give me years of peace

Chapter 134 Never Lived Up
The housekeeper lowered her head, she didn't know how to answer Du Anran.Three days and three nights have passed, and no one has heard from anyone.

The snow outside the window was falling heavily, and the wind howled, Du Anran lay powerlessly on the window.

"Housekeeper, you haven't been home for several days, it's fine here, you go back first!" Just after Christmas, Du Anran couldn't bear to let the housekeeper stay with her all the time.

"Miss Du, I'm fine. I'll be with you. It's easy to talk to someone here." The housekeeper said.

"I'm fine, I'll be waiting... I believe he will come back. Besides, I owe him so much money, how could he be willing to leave..." Before he finished speaking, tears welled up in his eyes again. Du Anran lay on the window sill, burying himself in his arms.

The butler's nose was also sour, and he couldn't help turning his head to wipe away his tears secretly.

"Miss Du, would you like to have something to eat? Since we are all going to wait forever, we have to wait physically, don't we... If Mr. Xin comes back, I will feel distressed when I see you not eating or drinking..." the butler said Some choked up.

The butler walked to the front of the table and brought a bowl of light red dates and lotus seed porridge, she knew that Du Anran had a bad appetite these two days.She brought the porridge in front of Du Anran: "Eat some."

Du Anran smelled the fragrance of porridge, but her stomach was still churning, and her heart was in severe pain.She really can't eat...

Seeing the tear stains on her face, the housekeeper was also very sad.She always thought that Du Anran didn't love Xin Zimo, but she seemed wrong.

"Eat quickly, I'll wait with you," said the housekeeper.

Du Anran reluctantly picked up the spoon, and after taking a few mouthfuls, she felt a sudden pain in her heart, so she had to put it down again.After repeating it several times, the porridge was cold before it was finished.

The butler guessed that she really couldn't eat anything, so he didn't force her anymore, and heaved a long sigh in his heart.

Du Anran looked at the snow outside the window: "Housekeeper, it's snowing so heavily outside, what if he can't see the way when he comes back..."

"Miss Du, I turned on the lights up and down the villa, and I also put lights outside the villa. As soon as Mr. Xin comes back, we'll go out to pick him up."

"You must come back..." Du Anran held the jade bracelet in her hand. The jade was originally cold, but after being held by her for a long time, it was already warm.

"Yes, I will." The butler nodded vigorously.

"Housekeeper, do you like Xin Zimo?" Du Anran suddenly asked inexplicably.

The housekeeper was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and said, "I like it. Whether it's me or Lao Chen, we all like Mr. Xin. Mr. Xin treats people politely and politely. We have watched him grow up since we were young. Seeing him Lao Chen and I are very happy to be so successful and mature now."

"But in my eyes, he is very bad, very bad..." Du Anran lay motionless by the window.

"Mr. Xin sometimes has a bad temper, but we elders all know that he is stubborn. He keeps his words in his heart and never explains any misunderstandings. He feels that those who believe in him will always believe in him. Just like Lao Chen and I, we will always treat Mr. Xin as our own child, and we will always trust him."

"Housekeeper, do you know that for a while I hated him to death, wished he would die, wished I would never see him again. But now, he has really left me, even really left me forever, but I am not happy at all ...On the contrary, my heart hurts..."

"Miss Du, in fact, no matter how the world changes, no matter how earth-shaking it is, some things will never change."

The housekeeper put on a coat for Du Anran. In the weather of minus four to five degrees, she was really afraid that Du Anran would catch a cold again.

"In the past six months, so many things have happened, I almost don't know if I'm walking too slowly to keep up..." Du Anran's eyes became more calm, she looked out the window, snowflakes danced gracefully, It was cold and windy.

"Miss Du, you have to remember that those who love you will always love you, just like your parents. No matter how far you fall behind, they will wait for you where you are."

"My parents..." Tears welled up in Du Anran's eyes, "Yes, they love me, they treat me very well, and I love them too..."

"So, Miss Du, don't be sad, I also believe that God is fair, Mr. Xin is such a good person..."

The butler has been standing by Du Anran's side to accompany her, the night is getting deeper and deeper, but the lights of the villa are always on.

When Xin Zimo flew to the London airport, it happened to be two o'clock at night, the quietest and loneliest time of the day.Even pedestrians quickened their pace and left the airport one after another.

Xin Zimo's wound was still bleeding. He briefly treated it at the airport at first, but it didn't help, the pain was still tearing.

He forced himself to sit on a chair in the airport, when a flight attendant came over and asked him nervously if he was all right.

He waved his hand, at this moment, he can't stay for long, he must dispose of the safe in his hand, and then go home to see her...

She must not know what has supported him until now.When he jumped into the sea, she was the last person he wanted to see, and she was the first person he wanted to see when he woke up.

he loves her.

