give me years of peace

Chapter 287
Chi Xue was not interested in the conversation between Cui Hao and his mother, let alone interrupted, but just sat on the side doing her own thing silently.Sometimes I have a sip of tea, and sometimes I take a magazine and book and flip through it a few times.

"Come on, if you have a warm-hearted boyfriend who is one-tenth of the good, I will be thankful." Cui's mother gave Cui Hao a white look, with a look of contempt.

"What's her boyfriend's name? I don't believe there is anyone better than me in this city!"

Of course Cui Hao is not convinced, he is not as good as others, and those little girls cling to him all day long.If he is not good, will there be women clinging to him?
"Xin Zimo, he and Nuan Yan met at his mother's birthday party last time," Cui's mother said.

"Ah?" Cui Hao was taken aback, Xin Zimo?Although he saw Xin Zimo and Tang Nuanyan doing a few dances at the last banquet, he did not expect the two to develop so quickly.

Also, Xin Zimo has always been Chi Xue's crush.

Of course, there is something even more special, that is, he and Chi Xue only met at that banquet, and it was also at that time that they did something wrong and got to where they are today by accident.

Chi Xue on the side really changed her face, her face turned red and white.

For her, the name Xin Zimo was a taboo that could never be broken in her heart. A family that had nothing to do with her openly talked about Xin Zimo in front of her, and she gritted her teeth and almost ran away.

"Last time at Mr. Tang's wedding anniversary celebration, I saw that Nuan Yan and Zimo got along pretty well. I didn't say that Xin Zimo is more than a hundred times better than you. Can you compare with others? He started from nothing and brought Xin's group together. To be the strongest in city A, look at you, you are just doing nothing all day long."

Cui's mother really didn't give Cui Hao face, so she scolded Cui Hao in front of Chi Xue, which shows that Cui Hao did not give her less.

"Mom, you really, don't talk about it, my girlfriend is still here!"

Cui Hao knew Chi Xue's thoughts about Xin Zimo today. Now that his mother said it like this, it seemed that he was not as good as Xin Zimo. How could he hold his head up in front of Chi Xue in the future.

Cui's mother stopped this topic, and chatted with Cui Hao about some homework.It's nothing more than caring about where he has been doing business recently, whether his life is regular, and whether he has gone out to fool around.

Chi Xue rarely participated in the conversation between their mother and son, and only when Cui's mother asked her, she would lazily answer a sentence or two.

Over time, Cui's mother thought that Chi Xue was naturally introverted and didn't like to talk much.On the contrary, the commander saw it clearly. He could see that Chi Xue didn't want to pay attention to Cui Hao, or even Cui's mother.

The commander frowned, didn't say anything, just observed silently.

At nine o'clock, Cui's mother left Cui Hao and Chi Xue to spend the night at Cui's house.

Cui Hao did not refuse, he was also out of his own considerations.

He was afraid that if Chi Xue left with him and played a temper tantrum on the way, he would have nothing to do with it.You know, he still tied Chi Xue back to Cui's house today, so he couldn't tie Chi Xue up for the rest of his life, right?

In Cui's house, it is estimated that Chi Xue will take into account his parents' face to some extent, and will not show him too much face.

Sure enough, Chi Xue had no choice but to stay at Cui's mother's kind invitation.

She also has no place to live now, and leaving Cui's house is also going to Cui Hao's small villa, it's the same anyway.

Seeing that Chi Xue agreed, Cui Hao helped tidy up the room, served tea and water to Chi Xue, and was very eager.

"Honey, you have to take good care of your health. If you feel cold or hungry when you sleep at night, you must call me. I will get up from the bed immediately and solve all your problems!" Cui Hao said.

Chi Xue ignored him at all, leaving him alone at the door to talk about cross talk.

He said "dear" and "baby", Chi Xue just sneered in her heart, this Cui Hao is quite deep in the drama.

"Honey, sit on the bed and rest, I will come and I will come."

Cui Hao took the clothes from Chi Xue's hand and hung them on the hangers one by one for her.

Chi Xue ignored Cui Hao, threw all the things in her hands to him, and turned her back to him.

Unless it is a special occasion, she rarely looks at Cui Hao. In her eyes, Cui Hao is a scumbag.

But Cui Hao didn't feel it at all, he helped Chi Xue finish all the work, and served Chi Xue to lie down and sleep like a little princess.

"Rest well, I will wake you up tomorrow morning." Cui Hao said softly.

Chi Xue naturally didn't say a word, but just threw him a cold back.

Cui Hao made fun of himself, so he closed the door embarrassingly and walked back to his room.

Chi Xue knew that it was a bit difficult to go out to Cui's house, so she was willing to give birth to this child?Impossible, even if the child cannot be killed tomorrow, she will go to the hospital whenever she sees the chance!
When Cui's villa fell into darkness, the Du's house far away was still lit with bright lights.

