give me years of peace

Chapter 425
"Of course I know!" Du Anran laughed.

"Then go and bring me a cup, I'll wait for you here. Oh, I'm going to buy it from Uncle, I'm just like you, I only like to drink from his house." Jin Shaonan said, and added, "Don't get lost .”

Du Anran laughed out loud, "At least it's a place I've been walking for four years. Although I'm crazy, I won't get lost! Wait for me, I'll go shopping right away, you must wait for me, don't run around. "

"En." Jin Shaonan nodded to her.

Du Anran walked away like a cheerful little rabbit along the road full of cherry blossom trees. Wearing a dark blue coat, she slowly disappeared from Jin Shaonan's eyes.

His eyes didn't move away for a long time, but this time he was going to break his promise, he couldn't wait for her to come back...

He has never forgotten his promise to her, but this time, forgive him for being helpless...

He stood up, as if he could see her again.But everywhere I look, there are only dead trees and branches, and the depression all the way...

He remembered a sentence: It is easy to see other times, but it is difficult to see others.

From then on, the sky is not the world...

Du Anran happily went to buy milk tea, of course she remembered what flavor Jin Shaonan liked.She also specially picked a big cup for him. Drinking a cup of milk tea in winter is still a very happy thing, and it can keep your body and heart warm.

She felt warm with two cups of milk tea in her arms, especially today's weather is not bad.

But for some reason, Du Anran's heart skipped a beat for no reason, and she was extremely restless.

"Miss, your change!"

Regardless of the uncle shouting behind him and not giving her the change, Du Anran suddenly ran into the cherry blossom forest.

The uncle's shop is far away from the cherry blossom forest, and she came here because Jin Shaonan said that he must buy the milk tea from the uncle's house. Now that I think about it, did he drive her so far on purpose...

The more she thought about it, the more she felt something was wrong, so she quickly ran into the cherry blossom forest.She never felt that she could run so fast, never before.

She was wearing small high-heeled shoes, but halfway through, she gritted her teeth and took off the shoes, holding them in her hands, and ran across the soft and wet grass.

Her heart was beating wildly along the way, and she even thought this was her limit.

But she surpassed her limit time and time again, that day, she didn't know how fast she ran...

Most likely, life will never follow the trajectory you expected. When she saw Jin Shaonan lying quietly on the rock, time stopped in an instant.

The whole world whirled, lost its words, and changed its color.

……

Xin Zimo was the first to rush to Du Anran's side, and he rushed to Germany at the fastest speed.

The moment he saw her, he held her in his arms.

Her body was icy cold, the moment Xin Zimo hugged her, the paper in her hand fell to the ground.

After struggling alone for a day and a night, she finally burst into tears, and Xin Zimo's clothes were wet with tears.

Xin Zimo saw the paper falling on the ground, but the paper, as light as fallen leaves, carried countless joys and sorrows.

He saw that Du Anran's name began at the beginning...

Xie Chenjin and Jin Hai Guolu also arrived one after another, but in the hospital, they never heard a word from Jin Shaonan.

Jin Shaonan walked very calmly, he used the most quiet way, taking a lot of sleeping pills.

"Zimo... You said that if I hadn't left him, he wouldn't have left, right..." Du Anran lay on Xin Zimo's shoulder, her heart was already clenched, and the pain couldn't be worsened.

"An Ran, it has nothing to do with you... He made up his mind to go, but in the end, he chose his favorite place, and he didn't leave any regrets for himself..."

Xin Zimo frowned, and he felt very uncomfortable. He never expected such a thing to happen.

"You lied to me, you lied to me..." Du Anran burst into tears, even though Xin Zimo hugged her, her whole body was still cold, "Tell me, am I having a nightmare... Tell me..."

Du Anran lost control of her emotions. She grabbed Xin Zimo's collar and cried desperately.

"An Ran, this is all true. If you want to cry, you can cry. After crying, you must cheer up. He doesn't want to see you like this. Life and death are all reality that must be accepted..."

Xin Zimo let her slap her, and his heart ached.It's just that he still maintains his rationality, he is her reliance, and he can't mess up.

In fact, he would rather be the one who hurts himself, but there are too many things in the world, and he can't bear them all for her...

All he can do is to stand with her forever, whether it is sorrow or joy, bitterness or sweetness, he wants her to remember that he is always by her side...

Du Anran cried for three full days and three nights, until Jin Shaonan was buried in the ground, she could not calm down.

Jin Shaonan said in his last words that he hopes to stay in Germany for a long time, and if possible, find a place full of flowers in spring.Accompanied by flowers, probably, you will not be alone.

"Zimo...I don't want to go..."

On the fifth day, Du Anran was still in a daze.She stood at the window of the hotel where she and Jin Shaonan lived, looking at the endless fields in the distance, with luxuriant grass.

