give me years of peace

Chapter 311
The air has begun to fill with the breath of summer, but it is daytime, and the cemetery is so gloomy.

Du Anran's heart immediately became heavy, and she followed behind her mother with the bouquet of flowers in her hands.

There was no one in the entire cemetery, it was gloomy.If she came here at night, Du Anran would definitely be scared, but now it's daytime, and with her mother by her side, she was a little more courageous.

Every time they took a step, they would startle the flocks of birds on the tree. When the branches shook, the birds flew into the sky one after another.

Sentiment flashed across Du Anran's heart, and there was no place to talk about the lonely grave in Qianli.

When she reached a certain place, Bai Ruyun stopped. She lowered her head and quietly looked at the photo on the tombstone.

Du Anran also stood still, and she saw the name of Xin Zimo's father, Xin Yonghang.There are some bouquets and fruits in front of the tombstone, it seems that someone has been there.

Du Anran laid Hua Ye flat in front of the tombstone, and bowed respectfully.

She heard her mother say "I'm sorry", and her heart felt sour.

"Mr. Xin, I'm sorry, Shihe didn't do a good job of supervision back then, which caused the project to go wrong." Bai Ruyun's voice was full of guilt, and she said this sorry sincerely.

Du Anran stood aside silently. Back then, she was just an ignorant little girl who didn't know anything.Later on, she also paid countless prices. At this time, her heart was extremely complicated.

She thought the grievances between the two families should be over, but she didn't expect that with Xin's mother mentioning it again, her mother would fall into boundless self-blame.

The wind blew Du Anran's hair, and she felt boundless desolation.

"Mr. Xin, I hope you can forgive the Du family. The Du family paid a heavy price for their carelessness back then. An Ran's father also passed away a long time ago, and her uncle committed suicide last year. We have already burdened too much. Many. Maybe it's too extravagant to ask for forgiveness, but I really hope that Anran will be happy in the future. If you can forgive the Du family, you will bless Anran to be well, okay?"

Bai Ruyun's voice was very soft, but in this quiet place where no noise could be heard, Du Anran still clearly heard every word his mother said.

"Mom, it's useless to say these things now, Mr. Xin won't hear it anymore. It's the Du family's fault, we shouldn't avoid it." Du Anran said.

"But what should I do to get rid of the guilt in my heart? I'm not afraid of death or revenge. I just hope that you, An Ran, can always be well. You are not wrong. You were still a child at that time, and you shouldn't be involved."

"Mom, I'm a member of the Du family. I'm inextricably linked with Shihe, and I can't get rid of it!" Du Anran said, "Mom, it's okay. Mr. Xin won't blame us. After 20 years It's in the past."

Du Anran knew that he could only comfort his mother in this way, and the self-blame in her heart might not be able to be eliminated.

She knew that her mother had tried to forget about this incident, but with the arrival of Xin's mother today, it was obvious that her mother's guilt had been aroused again.

"My father won't blame the Du family."

Suddenly, a quiet voice came from the bushes behind him, low and slightly hoarse.

Du Anran was taken aback, but she realized after a few seconds that it was Xin Zimo's voice!

Sure enough, he slowly walked out from the bushes and extinguished the cigarette in his hand.He walked up to Du Anran and Bai Ruyun, there was something complicated in his eyes, but his eyes were very clear.

He was dressed in black, and in such an atmosphere, he felt more and more depressed.

For the first time, Du Anran neither talked back to him nor took her words, she just lowered her head.

In the past, he always kept saying that the Du family owed the Xin family, that it was only right for him to take away the Shihe, and that he deserved what he deserved for destroying the Du family.

Now, when she and her mother came over, he said lightly that his father would not blame the Du family.

Shouldn't he have yelled at their mother and daughter to get out?
He really has to let go...

"Zimo, what a coincidence, you're here too." Bai Ruyun felt a bit of embarrassment, and said.

"Well, I came here this morning and I haven't left." Xin Zimo said.

Du Anran smelled a little tobacco smell on his clothes, she knew he must be feeling bad.At that time, Xin Zimo was just a child, but he had to grow up quickly after all the blows.

"Thank you for forgiving us." Bai Ruyun said.

"What's the point of being persistent? If a person doesn't look forward, he'll always be stuck in the past, and he won't be happy."

When Xin Zimo was talking, he kept looking at Du Anran. He wanted to see something in Du Anran's eyes, but he saw nothing.

In fact, what he meant by saying this was that if he had been indulging in the past grudges, how could he find out that Du Anran was good, and how could he fall in love with her without hesitation, unable to extricate himself.

He fell in love with her, it was a piece of happiness bestowed by heaven, but there were thousands of mountains and rivers between them, when he crossed over, would she still wait for him at the same place?

"Zimo, it's best for you to think like this." Bai Ruyun said.