After sitting for a short while, he left the airport clutching his wound.In the night in London, it snowed heavily. The snow had already accumulated seven or eight inches, and it was floating in the sky like catkins.

Xin Zimo stepped on the snow, and immediately left two lines of footprints in the snow.Every step he took was very difficult, but he gritted his teeth and survived.

The wind blew on his face, as cold as a knife.

He couldn't see anyone on the London roads at night, and it was difficult for him to find a taxi.In desperation, he had no choice but to find a phone booth and call Guozi.

Although it was two o'clock at night, Guozi didn't fall asleep at all because he was worried about Xin Zimo. He stayed by the phone and waited for news.

When Xin Zimo called, Guozi was dozing off on the sofa, and when the phone rang, he quickly sat up.

"Any news?" he exclaimed excitedly.

In the past few days, there has been less and less news, and he is almost desperate.

"Guozi...it's me..." Xin Zimo was very weak, and he was almost leaning against the phone booth.

"Zimo?" Guozi heard it all at once, and he shouted excitedly, but he immediately heard something was wrong again, Xin Zimo's voice was tired, and there was a whistling sound on the phone.

"Where are you?" Guozi asked worriedly.

"London Airport...the phone booth..." Xin Zimo's face turned pale, and his hand holding the phone was well-knit and trembling slightly.

The blood on his chest was still oozing out, and when he lowered his head, he saw that half of his white shirt was stained red.

"Wait for me, I'll be right over!" Guozi hurriedly put down the phone, picked up his coat, and went to the garage to pick up the car.

Finally, Xin Zimo finally got news, he is still alive!

Guozi was trembling all over, he was very happy, very happy, his friend was still alive!After searching for three days and three nights, they finally found him, and he was still alive!

Guozi was accelerating all the way. A thick layer of snow had accumulated on the road, which greatly affected the speed of the car, but he still drove towards the airport at the fastest speed.

Xin Zimo held on to the phone booth, holding himself up so that he would not fall down.

After hanging up Guozi's phone, he pressed the familiar number several times, but he still gave up.

He didn't know whether he should call her. Did she know that he would be worried after something happened?
This year, he lied to her countless times, he lied to her to get engaged, he lied to her to lose the whole world peace, he lied to her mother and daughter being desperate, he lied to her uncle to commit suicide...

He threatened her, beat her, scolded her, and he never showed her any sympathy.He gave her a subpoena when she was on the verge of collapse, used the Jinpan Garden project to make her beg him, and forced her to give Chi Xue a blood transfusion...

In her eyes, he is a bastard, a despicable and shameless villain...

But he didn't lie to her only one sentence, he loved her.

Xin Zimo clung to the phone booth tightly, his wound was in severe pain, and so was his heart.Tears welled up in the corners of his eyes, and he tilted his head back to keep them from flowing.

This time, if he can't go back, she will be free...

"Anran, Anran..." Xin Zimo called her name over and over again.

The wind was blowing at night, whistling past, taking away Xin Zimo's voice.

Guozi drove all the way, and four or ten minutes later, it was late at night in London, and he finally drove to the airport.Outside the phone booth, he clearly saw Xin Zimo's figure.

This was no longer the indifferent Xin Zimo he knew, it was also the first time he saw such a Xin Zimo, calling a woman's name in a strange place, sad and painful.

Guozi sighed, jumped out of the car and walked to the phone booth.

Xin Zimo saw him, and he had no strength left. He pointed to the safe on the ground, but said in an order that could not be refused: "Go to Port No. 1."

Guozi saw his pale face, and also saw the big puddle of blood on his clothes.He was taken aback, and hurriedly dragged him to his car.

"I'll take you back to the villa first!" Guozi found a blanket from the car and covered him with it.

"Go to the port before they have any news of my return!" Xin Zimo didn't allow Guozi to refuse.

"No!" Guo Zi was also terrified, "I must send you back to the villa and find a doctor to treat you!"

"Go to the port, did you hear me!" Xin Zimo roared.

The wound cracked a little more, Xin Zimo immediately covered it, his hands were already stained red with blood.

"Your life will be in danger if you continue like this!" Guozi didn't listen at all, and drove the car in the direction of Xin Zimo's villa.

"If this delay continues, I can't guarantee that they won't come!" Xin Zimo frowned in pain.

"If you lose these materials, just throw them away. At most, it will be a Xin family! Is it worth more than your life?" The son of the country couldn't help scolding him. In fact, the son of the country wanted to criticize him for jumping into the sea.

"The Xin family is my painstaking effort, do you understand?" Xin Zimo couldn't defend himself, but he still wanted to say these words.

If there is no Xin Shi, what is the meaning of his hard work for so many years.

(End of this chapter)