give me years of peace

Chapter 84

After following Sun Ping in Xin Zimo's car, Du Anran kept turning her head to look at the night scene outside the window. She didn't feel that Sun Ping was hostile before, but she didn't know when he had been targeting her.

"Sun Ping, do you remember that you gave me a promise that if I need you in the future, you will do your best." Du Anran looked at the night scene outside the window and said calmly.

Sun Ping paused for a while, yes, he said it, or the promise he made when he begged Du Anran for help last time when smuggled items were found in the cargo.

"Well, I remember." Sun Ping did not deny it.

"Then I don't want to see Xin Zimo, why do you still force me." Du Anran almost despaired.

"For matters related to Mr. Xin, I'm sorry I can't do anything." Sun Ping focused on the road ahead.

"I don't know what he gave you to make you follow him so desperately. If there was someone like you in Shihe back then, maybe..." Du Anran smiled self-deprecatingly, his eyes were still swollen.

Sun Ping knew that Shihe was acquired, a large part of the reason was because of Xiao Qingqing, there were spies inside, and it was difficult not to go bankrupt.What's more, only a woman as stupid as Du Anran would hand over all the company's most confidential documents to someone who is neither relative nor relative...

It's a pity that Du Anran was deceived by Xiao Qingqing, and of course Mr. Xin was also deceived.In the final analysis, this woman is still not suitable for this shopping mall with open guns and dark arrows...

"You didn't see how kind he was to you." Sun Ping sighed.

Du Anran shook his head: "I don't need him to be nice to me, I don't need..."

It was probably because she was too stupid, so during the two years of dating, he treated her very well, and she heartlessly gave her heart completely, so that her body was covered in bruises and bruises.Now that he is nice to her again, she really can't tell if he is still using her or if he has other plans...

Sun Ping turned his head and glanced at Du Anran, her thin face was full of unbearable pain, and Sun Ping didn't know if she really couldn't forgive Mr. Xin for the rest of her life.What he can do is try his best to bridge the gap and resolve the misunderstanding.

"The biggest shortcoming of Mr. Xin is that he never says anything. He is alone in his heart, and no one can figure it out. But if he really treats you well, it means that he really cares about you." Sun Ping said slowly.

"I don't have the courage to accept it anymore." Du Anran lowered his head, "Besides, I am not good enough for him now, no matter what it is."

"Do you think Mr. Xin still cares about whether he is worthy or not?" Sun Ping laughed.

"That may or may not be suitable. I think Miss Chi is far more suitable than me, and she loves him very much."

"Ke Xin doesn't love her." Sun Ping said bluntly. In fact, he has been with Xin Zimo for so long, and many things can be seen at a glance.

"Emotions can be cultivated slowly." Du Anran replied perfunctorily.

Sun Ping shook his head and smiled: "I really don't know if you really don't understand or pretend to understand."

"In those two years, he didn't love me, couldn't we still get along seamlessly? He even said the words of the proposal..." Du Anran felt it was funny, love, she couldn't afford it anymore.

"He himself fell in love with you a long time ago, but he didn't know it until he lost you." Sun Ping sighed, and the authorities were confused by the onlookers. As Xin Zimo's private secretary, he could see all this clearly.

Du Anran didn't believe it, she lowered her head and silently smiled bitterly.If it was really like what Sun Ping said, how could he say nasty things to her later, and even slap her for other women...

Not long after, Sun Ping brought Du Anran back to the hospital.When he came to Xin Zimo's ward, Sun Ping quietly opened the door of the ward and signaled Du Anran to go in by himself.

At this time, Xin Zimo was resting on the bed with his eyes closed. He probably heard the sound of the door being pushed, and said calmly, "Do you want to change the potion?"

Du Anran had already been pushed in by Sun Ping, but he closed the door and left.Du Anran had no choice but to go to Xin Zimo's bed and whispered, "It's me."

Xin Zimo's eyelashes fluttered a few times, probably out of surprise and disbelief, he didn't expect Du Anran to come back.He pissed her off in the morning, he thought she was pissed too...

It's just that he didn't open his eyes, he just let out a faint "oh", and said after a long time: "The nurse will come to change the medicine later."

Du Anran looked at the drip bottle, this time, he was really exhausted.

"I'll help you watch." Du Anran sat on the sofa beside him.

The ward was very quiet, so quiet that the chirping of insects could be heard outside the window.Du Anran only saw Xin Zimo's eyes closed, but he didn't know if he was asleep.The blue enchantress bought yesterday is still in bloom, exuding a quiet fragrance.

Du Anran stared at the drops drop by drop, like an hourglass, letting time slip away quietly.

"I'm going to work tomorrow. I'll ask Sun Ping to call Miss Chi and ask her to accompany you tomorrow." Du Anran didn't know if Xin Zimo was listening, she just whispered.

Xin Zimo frowned, but Du Anran didn't notice it, she bit her lip as if she had made up her mind and continued: "Actually... Sun Ping asked me to accompany you, you should know that I don't want to come .”

"Then you go!" Xin Zimo had a high fever again at night, and he got better after lying on the hospital bed for an hour or two, but when he heard Du Anran's words, his heart felt like a sharp knife wringing.