The surrounding atmosphere was a bit awkward, and Bai Ruyun also knew about the relationship between Xin Zimo and Du Anran.The two had already broken up, and when they met again, it was embarrassing to talk about this.

"Mom, Shaonan is still in the hospital, let's go see him again!" Du Anran said suddenly.

As soon as she opened her mouth, Xin Zimo stared at her, making Du Anran's hair shudder.Since she separated from him, she has become unable to guess his mind again, and she doesn't even know what kind of life he is living recently.

"Well, I should go and see Shaonan's." Bai Ruyun understood what Du Anran meant, and continued.

So Du Anran and Bai Ruyun bowed and planned to leave the cemetery. Du Anran also felt a little cold, and was afraid that staying here would be bad for the child.

Unexpectedly, Xin Zimo didn't stop her, but just glanced at them and said, "I'm planning to go back too, take my car?"

"Don't bother, Zimo." Bai Ruyun spoke first, she knew that it would be difficult for Du Anran to speak, "There are many taxis at the exit of the cemetery."

"I'm afraid this point is not much!" Xin Zimo said lightly.

"Then we'll come after a while." Du Anran said.

"Up to you!" Xin Zimo was annoyed, dropped these two words, and walked straight to his car without looking back.

Whether public or private, she refused to accept his kindness.He really couldn't bear it, and he was so eager to let go of everything with him!
Xin Zimo drove his own car and left the cemetery. Du Anran and his mother were still standing there.

Du Anran knew long ago that the only constant characteristic of this man is his stinginess, and sure enough, this problem has happened again.Isn't it just a word of rejection, as for it?

But they also felt that it was not good to take a taxi. They stood outside for an hour without seeing the car coming.

Du Anran couldn't hold on any longer and was about to collapse on the ground when a car arrived.

She took her mother to the hospital to visit Jin Shaonan again. Shaonan had already woken up, but it was not convenient for him to move around. He just lay on the bed and looked at them, but he couldn't say much.

Du Anran's eyes turned hot, thinking that when she was hospitalized, he had tried his best to accompany her, tell her jokes, and make her happy.

How high-spirited Jin Shaonan was at that time, but now he has become like this.Du Anran couldn't help feeling sad.

But in front of Jin Shaonan's eyes, she managed to force a smile.She wants to be happy, and she will be by his side every day in the future, until he is discharged from the hospital in good health.

"An Ran, don't feel bad, am I fine? It's just a minor operation, I can get out of bed tomorrow!"

Jin Shaonan also saw the sadness in Du Anran's eyes, but he smiled slightly instead.

That smile was still as clear as ever, like the spring breeze in March, always able to clear away the haze in my heart.

"Why did you turn around to comfort me?" Du Anran was amused by his expression, and couldn't help laughing, "You must be fine, anyway, I have a lot of free time, so I will come to accompany you every day these days. I will tell you too. Is it a good joke?"

"Okay, it must be able to amuse me." Jin Shaonan smiled, "However, if you come to accompany me every day, I'm afraid Chen Jin will be unhappy!"

"How dare he be unhappy, I asked him to bring us tea and water!" Du Anran laughed.

Jin Shaonan only found out after returning to China that Du Anran and Xie Chenjin were together.He thinks this is fine, as long as she is happy.

He finally figured it out, no matter who she stays with in the future, as long as she can live happily for the rest of her life, he will be content.

Because no matter who she followed, it was better than following him.

"You're using Young Master Xie as a servant girl, be careful when he goes back to take revenge on you!"

"He didn't dare." Du Anran said with a smile.

They chatted all afternoon, most of the time it was Du Anran who was talking and Jin Shaonan was listening.Jin Shaonan sometimes closes his eyes, and he feels at ease when he hears her voice.

In the evening, Bai Ruyun made some light porridge for Jin Shaonan, and she also knew that the Jin family had broken up now, and there was no one to take care of Jin Shaonan.

She loves this child very much, but why is it that good people are not rewarded...

Thinking back when Mayor Jin took such good care of them, the scenes of the past seemed to be still in front of us, but in the blink of an eye, they became what they are now.

He didn't know if it was because he was too tired or because he was suffering from the cold, but the next morning, before dawn, Du Anran's stomach suddenly started to hurt.

She clutched her stomach and turned on the wall lamp by the bed with difficulty.

She originally wanted to bear it for a while, but she didn't expect that when she sat up, the pain became more and more painful after bearing it for a while.

Her head was sweating from the pain, she gritted her teeth but dared not call her mother over.She grabbed the quilt and arched in pain.

These days, she was too irresponsible to this child. She ran around and went to various places that she shouldn't be.Coupled with the lack of sleep and exhaustion, she simply failed to fulfill her due responsibilities as a mother.

(End of this chapter)