Jiang Yibei, I used to love you so much

Chapter 718 I still go to heaven with you without hesitation (6)

Tomorrow is Fu Sichen's wedding day, but that night, he drank a lot of wine.

He didn't know what was wrong with him, he felt as if his heart had been hollowed out, and he also felt as if he was no longer in this world.

Everyone has times when they are helpless.

"Fu Sichen, have you ever loved me?"

When he saw the words Gu Nian sent him, he felt helpless and bitter in his heart.

He really wanted to tell her, what if I love you, so what if I don't love you?There are some things in this world that cannot be chosen by people after all. Everyone has morals and responsibilities that he has to uphold when he is alive.

People are often able to hurt the person they want to love.

So he didn't say anything after all.

That sentence became the last word she said to him.

He knew that Gu Nian had the habit of writing a diary in the memo, and he also knew why Nange gave him the phone in the end.

【May 2

I'm actually a very sensitive and insecure person.It's just that I'm intoxicated in the happiness you gave me, the happiness is in a mess, so I don't even dare to think about it.I have always been timid and cowardly, but now I feel full of strength. As long as you promise, I can never turn back.Everything that I once fantasized and longed for is not worth the tenderness of your words.It turns out that when you love someone, you really put yourself very low, down to the dust.Everyone is a fool in love, but they are foolish and willing. 】

【May 3

why do i love youBecause, I am very happy when I love you.The time with you is the most beautiful time and the happiest moment, so loving you makes me happier.What I hope is that one day, you can feel as happy and happy as I do. 】

【May 3

Do you have a feeling that you love someone so much that you don't even want to be separated from him for a minute, you just want to stay by his side, even if it is, just watch quietly.Always laughing at other people not seeing each other every day is like three autumns, but if it was me, it would be a disaster of longing.I miss you so much, Si Chen. 】

【May 5

What is there about me that doesn't deserve to be treated well...]

【May 7

I have never been your happiness, but you are my everything. 】

【May 9

If time can go back, if I know you will go, if I know that one day you will become irreplaceable, then I must not fall in love with you.I will go far away, never come back to you, never dare to look at you again...Only I know, as long as I look one more time, I will be lost forever. 】

【May 9

I always stand on the side of the street blankly, looking at the vehicles coming and going, and then look for your license plate number.It’s just been so long, I’ve probably seen the cars in the whole city countless times, but you seem to have disappeared since then, I’ve never seen you again. 】

【May 9

I always thought that if I figured it out, the pain would stop.But spreading out the empty palms is like seeing your fingers pulling away a little bit. Those memories have really existed, so how can they be erased? 】

【May 10

I dreamed that you drank too much, making noise and refusing to sleep. A long, long time ago, in the old house where I lived in Xizhou City, the floor was dirty. When you stood at the door, you must step on it with bare feet. On the ground, kick off the shoes I gave you, and then I will take them back to you, and just make trouble with you until you are willing to sleep.That door is like a time-space door. After I opened it, all I saw were strangers. I closed the door and came back to see you who finally fell asleep.I was in that dream and didn't want to wake up. 】

(End of this chapter)