give me years of peace

Chapter 129 You Want To Live
Du Anran was wandering back and forth in the waiting room of the plane with her handbag, her hand was always pressing the crystal bracelet on her wrist.This is a bracelet she likes very much, and it was specially requested by her mother from the temple.

But this night, Du Anran's heart was full of unease, she couldn't explain this feeling, as if a heavy stone was pressing on her heart, making her unable to breathe.

Her eyelids kept twitching, she had no support around her, she could only press her own crystal bracelet, in order to make herself feel more at ease.

Suddenly, the announcement of the security check was broadcast on the radio. Du Anran was startled and raised his head suddenly, but the bracelet broke at this moment, crackling, and the beads bounced on the floor and scattered all over the place.

Du Anran knelt down and wanted to pick them up, but the more she picked them up, the more confused she became, and the beads in front of her eyes changed from eighteen to 28, to one hundred and eight... She was about to faint...

"Miss, do you need help?" A kind passerby came over.

"No, thank you..." She responded weakly, as if her whole body had been emptied.

Why did this happen, what happened to her today...

Is it because you are too afraid of Xin Zimo?No, it's not.She was also afraid of him before, but not like this...

She frantically picked up the beads on the ground, and everything around her was intertwined into a dense net, pressing her under it.

"I heard that there was a mass shooting near Port No. 1 just now, and several people have died!" Suddenly someone communicated.

"Really? Today is Christmas Eve!" Someone's eyes widened in disbelief.

"Xin Zimo!" Du Anran suddenly called out Xin Zimo's name. For some reason, when others were talking about the shooting case, she thought of Xin Zimo!

The people around were frightened by Du Anran, no one made a sound, but after a moment of silence, everyone just looked at Du Anran in surprise and went about their business again.

Du Anran immediately took out his mobile phone and called Xin Zimo...

"The phone you dialed has been switched off, please try again later."

Du Anran's eyelids kept twitching non-stop. He slapped him once, but no one answered him. He slapped him a second time, and it was still the same.

He rarely doesn't answer her calls unless he's very angry.But tonight, he wasn't angry, was he?
Du Anran lowered his hands in frustration, at this moment, the news that the flight was about to take off came from the radio, and it was Du Anran who bought this flight.

She stood in the waiting room where people were coming and going, looking at the crystal beads scattered all over the floor. Suddenly, in a trance, she called Uncle Chen out of nowhere.

Unexpectedly, Uncle Chen didn't answer either.

Du Anran didn't know if Xin Zimo was busy, or if she shouldn't bother him.She hung her head in frustration, and walked forward with her bag.

After returning to China this time, before Xin Zimo came back, she could arrange everything in advance, so that she could leave Xin Zimo forever...

Since then, they have gone far away and never met again.

I don't know why, it's obviously a good thing that **** is looking forward to every night, but Du Anran's heart is not as happy as expected.

What's wrong with her...

In an instant, a poem suddenly jumped in my mind, a poem I read in the auditorium when I was in college.

The days of the past have become slower/cars, horses, and mail are slow/only enough to love one person in a lifetime/the locks used to be beautiful/the keys are exquisite and look/you lock/people will understand.

Eyelids were still twitching, people were coming and going, Du Anran stepped on black high heels and walked towards the security checkpoint.

Just as she was getting closer to the security checkpoint, the mobile phone in her bag vibrated strongly.

She quickly took out her mobile phone, it was Uncle Chen.

She doesn't need to answer this call, as long as she doesn't answer, she can board the plane immediately, return to China smoothly after twelve hours, talk to Xie Chenjin about the future, and leave Xin's from then on. Leave Xin Zimo.

The phone was vibrating in the palm of his hand, and Du Anran's hand was also shaking.

She had a strong bad premonition in her heart, and she was a little afraid to answer the call.

The staff at the security checkpoint were still urging, but Du Anran pressed the answer button.She comforted herself that Uncle Chen was not Xin Zimo after all, and he was also easier to talk to than Xin Zimo, so she didn't have to worry.

"Miss Du... where are you...?"

Du Anran was taken aback. Uncle Chen's voice was trembling and choked, and his speech was even intermittent. This was not at all like that capable and steady Uncle Chen.

"Uncle Chen, what's the matter? I...I'm shopping outside..."

"Miss Du, something has happened..." Before Uncle Chen finished speaking, he began to cry.

"What happened? What happened?" Du Anran didn't know what could make a middle-aged man cry.

"Mr. Xin...Mr. Xin..." Uncle Chen burst into tears, "Mr. Xin jumped into the sea... It's been more than an hour, and we haven't found him yet..."

"Jump into the sea?" Although Du Anran couldn't understand, her mind went blank for an instant. She knew that Uncle Chen would not joke with her.

"A shooting occurred at Port No. 1...Mr. Xin was seriously injured, and in a hurry...jumped into the sea in a hurry..." Uncle Chen knew that he had the right to let Du Anran know about it. After all, Xin Zimo loved her of.