She still can't accept this fact, she always thinks that she is dreaming.

"An Ran, come back with me, the dead cannot be brought back to life, you must still look forward..." Xin Zimo said.

"This world is so unfair, why Shaonan, why..."

"You also read all the last words he gave you. He doesn't want to be tortured by the disease anymore. Besides, if the situation is better, it will only extend his life for ten years. There is a saying that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain."

"I understand what you said, but I still want to see him again. I also said that I will come back after a while. It will be Christmas at that time. It must be very lively..." Du Anran cried again while talking.

Xin Zimo put his arms around her shoulders and held her in his arms.He also understood what she said.

"We also made an appointment to come back when the cherry blossoms bloom next year, why didn't he wait for me..." Du Anran broke down in tears.

"Anran..." Xin Zimo knew that it would be futile to say any words of comfort at this time, so it's better to let her cry.

Many times, feelings need to be vented.

In those few days, Du Anran refused to leave, and Xin Zimo stayed with her every step of the way.He turned off his mobile phone and didn't deal with anything else, just being with her.

It was not until half a month later that Du Anran accepted the fact and agreed to leave Germany and the campus.

She knows that in some places, she will never come again in her lifetime...

"Zimo, is Uncle Jin okay?" Sitting on the plane, although Du Anran was still very depressed, he was willing to talk anyway.

Xin Zimo said: "Your uncle Jin is fine, after all, he is a person who has experienced big right and wrong. And I think, when he learned of Jin Shaonan's condition, he was already ready for this day."

Du Anran lowered his head, his voice still choked up: "Uncle Jin is so old, I'm afraid he won't be able to bear it..."

"No, Xie Chenjin is with him, he will be fine." Xin Zimo said.

"An Ran, go to sleep, wake up, we will arrive in City A." Xin Zimo held her in his arms.

These days, she hasn't had a restful sleep. Seeing her tired eyes, he felt very distressed.

A few days ago, she often had nightmares, and when she woke up, she was drenched in sweat.Xin Zimo would prepare tea for her to soothe the nerves every night, but it didn't help.

Du Anran was probably really tired, and Xin Zimo's embrace was very warm. She slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep during the flight...

The sky was blue, Xin Zimo looked at Du Anran in his arms, touched her cheek with his fingers, and he sighed.

When he returned to City A again, Du Anran realized that everything in Germany was just a dream when he saw everything he was familiar with.

Feng Jing has also returned to City A. Du Anran was inevitably depressed in those days, and she once again immersed herself in work.

He almost returned to the state of forgetting to eat and sleep, even Feng Jing dared not provoke Du Anran, nor did he dare to say a word to Du Anran.

She started working overtime and getting up early again. Xin Zimo knew that this was her own way of decompression.He didn't care about her, nor did he bother her, he just asked Ah Lu to take good care of her.

Du Anran refused to go back to the villa, and Xin Zimo did not force her. He knew that the scars carved in his heart by some things would not disappear in a short while.

Yes, for a lifetime.

And Jin Shaonan is a very important person in Du Anran's life.

Du Anran returned to his previous work status, and became much more reticent when he was at work on weekdays.Whatever task Feng Jing entrusts to her, she can basically finish it on the same day, and she even took all the work she did when she was on leave for so many days.

Seeing her working so hard, Feng Jing didn't dare to talk to Du Anran anymore.

Originally, he wanted to ask Du Anran to make up his mind about the matter with Ouyang Pei, but now that she was in such a low mood, she didn't dare to provoke Du Anran.

He wanted to know what happened, but he didn't dare to ask easily, so he had to wait and see what happened.

When Du Anran was working, he hardly spoke again, and the whole person became extremely silent.

People who came to her office didn't dare to disturb her, they all came and left in a hurry.

But there were quite a few people discussing in the big office, and everyone had a surprised tone, but the voice was very small, for fear that Du Anran would find out by accident.

"Hey, hey, you said that Du Anran asked for leave for more than half a month, I thought she had resigned!" Someone said.

"Yeah, I also find it strange that she has been asking for leave too often recently. But what is even more abnormal is that she has been working overtime these days. Why?"

"Is it because Mr. Feng is angry?"

"Impossible. If Mr. Feng is angry, it would be fine to fire her directly. As for adding so much work to her? Besides, you all know that Du Anran, Mr. Feng and Mr. Feng's girlfriend are good friends. How could Mr. Feng be angry?"

Everyone nodded, thinking that her analysis made sense.

(A book is coming to an end, and the author is the one who is most reluctant. So, the article will be concluded in May, and the pace will slow down recently. Luo Yi will give this book a happy ending)

(End of this chapter)