Du Anran glanced at Xin Zimo, his face was still pale, she didn't know if she was being too heartless when she said these words, after all he took such good care of her when she had a stomachache.It's just that these are all her heartfelt words, and she doesn't want to hide them from him...

Yes, she couldn't let it go, Shihe's bankruptcy, his threats, uncle's death...all gave her endless pain.

"I'm sorry." Du Anran apologized, and seemed to plead, "I wonder if you can let me resign, I want to...leave China..."

"Don't even think about it." Xin Zimo turned his head slightly without opening his eyes, but only he knew that the corners of his eyes were already wet.Does he really want to trap her in such a despicable way for the rest of his life?But he can't imagine the days without her...

"I..." Du Anran didn't know what to say, but he still refused to let him go.

"It's time to change the medicine, I'll call the nurse." Just at this moment, the bottle of intravenous drip was finished and the embarrassment between the two of them was broken, Du Anran got up and walked out of the ward.

After a while, the nurse came over with another bottle of medicine, and the whole ward was immediately filled with the smell of medicine.

"Do you want to continue hanging today?" Xin Zimo frowned, "If I remember correctly, this is the fourth bottle."

"Sir, yes." The nurse quickly put on the medicine, "I'll take your temperature at night. It's high and unstable. You need to use medicine to control it."

"Then... when can he be discharged from the hospital?" Du Anran asked cautiously.

"If you don't want to accompany me, you can leave at any time!" Xin Zimo shouted dissatisfiedly, which startled the nurses.

"That's not what I meant." Du Anran lowered his head.

"It's not a big problem. If the high fever subsides, I can leave the hospital in three days." The nurse gave an answer, packed up her things and went out.

Only Du Anran and Xin Zimo were left in the ward.Just now Xin Zimo yelled at her, but now Du Anran is neither standing nor sitting, nor dares to look directly at Xin Zimo.

Xin Zimo looked at her who was standing on the bed, his face was full of calm, but his heart was full of indescribable feelings.He closed his eyes, turned his head away, and waited quietly for the drip to finish.

Du Anran also looked at him, then remembered something, went to the coffee table and took hot water to wash a warm bag.She put the warm bag in Xin Zimo's hand, and when her fingers touched the back of his hand, it was cold.

Although the air conditioner is turned on in the ward, Du Anran knows that the hanging water is very cold in winter.

When Xin Zimo touched the warmth, his hands trembled slightly, his eyelashes moved slightly, but he still didn't speak.

He probably thought that Xin Zimo had fallen asleep, and Du Anran leaned on the sofa and closed his eyes.She was still quite tired today, but she didn't dare to sleep too deeply, for fear that no one would watch the drip later.She just leaned on the sofa and fell asleep lightly, and even set the phone to vibrate every half an hour.

In the middle of the night, Xin Zimo's bottle of water was finally hung up, and Du Anran was really too tired. After watching Xin Zimo fall asleep, he finally fell asleep peacefully.

The next morning Du Anran woke up very early, she wanted to go to the company early, but in her heart she was still afraid of meeting Jin Shaonan again when she went out later, and she was afraid that there would be unnecessary misunderstandings between them.

It's just that when Du Anran woke up, she felt something was wrong, she rubbed her sleepy eyes, and sat up relying on the only light.

But I don't know if I don't look at it, I was shocked when I saw it, when did she sleep on Xin Zimo's bed.

Xin Zimo's hospital bed was really big, but there was only one quilt.Half of it is on her body, and the other half is on his body.Her reaction just now was a bit loud, but fortunately Xin Zimo was in a deep sleep and didn't move.

She glanced at him, and probably understood in her heart that he was the instigator, but seeing his innocent sleeping appearance, even if she had any temper, she lost her temper.

She shook her head, gently covered him with the quilt, and touched his forehead again.She let out a breath, and the fever finally subsided.

After simply arranging her hair and clothes, Du Anran tiptoed open the door of the ward and walked out.

After the door was closed, Xin Zimo on the bed slowly opened his eyes, with a gentle and satisfied smile on his lips.It seemed that the fragrance of her hair was still lingering on the pillow, and he didn't regret carrying her from the sofa to the bed last night at all.It's just a pity that he has a high fever and is weak and can't do bad things, but he can see her every time he opens his eyes. This feeling is really amazing.

Is this just happiness...

He thought, just because of the happiness he had missed for 20 years, he was unwilling to let her go.

It was still very early when Du Anran arrived at the company from the hospital, the sky had just shone with light, everywhere was misty and white, and the air was full of damp melancholy.

There were no people along the way, when Du Anran arrived at Xin's, he checked the time, it was only seven o'clock, and there were hardly any people in Xin's.She thought that she would sleep for a while when she was in Xin Zimo's office, she would be too sleepy to keep her eyes open.

But just as she was about to go to the 36th floor from the special elevator, someone patted her on the shoulder from behind.

Du Anran was startled, and turned around quickly, only to see a charming woman with heavy makeup.

It turned out to be Xiao Qingqing.

(End of this chapter)