Jiang Yibei, I used to love you so much

Chapter 395 A Secret Discovered Accidentally (5)

He didn't know what else he could do at that time, he was sorry to too many people.For the only time in his life, he finally reflected on himself and wanted to start living a good life again, but all of a sudden he messed up everything.

He messed up the company, the hotel he booked also messed up Nange's engagement banquet, everything was over, and he had nothing to do.

Even if he divorces Su Yao under all the pressure, the huge debt on him will only add to Su Yao's burden.

He has... nowhere to go.

The only way he can choose is to die. He has bought a huge amount of insurance for himself. As long as he dies, he can cash it out. Although the money is not enough to pay off the debt, but with the Nan family's property in Jiang City, it should be about there.

It's just...he can no longer take care of his wife and children, and his parents, probably because of him, can only rely on pensions to provide for them. In his whole life...he's a bastard, he never gave his family anything in return. In the end, they were given such an ending.

He regretted dying, but he finally made a decision, and that was to die.

He committed suicide.

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Nange still shed tears when she saw the end.

She also hated someone for many years. It turns out that at the end, she also repented, and even thought about starting over.

It's just that God didn't give him a chance to start again, and he just died in his own cowardice.

Yes, in Nange's view, he really died in his own cowardice. No matter how much debt he has, as long as he lives, he will pay it off one day, right?But he would rather choose to die.

Nan Ge didn't know if Nan Jing had not died, but had assumed the responsibility at that time, would everything be different now.It's just that there will be no ifs.

In fact, she can understand the feeling of despair and helplessness. The whole world has collapsed, and there is no possibility of starting again. The only way people can think of is death.

She also thought about it, and even did it. She knew how she felt at that moment, and she even knew how she felt when she was on the verge of death. It was not despair, but a sudden slackening.

It seemed that the tense life suddenly relaxed, and I felt that I was finally free.

She didn't know if Nan Jing thought the same way at the last moment, so he went to die so resolutely. Perhaps at that time he felt that only his death would be a kind of fulfillment for the living.

Because he probably, never understood the meaning of family.

When Nange closed the diary, her eyes were red from crying. When Jiang Yibei pushed the door in, she saw her eyes swollen like rabbits.

"What's the matter? Why are you crying like this?" Jiang Yibei originally wanted to see if Nange had finished watching. Every day when eating, Nange would tell him something, saying that he could read the rest today It's over.

Jiang Yibei went to help Nan Ge wipe away his tears. Nan Ge leaned against his arms, but his nose was still twitching. She really wanted to tell Jiang Yibei what she saw in Nan Jing's life. Confession and struggle, but she couldn't say a word, she could only hold his waist tightly, buried her face in his arms, sobbing softly.

Jiang Yibei didn't persuade her either, but gently stroked her back until she slowly calmed down.

"Xiao Bei, do you know what it feels like to be unable to live alone?"

(End of this chapter)