give me years of peace

Chapter 79

Perhaps, only in this office, he dared to call her name so unscrupulously, without thinking about anything.However, when he walked out of this office, he had to put on a mask.

He thought that he didn't have to worry about anything in City A, but in the end he found that she was his weakness, his most inseparable love, and he couldn't bear to let her suffer a little harm.But he knew that the more he loved her, the more he would put her in a situation where she would never recover, at least, before he was able to fully protect her.

Du Anran felt Xin Zimo's fiery gaze, but she kept her head down on her work without saying a word.She didn't know how to respond to him, calling him Mr. Xin?For so many days, ever since he said that night, "You can only be my Xin Zimo's woman, even a lover", her heart has been blocked by a stone, yes, she can only be a woman in this life. The lover of the man she fell into the abyss...

Lover, these two words carry great irony.

Xin Zimo didn't get the slightest response from her. After so long, she still couldn't forgive him.But at this moment, as a man who has worked hard in the mall for so many years, he suddenly felt very tired. He just wanted to sit beside her and watch the snow outside the window with her.

The snow was still falling, falling on the grass downstairs, on the construction site, and on the umbrellas of pedestrians.The sky was still gray, and the north wind was getting stronger, bringing snowflakes to the windows.

The snow was flying like catkins, and after a while, the entire line of sight was covered in white.The first snow this year has been sprinkled and unrestrained...

Thinking like this, he walked up to her, walked around behind her, and put his hands around her waist: "Will you watch the snow with me..."

Du Anran trembled instinctively, his hands were icy cold, and a chill hit her when he touched her fingers.The moment she lowered her head, the diamond ring came into view, and she couldn't help but think of the video in the morning...

She...is no different from the woman in the video...

A pain slid through her heart, and the words "lover", "little three" and "girl" came to mind. Her nerves were stung, she almost stood up, and she pushed him away.

"Do not touch me!"

She was like a frightened deer, with confusion and mist in her eyes.

Xin Zimo looked at her helplessly, as if he understood something, he lowered his hand weakly.He was really tired today, but she still rejected him as always.

At this moment, he thought, even if he owns the entire city A, so what...

Du Anran also realized that her reaction was too violent, so she collected herself, lowered her head, and sat back in her original position.

"Do you also believe that the person in the video is me?" Xin Zimo said calmly.It turned out that she already knew everything, and he still wanted to hide it from her.

Du Anran lowered her head, and then shook her head for a long time: "I don't know." She inappropriately remembered the scene of him and Chi Xue that night, even if the video was fake, what she saw with her own eyes that night was always true That's right.

She also felt very uncomfortable, a kind of unexplainable discomfort.

I don't know... These three words gave Xin Zimo great desolation.Trust is really like a piece of paper, once it gets crumpled, it can never be restored to its original shape.

Xin Zimo walked back to his place, if in the past, he would definitely pester her, but today, his heart is very tired.

He didn't say a word to Du Anran, he sat in front of the computer and flipped through the files. The office was so quiet that they could even hear their breathing.

The snow outside the window is continuous, and it is getting bigger and bigger, and it has a tendency to evolve into a heavy snow.

Du Anran also knew that her reaction just now was a bit over the top, she secretly raised her head to look at Xin Zimo's back from behind, wondering if he was angry or not.She sighed, she had never seen through him anyway.

Not long after, Sun Ping called and told Xin Zimo that the hotel video had been destroyed and there was no trace left.As for the replacement of Xin's video, I'm afraid it was premeditated a long time ago, because the information retrieved from the computer shows that the unbearable video has been set in the computer long ago.But exactly when it was replaced, there is no way of knowing.

Xin Zimo raised his forehead and frowned, that is to say, there was no clue, and there was no way to find out.

The Xin family has made countless enemies since its establishment. I don’t know how many people want to frame him, Xin Zimo. The drug incident last time was nothing, but this time the video incident happened again. Although it is not clear whether it is the same person, but he can faintly It felt like Shin was in crisis.

Probably because he was too tired, Xin Zi fell asleep lying on the table after meditating for a long time.

