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Chapter 988 If the life outside the fan is just like the first sight (1)

#If life is just like first seeing, how can there be so much love, hatred, hatred and ignorance in this world? #
If life is just like seeing you at first, you are still your confident and unique doctor.

And I am still the little intern who is full of yearning for Western medicine.

It's just, Yang Xubin, tell me why everything has changed in the end.

Why do I fall in love with you hopelessly.

Why in the end, I lost my mind.

If we could do it all over again, would everything be different?
About this question, no one can answer me anymore.

I never thought that because of you, my whole life would undergo an irreversible reversal.

One glance at ten thousand years, one glance at fall.

From then on, I can no longer extricate myself.

God knows how sad I was when you were going to marry Mu Tingxia, I locked myself in the room alone.

I have prayed countless times to God, as long as the two of you are not married, then it doesn't matter if I pay any price.

Probably, God really heard my call, so, in the end, the two of you are really not married together.

At that time, I was really happy, but at the same time, I was also afraid and uneasy.

Because I was afraid that I would really break up your marriage. I still remember the entangled emotions until now.

So, at that time, when you said that you also had a crush on me, how happy I was, I was so happy that I was going crazy.

Things that I couldn't even imagine in my dreams happened at that moment.

Yang Xubin, you were my light at that time.

Your words are all my motivation.

No matter what other people think of me, but for me, as long as I can be with you, no matter how high the price is, it is worth it.

So, I'm really desperate.

At that time, I thought your promise would be for a lifetime.

I thought your promise would be all my motivation.

I didn't know until much later that the promise was just because I was not sure.

Commitment is nothing but a lie from start to finish.

But at that time, I believed it, I really believed it.

Later, in the face of everyone's comments, I withstood the pressure, because it didn't matter to me, and I was even more fearless.

because of you.

So, when my father blamed me, I didn't cry.

So, when everyone scolded me for misunderstanding me, I still didn't cry.

However, because of your caring words, I hid in the room alone, and the tears kept falling down.

If possible, Yang Xubin, I really hope to tell everyone what you said.

My life, because of you, is no longer peaceful.

Later, you and Yang Huaigu severed the father-son relationship.

because I!
At that moment, I couldn't express my emotions. It turned out that in your eyes, I was so important.

It's so important that you don't even want your father, how should I treat you?

The one I love, you really didn't let me down.

But at the same time, there is still a voice in my heart, that is, you shouldn't do this for me.

This is wrong, this is unfilial.

However, I didn't say it out, let alone discourage you, because I just simply feel that your love for me is too strong.

And I want to regard these as the best memories.

Even, in the deepest part of my heart, I kept telling myself, just let me be willful again.

At that time, I probably really had no IQ. People always have to pay the price for their own waywardness.

(End of this chapter)