Jiang Yibei, I used to love you so much

Chapter 277 I'm Not Mad at You (2)

Nange let himself fall into this strange feeling a little uncontrollably, trying to sink himself into it completely. For those who love each other, this is an instinct, isn't it?
The moment Nange hugged Jiang Yibei, she kept telling herself that this is Xiaobei, this is Xiaobei, this is the person she loves, and this is her Xiaobei...

But when she closed her eyes, when Jiang Yibei's hand began to reach into her clothes, her mind began to become chaotic again, the crazy heavy rain was pouring on her body, the dark world, rain, blood...

No, no, it's not—

Nange woke up suddenly, the cold sweat all over her body, all the passion-desire that was excited just now subsided in an instant, and her heart suddenly became cold.

She held Jiang Yibei's shirt tightly, and the familiar breath kept lingering in her nostrils. She finally calmed down slowly, panting with palpitations.

She still didn't dare to get involved, as long as she didn't get involved, she wouldn't fall into that terrible situation, as long as she didn't get involved, she could still accept the intimacy between Jiang Yibei and her.

But if she doesn't invest, she will never be able to accept him.

Jiang Yibei, who was frantically kissing Nange's collarbone, finally realized that something was wrong with Nange. The heat on her body had subsided, and there was even a slight chill.

He raised his head in a panic, pressed his forehead against her cold forehead, and inserted his fingers into her hair. The cool sweat wetted his fingers, and he asked in a hoarse voice, "Daughter, what's the matter?"

Nange closed her eyes, and after a while, she reached out and hugged his neck. He let go, and she leaned her head on his shoulder: "Xiaobei,... I'm sorry, give me some more time."

Nange knew that her obstacle came from the fear deep in her memory, the moment when she was struggling between life and death, coupled with her depressed mood at that time, she was very ill... The psychiatrist said that perhaps with time, she could slowly Adjustment, maybe she will overcome fear in another kind of stimulation, this depends on the timing and her own willpower.

Only when her willpower becomes stronger and stronger, will she slowly overcome everything she could not overcome in the past.

She is working hard, and now she has made great progress compared to before, but she is still a little short. When she puts herself into it, she will still be occupied by fear.

But at least, now that Xiao Bei is here, she no longer needs to rely on sleeping pills to relieve her pain.

"Okay." Jiang Yibei hugged Nange, carried her to the bed, kissed her on the brow, and whispered: "Sleep, I'm here."

"Yeah." Nange grabbed Jiang Yibei's clothes, regardless of whether he hadn't changed his clothes to take a bath, but the clear smell of alcohol mixed with a slight smell of tobacco made her a little psychedelic and intoxicated.

She closed her eyes, and after a while, her mood slowly calmed down, and she poked Jiang Yibei lightly with her finger: "You'd better go take a bath!"

"Pfft," Jiang Yibei smiled lowly, reached out and pinched her face: "Okay."

It took several minutes for Jiang Yibei to look down at her clear eyes, and then he kissed her on the lips, got up and left the bedroom.

Nange also got up, went to the kitchen to warm a glass of milk, and went upstairs with it.

(End of this chapter)