Although the heating was turned on in the office, the weather was still cold. Du Anran found a piece of clothing from the office and put it on for him.Xin Zimo, who was sleeping soundly, was no longer domineering and strong as usual, but more gentle.

Once upon a time, Du Anran quietly looked at him in his sleep like this. At that time, he was the same as now, with a handsome side face, slightly frowned brows, and long eyelashes.He must not know that when he was sleeping, the corners of his lips were slightly raised, not at all like him when he was awake, cold and heartless...

All this reminded Du Anran of the happy time they had together in those two years, but now that he thought about it, he probably smiled willingly.

She put the clothes on him, and walked back to her place, but her mood was hard to calm down, and her heart hurt like a knife.

Not interested in continuing to work, she stood up and went to the window to watch the snow.Outside the window is already a world of glazed glass, a piece of silver, powder makeup and jade carvings, which is too beautiful to behold.

He just said that he wanted her to watch the snow with him.

It's been a year since they watched the snow together. In the past, she was the one who pestered him to accompany her, but now, they changed their positions, but they also changed their mood.

When it was time to get off work, Du Anran wanted to leave alone, but seeing that Xin Zimo hadn't woken up, maybe he was too tired, Du Anran didn't wake him up, and quietly accompanied him to continue working overtime.

But after eight o'clock in the evening, Xin Zimo had no tendency to wake up, so Du Anran tried to wake him up.

"Boss Xin, Boss Xin..."

Nothing happens.

When Du Anran touched his arm, it was scalding hot.Touched his forehead, too, like a fire.Du Anran panicked now, she hurriedly called Sun Ping, and hurriedly helped Xin Zimo up.

"Wake up, can you hear me?" Du Anran supported him, but there was still no response.

His forehead was still hot, and she was praying that Sun Ping would come over quickly.She was in a hurry. Except for that operation, it was the first time she saw such a weak Xin Zimo. How much he didn't love himself to make himself look like this.

Fifteen minutes later, Sun Ping rushed over. He immediately saw Du Anran who was supporting Xin Zimo sitting on the sofa. He quickly helped Xin Zimo downstairs, and quickly sent him to the hospital.

After arriving at the hospital and going through all the hospitalization procedures, Sun Ping taught Du Anran a lesson for the first time.

"How do you take care of Mr. Xin? Do you really think that if you come here with a monthly salary of 50, you are doing nothing? You stay in the same office with Mr. Xin, and you don't even know that he has a fever? Mr. Xin treats you on weekdays. Not bad, how did you repay him? Even I can't stand it anymore! Last time Mr. Xin fell into the water and went to work with a sick body, his health has not been as good as before, but you showed him the face of nothing. You had a stomach problem the day before yesterday, and he took care of you until the early morning, have you ever cared about his body?"

Sun Ping taught Du Anran a lesson in front of everyone in the hospital, because he really didn't save Du Anran any face.

"I'm sorry..." Du Anran lowered his head, then raised his eyes to look at Sun Ping again, "But I don't owe him anything."

Sun Ping was stunned, owed or not owed, the account between two people is so clear, is there still a trace of emotion?I'm afraid I can't even count as friends...

"Xin Zimo's family members come and sign!" A nurse came out.

Sun Ping glanced at Du Anran, but Du Anran didn't move.

"Xin Zimo's family members come over and sign!" the nurse shouted again.

"Are you going?" Sun Ping ordered Du Anran with a bad attitude.

"Me?" Du Anran pointed at himself and shook his head, "I'm not his family." Du Anran thought, Sun Ping had been with Xin Zimo for a long time, and even his tone of voice was becoming more and more like Xin Zimo.

"It's just the two of us here, you can figure it out!" Sun Ping sat on the bench in the corridor regardless, looking like he had nothing to do with it.Of course, things like illness are not useful in a hurry.

"Is Xin Zimo's family members here? The patient needs to go through hospitalization procedures, please come and sign as soon as possible!" The nurse may have seen that no one came, so she stopped making a sound after shouting, and buried her head in filling out the form.

"I...I will sign..." Du Anran stepped forward and said in a low voice, the voice was softer than a mosquito.

Seeing that someone finally came, the nurse took a few sheets and handed them to Du Anran: "Who are you from the patient?"