Du Anran only felt dizzy, she thought of the shooting case discussed by the people in the waiting room just now, thought of her broken beads, thought of that restless heart...

It turned out that it was all because of Xin Zimo...

I heard from others that only two people who have a heart-to-heart connection can have a telepathic connection. Is she and him destined to end?
She still loves him, right?It turns out that to have loved is to have loved. She wanted to deny it, but she couldn't deny it.But she didn't dare to let herself think about this question, her mind was very confused.

"Miss Du...Miss Du..." Uncle Chen couldn't get a response from Du Anran, so he shouted anxiously through the phone.

The crowd around seemed to suddenly quiet down, Du Anran couldn't hear a sound, only his own heart was beating.

With a "snap", the phone slipped from his hand and landed on the floor, making a crisp sound...

Standing by the sea, Uncle Chen was stunned when he heard that there was no voice on the other end of the phone, and kept calling: "Miss Du, Miss Du..." But there was no response at all.

Guozi sent more and more people into the water, but because of the sudden cold of the sea and the darkness of the sky, many people went ashore within a short time.

The search was fruitless at all.

"Guozi, where will Mr. Xin go? Logically speaking, it only takes ten minutes, why can't he find anyone..." Uncle Chen burst into tears.

Guozi was also helpless, he shook his head: "Uncle Chen, I will send someone to keep looking for it, and I will stay here tonight."

"I'm staying here too. I must see Mr. Xin... Otherwise, how can I explain to his dead father..."

"Report, there is still no result." Someone came to Guozi to make a report.

"Expand the scope of the search, and if it doesn't work, send more people!" Guozi roared.

"All the nearby sea areas have been searched, but the weather is too cold and the temperature of the sea water is low, so it is impossible to expand the area!" The man was extremely embarrassed.

"Everyone doubles the money, let me find it!" Guozi shouted at the crowd.

"Guozi..." At this moment, a person suddenly came from behind the woods, wearing a royal blue dress, with a face full of silence under the dark night.

"Miss Du, you're here..." Guozi felt that he was sorry for Xin Zimo, and also for Du Anran, with a heavy expression on his face.

Du Anran walked forward, it's not that she didn't see the tears in the eyes of Guo Zi and Chen Shu, she didn't see the crowd who were still looking for Xin Zimo in the sea, she saw them all, but she was powerless...

"Have you not found it yet?" Du Anran bit his lower lip, his eyes turned red.

How many times, she has fantasized that if one day, the Xin family collapses like Shihe, and Xin Zimo is also desperate, will she be happy, will she...

But at this moment, the answer told her that she had no way to make herself happy.

Why……

Why is she so spineless? He, Xin Zimo, is obviously her sworn enemy, the one she should hate to the bone.

However, at this moment, she actually remembered that there was once such a person who whispered in her ear: I will accompany you to walk slowly on the road ahead, no matter if the road is thorns or flowers, until it turns white.I will bear all the pain for you, and you only need to enjoy all the happiness...

How could she hate him...

"Miss Du, I will do my best." Guozi lowered his head, knowing that he couldn't guarantee anything.

"He doesn't know how to swim, yet he still dares to jump into the sea..." Du Anran's voice dropped, and she remembered that time, she jumped into the river to lie to him, but he jumped down without hesitation.

"That's exactly what I'm worried about..." Uncle Chen's expression was serious, and his eyes were already red.

"Don't scare yourself, everything will be fine." Guozi comforted them. In fact, he was also very uncomfortable. "At least we don't have any bad news now, that is to say, there is a chance that Zimo is alive."

"You want to live." Du Anran looked at the boundless sea and murmured in a low voice, but his eyes were already hazy, "The account between us has not been settled yet, you can't just walk away like this..."

Du Anran walked forward, and there was a cliff in front of her, but she was fearless, and stood at the very front of the cliff, just standing like a goddess in the dark night.

Guozi and Uncle Chen were some distance away from her, but they didn't bother her.No one feels uncomfortable in their hearts, but everyone suppresses this pain in the bottom of their hearts.

The sea breeze blew up Du Anran's skirt. The sapphire blue skirt was like the petals of a jacaranda, clear and blue, and like the sea water, it contained countless beautiful blue colors...

The flower language of the jacaranda is to wait for love in despair...

"You come back alive. After you come back, we will start to calculate the accounts between us 20 years ago. What the Du family owes to the Xin family and what you owe to me, we will settle them one by one. By then, you will be dead." If it's a job, I won't care about you anymore!" Du Anran faced the sea water, his voice hoarse.

"Didn't you tell me not to leave you? I'm standing here now, where are you? You always speak so nonchalantly, how can I trust you in the future..." Du Anran's voice became lower and lower, The sound of the waves had drowned out her choking sobs.

"Xin Zimo, you bastard! Did you hear that!" Du Anran yelled at the sea with all her strength, tears poured out of her body, and she was already exhausted, only the cold tears flowed down her cheeks, which were colder than the sea water To be salty, but also to be cold...

(End of this chapter)