Du Anran tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep, feeling inexplicably uneasy.

I chatted with Uncle Jin for a long time today. Uncle Jin is also calm on the surface, but the calmer he is, the more it indicates that he will not be calm in the future.

Can Uncle Jin pass this level?Is the embezzlement of public funds a rumor or a truth?

Du An didn't know, but she couldn't fall asleep holding the book she borrowed from Uncle Jin.

Since she couldn't fall asleep, she casually flipped through the three books.

It's been a long time since she read a book quietly, but when she opened Paul's book, she found a few sheets of paper in the middle page.

I didn't see it when I borrowed the book, but now I saw it, Du Anran couldn't help being a little curious, and pulled the paper out of the book.

It turned out to be a few beautiful embossed letterheads, thin paper, with a light fragrance like gardenia.

This fragrance seems to have come from a long time ago, passing through the dust, with a rich breath of time.

Du Anran turned on the wall lamp by the bedside, and there was a beautiful pen writing on the letter paper.Because the age is probably really a bit far away, the pen writing is a little blurry, but it can be seen clearly.

Du Anran had never seen such beautiful pen writing before, this word attracted her, and she couldn't help but read it carefully from the first page.

It turned out to be a family letter, or Uncle Jin wrote Shaonan's mother's family letter.

Also, at that time there was no e-mail, no chat tools, the only way to communicate was to write letters!
Du Anran read it from the beginning to the end, and saw that Uncle Jin's name was written on the inscription: Jin Haiguo.She also learned the name of Shaonan's mother from the letter: Xu Rouhui.

Du Anran didn't know if it came from "The Book of Songs": Shen Bo's virtue is gentle and straight.She thought it was a nice name.

In fact, she hardly knew Jin Shaonan's family, at most she knew Jin Shaonan, but she almost never cared about his family.

But from these few pages of letter paper, she got a few pieces of information.That is, the Jin family was not wealthy from the very beginning. When Jin Shaonan was very young, the Jin family was still very poor.

Also, Uncle Jin loves his wife very much, and has always promised in the letter that he will give Shaonan a good future.

After reading the letter, Du Anran sighed uncontrollably.It turns out that behind the glory of a family, there are also many unknown hardships.

The Jin family is like this, and so is the Xin family.

She still remembered that when she was in London, Guozi told her about Mr. Xin and Xin Zimo.Only then did she know that although the Xin family had been a prominent family for a long time, when Mr. Xin abandoned his family in China and resolutely went to London, Xin Zimo's family was nothing.

Fortunately, Xin Zimo is very smart, has extraordinary means and business acumen, and that's why he made the Xin family bigger and stronger.

Du Anran also believed that Xin Zimo was faced with a difficult problem. As long as he continued without hesitation, he would be able to turn the tide and make the Xin family an invincible position in City A.

After thinking for a while, Du Anran patted her head, she really could think of Xin Zimo for everything...

She continued to flip through the pages in her hand. She guessed that Uncle Jin hadn't read this book for a long time, and the pages were still very new. Otherwise, he wouldn't have left these pages with missing family letters in the book.

Du Anran knew that Jin Shaonan's mother died when he was very young.Therefore, Du Anran was really moved when he saw this letter from home.

As it happens, these pages are sandwiched between the pages of a poem by Paul: "Death Fugue."

"The black milk in the morning we drink in the evening / We drink it in the morning at noon and we drink it in the evening / We drink and drink / We dig graves in the air and lie very spacious / The people in that house play with snakes and write letters."

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This is an extremely sad poem. Du Anran had read the original German version when she was studying in Germany, and she also knew that Paul Celan committed suicide later.

A tinge of sadness flashed across Du Anran's heart. After reading this poem, she read the family letter and thought about the earth-shaking changes that have taken place in the past 20 years, and her heart became even more sad.

She folded the family book and put it back in the book. She couldn't sleep even more now that she couldn't sleep.

If there were not so many joys and sorrows in the world, wouldn't there be no source for all sorrow and loss...

She turned off the small lamp by the bed, and the room was suddenly plunged into darkness.

There is a little bit of moonlight on the dark blue curtains, and this peaceful blue can make her heart much quieter.

Suddenly, her eyebrows moved, and she brushed her stomach with her right hand.

This child is moving again. Tonight, this child is particularly noisy. It is said that she will not feel the movement of the child until she is four months old. She is only three months old, and she can already feel the difference that this child has brought to her. up.

This feeling is very subtle, but also very happy.Unlike any other happiness, this feeling is what this child can bring her.

She patted her belly, and the little doll stopped moving.Du Anran smiled, this child is quite obedient...

It's just that as time went by, she became more and more worried about her future with this child.She really didn't know how long she could hide it, she needed to find an opportunity to go abroad as soon as possible, and after that, it was best never to come back...

(End of this chapter)