"I..." Du Anran couldn't answer, the hand holding the list stopped there, it didn't matter whether he accepted it or not.

"Ma'am!" Sun Ping, who was on the bench, said loudly without raising his head, and the voice formed a resounding echo in the corridor.

Du Anran was about to defend himself, but when he got to the point of speaking, Sun Ping stared back at him.

"Oh, good! Please fill out these two forms and show your valid certificate." The nurse said with a smile.

Du Anran quickly found out his ID card again, and finally completed Xin Zimo's hospitalization procedures in a hurry.During this period, she kept trying to call Mother Xin, but was interrupted by Sun Ping.

"If you don't mind Mrs. Xin seeing you, you can just hit me." Sun Ping said indifferently.

Du Anran's hand holding the mobile phone dropped again, yes, if Mother Xin came here now, how would she explain why she appeared in the hospital.

"But now that he is hospitalized, we must let the Xin family know..." Du Anran said.

"You will take care of Mr. Xin tonight, and I will arrange other things!" Sun Ping said calmly.

"I..." Du Anran hesitated to speak, in her heart, she still couldn't accept Xin Zimo again.

"Don't say you don't want to!" Sun Ping's attitude tonight was very unfriendly, aiming at Du Anran everywhere, "If you dare to say a word 'no', I will immediately throw you off the stairs!"

Although Du Anran knew that Sun Ping was trying to scare her, she also knew Sun Ping's loyalty to Xin Zimo.She nodded slightly: "I will try to take good care of him..."

She couldn't guarantee that if Xin Zimo woke up, they would quarrel again.Although she had already convinced herself to follow her in her heart, she couldn't help but feel uncomfortable when she thought of her embarrassing identity.

Sun Ping didn't say much, and followed the nurse to get the medicine and go through the formalities.Leaving Du Anran alone outside the ward, the empty corridor was exceptionally quiet.

Du Anran pushed open the door of the ward, and the ward was filled with a strong smell of medicine. In the spacious ward, Xin Zimo lay quietly on the hospital bed.She walked over and sat on the head of his bed, and touched his forehead again, it was still hot.

She covered him with the quilt, and looked at the drip in the bottle again.It turned out that he was as strong as him, and he also had such a vulnerable side.He must not want others to see him like this, he is a person who cares about face.

The snow fell heavily that night, and the streets were covered with a thick layer.The ward is a monotonous white, and the outside of the ward is also a monotonous snowflake color.For the first time, Du Anran felt that white was not so beautiful, so he asked someone to bring a large bunch of blue enchantresses over and put them in the ward overnight.

Xin Zimo didn't tell her what flowers he likes. In fact, during the two years together, he rarely mentioned what he liked to her. She knew almost nothing about him.

That's why she was slightly surprised when she saw him smoking and interacting with people on the Internet. She really didn't understand him.

So much so that now, she really didn't know what flowers to buy, so she wanted a bunch of her favorite blue enchantress.

This season there is such a beautiful blue enchantress, I have to say it is a surprise.

She sniffed the fragrance of the flowers, and put the bouquet on the bedside cabinet. The fragrance overflowed, and the ward suddenly became alive.

There are only the two of them in this quiet ward, just like he was with her when she was hospitalized.Du Anran never thought that after Shihe's downfall, they could still be in the same room peacefully.

He hates her, she hates him too, what kind of happy ending can two people who hate each other have...

Du Anran's lips curved into a pale wry smile, once, she loved him so much.

The night in the hospital was extraordinarily quiet, especially in the upper floors of this advanced ward, where no noise could be heard.Du Anran was afraid of the night, and even more afraid of the night in the hospital, but at this moment, there were no more people to accompany her, and no Xin Zimo would hug her and say, don't be afraid, I'm here.

Du Anran sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Xin Zimo silently. She thought, how can I see a person clearly, and how can a person give her heart without reservation...

She also gave a heart to a person frankly, completely and thoroughly, but that person didn't cherish it, and after making a few wounds on it, she sprinkled salt again and again.So, she was afraid, and she thought, maybe in this life, she would not dare to give her sincerity to a single person...

(End of this chapter)