previous dream swept over again.She was actually afraid that he would never come back, and she would still worry about him...

"Xin Zimo!" She called him, and the tall and tall body in the darkness paused.

He didn't move, just asked lightly: "What's the matter?"

Du Anran realized her gaffe, she shouldn't have such worries and fears about him, she shouldn't care about him.He is Xin Zimo, he is the president of the Xin family, the chief culprit who bought Shihe and forced his uncle to death.

"No...it's nothing." Du Anran shook his head and buried himself in the quilt.

Xin Zimo didn't ask any further questions, but just closed the door for her and backed out silently.

When Du Anran got up the next day, she still didn't see Xin Zimo, and she didn't know what he was busy with, but that was fine, if she followed the plane back to the country tomorrow, he might not be able to find out.

But she knew that he sent people to follow her, but those people were in the dark and she was in the light. They could see her, but she couldn't see them.

This is a very troublesome problem, and it is impossible to get to the airport smoothly.

But after a while, she had an idea and thought of a solution.

But she couldn't be happy sitting in the garden of the villa, and she didn't know why she had been listless since last night.Recalling last night, everything is still vivid in my mind, as if I experienced it personally.

Last night, she was immersed in something called "fear".This feeling is unprecedented, is it the fear of losing?

Du Anran couldn't answer herself, she never had him, so how could she lose him.

Just as she was sitting in the garden looking at the sky in dismay, the housekeeper brought Chi Xue in.

"Miss Du, are you basking in the sun alone?" Chi Xue was dressed in a standard British dress, with a beige lace hat on her head.

"It's not a bad thing to get more exposure to the sun in winter." Du Anran doesn't like Chi Xue, just as Chi Xue doesn't like her, but they all come from famous families, no matter how much they don't like, as long as they don't touch the bottom line, they can still do it. live in peace.

Therefore, the housekeeper, who didn't know why, said with a smile: "The two ladies are about the same age, and they are both so young and beautiful. They must have a lot to say. I'm going to cook first, and Mr. Xin will be back soon."

Du Anran was stunned: "He came back for lunch?"

"Yes, when Mr. Xin left in the morning, he told him that he would be back at noon." The housekeeper said.

"Oh..." Du Anran responded.

The housekeeper left the garden, and Chi Xue no longer looked like a lady. She stepped forward and stood in front of Du Anran: "It seems that he doesn't care much about you, I know he will come back for lunch, but you don't Know."

"Miss Chi knows a lot." Du Anran ignored Chi Xue, took out a book from the shelf and flipped through it.

"Don't you think we need to talk?" Chi Xue sat directly opposite Du Anran.

"What are you talking about? Astronomy, or geography?" Du Anran continued to read without raising his head.

Chi Xue ate, her face darkened: "Is there any coffee? Please, Ms. Du, pour me a cup of coffee."

Du Anran raised her eyes, not sure if she did it on purpose.But at this time the housekeeper was in the kitchen, and she had to come in person to pour coffee for Chi Xue.

However, Du Anran has always had no temper, but his attitude towards Xin Zimo is often a bit off.

She smiled: "What coffee do you need?"

"Freshly ground black coffee is fine." Chi Xue said, "Freshly ground black coffee, don't add sugar, I don't like impure coffee."

"It's really hard for Ms. Chi to drink it." Du Anran doesn't like to drink black coffee without sugar, the bitterness is really unforgettable for a lifetime.

Du Anran put down her book and walked into the kitchen. Chi Xue saw her disappear from sight, and then took out her cell phone from her bag.

She saw that Du Anran's cell phone was still on the table, so she quickly pressed a few buttons, and picked up Du Anran's cell phone to fiddle with it a few times.

While operating, he also laughed at Du Anran as a fool, the phone unlock password was 1234.

(End of this chapter)