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Chapter 1075 Fang Qingyuan's extra love is gone
Meeting Xia Mumu was a beautiful accident.

She is the only light I found in my dark life.

But I always feel that she doesn't love me enough, and she always has a faint expression towards me.

It seemed that none of the people or things around her had much to do with her.

Finally one day, I saw another woman who looked exactly like her, that was Mumu's younger sister, Xia Jingjing.

When I saw the relationship between Mumu and Xia Jingjing.

At that moment, I had an idea that I shouldn't have.

And this idea, I thought about it, and I did it.

So many years later, every time I recall this incident, I would ask myself, would everything be different if I didn't have that sudden idea back then.

And we are still the same as before?

I think, I don't know.

I can only tell myself over and over again in the memory, it's over, everything is over.

I never thought that Xia Mumu who has been with me for three years is not Xia Mumu, but Xia Jingjing.

Hehe, when the truth is ruthlessly revealed, whose heart is dripping with blood?

I thought my method worked, that's why you changed your attitude towards me, but who knows, it was actually a scam.

From the very beginning, she fell into Xia Jingjing's trap.

She has asked me countless times, why are we not married yet?
I don't know why, but at that time, Xia Jingjing's appearance was exactly what I imagined you to be.

However, the feeling in my heart is still not the initial throbbing.

So, I've been hesitating.

I have been hesitating for three years, and let her wait for three years.

The moment you appeared, I suddenly understood why I couldn't find that feeling in Xia Jingjing's body.

Because, even though Xia Jingjing has become what I imagined, she is not you after all.

What I love is always the calm and indifferent Xia Mumu, not the gentle and considerate Xia Jingjing who will make me happy.

In three years, things have changed.

You have changed, and so have I.

Standing beside you is Chu Shaonan, a man who is better than me.

I think he should love you very much, because he only has you in his eyes.

Because, he is always centered on you.

Probably, you also like him.

I once thought that I should be brave, and then go to take you back.

But that day, you said that you like bitterness and black.

At first, I didn't understand, then when I walked into your world.

I finally see what you mean.

Just like three years ago, it's not that you don't love me, but that I have never really understood your world.

Your world is bitter and dark, so you don't care about anything, and you look calm and indifferent on the surface, but in fact, you hide all your emotions in your heart.

I think, this time I really understand you.

It's a pity that I understood too late, there is already another man by your side.

And the last thing I can do is not to disturb your life and watch you happy.

In the sea of ​​fire, Xia Jingjing hated me but loved me at the same time. She wanted to kill me, but she tried her best to save me.

I think, I can't let go.

If it weren't for my initial thought, perhaps everything would not have turned out like this.

Xia Jingjing, after all, I still owe you.

In the afterlife, I hope you don't meet me again.

In my life, love is gone and love is far away, leaving me alone for the rest of my life——Fang Qingyuan
(End of this chapter)